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dat gal in blue dress..again..

2009-12-23T02:09:00.001+08:00

damn..e gal in e blue dress again..
tdy is black tights wif white top..

saw her @ somerset bus stop but didnt recognise..all e way frm like 167 change 852 @ maritche..den slowly start to recognise..but like 1.5 years ago, almost e same ting happened..diff process..same ending..

damn sian..
but..jus as i'm determined to get my airchair spins n flares..
same grit, diff objective

2009-12-20T22:52:00.001+08:00

immatured parents + hangover = fuck

the end..??

2009-12-19T08:27:00.005+08:00

guys..

if u cant accept my changes, den so be it..face it n grow up..nobody's gonna let u throw ur shit @ dem ur whole life n keep quiet abt it..if u tink e way i am nw is unacceptable..den unacceptable it is..

things used to be good..all close n fam n all..but if dis is e way tings've turned out to be..den fine..i cant be bothered to explain myself anyway..after all..i'll jus be "savin my ass" again huh..i used to tink u all were diff frm e club..turns out dat..dere's nt much diff huh..bboys reali belong to another world..

it reali used to mean much more den jus being a letter in e alphabet..

family guy?

2009-12-01T02:05:00.003+08:00

hmmm

i dunno if watching black hawk down n playing cod4 has made me realise how fragile life is..or mayb i'm jus tryin to save money..but somehow i find myself becoming slightly more family-oriented..

personality quizzes said dat i'd place family first but ahahah didnt reali seem to be e case last time..but tings seem to be abit diff nw..mayb cos i into korean stuff n dey're like quite listen to parents type de den i kena influence..or mayb i'm finally growing up hahahaha..

oh well..it's a good change anyhow..wonder how long it'll last..hope it's permanent haha

2009-11-19T21:42:00.002+08:00

damn it's been wad..months since i blogged..??

oh well..ting's changed..like..alot o stuff changed..
i knew it was coming man..but i tot mayb if i kept mum abt it mayb it wont happen..well it did anyway..can't say i blame anybody for it too..ppl jus grow up huh..

i guess i'm more disappointed den pissed ba..
oh well..

p..
it used to mean much more..

2009-09-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

wow haven't been here for like so damn long..y...?? nt much feel ba haha..

well quick updates over e months

still breaking..proudly reppin eradicate crew nw..had some improvement but nt improving fast enuf haha..i mean come on..i noe it'll nvr be enuf hahaha

haven't been going back to nra for a long time..dun reali intend on going back often either hahaha..

tink i've got e label o a clubber stuck over my forehead nw..it's fun but been going alot feel like takin a rest..met quite some nice ppl there though hahaha..

still single, available..?? haha i dunno man i jus wanna haf fun rite nw..

backslide alot frm God alr..tryin to get back up but hahaha easier said den done..

still in army..can't wait to get out..1 year 1 month left man hahah endure..!!

n btw

BIG BANG FOR THE WIN..!! hahaha

dope dope dope

2009-07-24T00:26:00.002+08:00

damn finally went e new studio tdy..n watch e crew take ter's class

bloody hell..ken n ter damn sick..too sick liao..n jiajun oso haha..he's like smoking everyone la..almost can qie ter alr hahaha..

e floor nt bad nice to break is like e rp stage floor..but e studio like smaller den 73 sia..oh well...doesn't reali concern me haha..

tml internal sian..bo bian la @ least is oni once haha..damn..i wanna break lol..

ps : i seem to haf done more den i rem when i was drunk lol

suck it up, assholes..

2009-07-16T01:08:00.002+08:00

damn wad u take us for..

pissed off man..last time lidat..nw oso lidat..i tot over e years, new batch o ppl come n go..tings'll change..but no..

n u wonder y none o us hang ard for long..

we're more den jus dere to lend u all shit, n to teach ya'll stunts man..

balls to all of u..

dope fri n sat =D

2009-07-12T01:49:00.003+08:00

damn..

thx brad n wilfred n dennis n jason teh n amaresh (brad's frien) for fri nite's clubbing ting haha it was dope..n e other ppl involved too haha..

n thx kai yide benbenlim jialing jiahui amanda n shitjess for e celebration @ yide's hse haha..those kicks are like e freshest colours i haf in my "collection"..

21st seems to be a bigger deal den i tot it was hahaha..thx everyone, who was a part of it..be it active or passive haha..n i'm still kinda like high rite nw..but still..thx everyone for e advanced bdae wishes..

God bless ya'll..!!

damn..

2009-06-23T00:39:00.001+08:00

damn..smth's wrong wif me lately..i've been edgy n snappy..for some reason..which i can't get..i dunno wad's biting me man..but i hope i get rid o it soon..

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2009-06-21T00:39:00.003+08:00

recently i've been quite an angry kid..angry @ wad..?? dun ask me i dunno..i've jus been pissed off @ everyting..in fact..e oni time i seem to be happy is when i'm breaking n stuff lidat..i seem to be looking fwd to every mon n wed..breaking @ nyp seems to be the main joy for me these days..

n oso..for those o u dat noe wad i'm talking abt, i wonder y dey put an airfreeze on the main page logo huh..looking @ e current situation..it's kinda controversial..

n wth man stop wasting my time..

damn..i'm either reali pissed..or jus damn tired..of which i suspect both are true..

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balls to all o u..
fuck all ur cockshit..
fuck msn
fuck my fucked up internet
fuck guard duty
fuck s*f
fuck *ap

damn..i swore b4 nt to use e "f" word..but lol balls to all ur whack ass cock shit..

love-hate msn..

2009-06-08T01:10:00.000+08:00

can't decide if i love msn, or hate it..cos it's damn lag nw..n keeps like..signing out..

den sometimes i wan like click e conversation window..i get e error sound..

balls man msn..pls fix ur bugs..if nt..everyone's gonna find an alternate source eventually..

ps : i'm still like dying frm yest's gym haha..

dope dope dope..!!

2009-05-29T00:38:00.003+08:00

wa tdy went like rp watch e first 1/2 o e momentum prac..i c nra again is do opening lol..n e mc again say smth dat make all e performers ball shrink ahahah...brings back memories o last year man haha..

e grp dat won syf gold wif honours..walao..dey reali deserve dat title man..e effects v nice..e chore super matches e song choice haha..den e indian dance oso dope..e guy like maciam do e indian beat box n play e indian percussion haha...v dope..

but i tink e dopest haha..is nus dance ensemble..dopest man hahaha..i'm sure shane'll agree..overall..nice concept..costume nice..entertaining..haha..n e gals look nice too hahaha..one gal i tink super dope..small small size one den e hair put like those stuff dat aunties use to curl their hair..but walao..her turning is like siao one sia..e spotting is like too dope alr..den plus those extra shit in her hair..i tink it'll like probably unsettle my balance la if i put..if i had hair to put, dat is haha..den she dance got like char one..dopeeeee..it's one o those like ballet technique styled performances dat i super like hahaha..NUS DANCE ENSEMBLE FTW..!! (dun count nra la haha)

n woots....crickets are coming soon..!! lol damn shiok sia haha..mus up bboy up til siao..n damn..yest went clubbing haha..damn shiok..but..aft e ting ended..feel like empty n not much point..but tdy break alr..still feeling shiok..n feel dat life is getting betta hahaha..
crickets to jackhammers..!!
float-to-float to darkhammers..!!!
airchair spins..!!
flares..!!
mills to freeze..!!

damn..too many stuff to do man...hope my arm recovers soon..n my thumb too..den can break properly again hahaha..but sian tml mus go back camp haha..well..@ least it's "eat wif ur family" day tml..can fall out early haha..tml break again..!! n mus up my moves more haha..

hate dis shit

2009-05-21T01:27:00.004+08:00

damn..i totally hate wad my dad n mom put in my genes..

stubbornness, can't take criticism, too proud to loose, won't reali say sry..
cannot see beyond now..the "my way is the right way" attitude..although i swore nt to use 'f' alr..but..

FUCK

wth..i hate these traits..seriously..damn..if genetic breeding is possible, i'd erase all e genes dat code for these cock-shit attributes..

sure..e intellect n stuff is good..but dat's abt it..

ppl..pls tell me my flaws..so i won't end up lyk my dad or mom..

i dun wanna be as stubborn as a mule..

zzz..talk abt trust issues man..

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haiz..

correct me ppl..so i'll be a betta person..n hopefully..a betta bboy too..

new kicks..!!

2009-05-16T03:32:00.002+08:00

bought new kicks tdy hahaha...heng went out wif zx man..walked abt town abit den went to e puma shop @ taka..

DERE'S 50% OFF...!! n i bought a pair o suedes haha..dope sia damn happy abt it..lol hesitated for quite awhile b4 i bought it lol..but haha will probably haf to scrimp n save for e rest o e month ba..saw a nice tee @ left foot cine too..but cannot spend too much in a day..if nt e whole month reali dun nd eat liao hahaha..but i guess i'll be going back to grab dat tee..n take a look @ smth else if u noe wad i mean haha..glen u feel me..?? lol

anyway saw dis trailer abt a jap dance movie coming out in may..a phrase caught my attention..

"technique is jus a tool"

yeah i agree man..although technique is impt, but it's jus a tool to use in dance..some ppl focus too much on technique n neglect other stuff man..which i tink isn't good..budden again hahaha..how do u dance w/o technique..?? u'll jus be another dick on e street shaking n looking like a cock..

haha i oso dunno wad's e zhong dian (focus) o wad i'm trying to say..lol..

ps : mayb i shld wear like normal fit clothes more often..effects are nt bad huh haha

rants

2009-05-13T01:24:00.003+08:00

saw big alex's class yest..his black n gold choreo damn dope hahaha..one ting he said i tink super dope..he said class is for u to prac performing..treat every class as a performance..so u'll make mistakes here, n nt when u're performing haha..

den during vic's chalet he said dat dance is nt abt hitting e beats, it's abt feeling e music..dope sia hahaha..i guess dat's e culture frm e states..like totally diff frm singapore man haha..

den i c terence dance i rem wad he said to c class dat time..i wasn't taking la but i was listening to e end o class debrief..he said dat in class it's nt abt learning e choreo..it's abt understanding ur body..if u get e choreo but u jus copy blindly is like no use..cos aft a few weeks u forget e choreo alr..but if u understand ur body, den u'll rem it..i tink it's a dope mindset..

i tink it's true sia..i'd rather learn how my body moves den to jus zhua choreo..for wad u learn someone else's choreo..if u wan copy so much go be a parrot la haha..but if u understand how ur body moves, den u can make ur own choreo..den it'll be doper..

i tink knowledge is reali impt..i'd rather get one good flare first, den to get like 3 or 4 nt so nice flares..i'm nt trying to shoot anyone dun misunderstand haha..i'm jus saying..i tink i wan try fully understand how my body works..den i can do tings nicely haha..tink i'm too lazy alr..trying to find e most relaxed ways to do tings sia..

so many tings to learn, so many tings to perfect, but so little time..
shit man sux to be in e army..
budden again, thank God i'm 8-5..

well..count ur blessings i guess..

random cumulative tots...

2009-05-03T23:21:00.002+08:00

damn haven't blogged in a long while..

wad've i been up to..??

well basically i've been like..breaking..somehow i decided dat i'm nt gonna care so much abt wad others tink n stuff alr n i'm jus gonna be myself n break..improve..get my moves into my footwork..

i tink i've kinda adopted a "can't be bothered" and "not interested" attitude towards alot o tings..like..sometimes i c ppl trying to bboy..like footwork n stuff..i noe wad dey're doing wrong, n how dey can change to improve, but i jus can't be bothered to tell dem..i mean..last time i care too much abt being nice, n helping ppl..in e end i didn't help myself..

i realised dat ppl can help u, friens can encourage u, family can be dere for u..but @ e end o e day..it's all u..like in a battle, ppl can cheer for u, can back u up..but how dope u are, how u land ur freezes n end ur sets, it's all u...nobody can help u wif dat..so i've decided..it's gonna be abt me nw..til mayb i'm satisfied wif my rate o improvement den mayb i'll look ard..

i c all my fam getting dope..c ronnie, bw, zx, fd, jj..shane e darkhammers coming alr..malex crazy improvement one..n jon dun nd say la..everyone's improving man...except me..i can't lag behind..4 years is nt alot o time man lol...

but haha i tink eva since i adopted dis mindset, i've become like quite asshole..like bastard lidat..someone once told me dat i shld behave like a bboy..well..i wonder if dis is called behaving like a bboy, but frankly lol..i dun care haha..i'm gonna be me..n i tink @ dis point o time, dat's wad's impt..i'll do wad i like, n i'll like wad i do...

but still haha..family's impt..blood family or not..i tink i've been like neglecting my family abit..trying to talk to my mom more often nw..n hahaha..to my brothers n sisters frm another mother, sry if i've been an asshole haha..

happy bdae mom

2009-04-13T22:23:00.001+08:00

damn..supposed to blog abt sbdc n stuff de..ended up playing psp all e way..tml la hor haha

anyway..

HAPPY BDAE MOM..
LOVE U LOTS..

foc..

2009-04-10T00:38:00.003+08:00

damn..another foc has come n gone..took leave frm camp to attend..reached like on day 1 e nite time..walked ard e sch n look @ e games..climbed up e roof n watch bbw throw water bombs haha..helped dem wif e water bombs @ 51 dere..n played e water as usual..but dis time..e spinning more siao haha..damn nice to backspin wif water..free one sia e spins..i can frm sidespin den adjust back to backspin one..super shiok..den as usual got e "baptism" o e gls in e toilet hahaha..e gls n sgls reali super cute sia..so obedient..call dem go in help tie e bombs reali go in..still que up to go in..den dey c their frien dry dry go in but come out is soaking wet dey oso nvr suspect anyting hahaha..didn't play e final showdown though..abit lazy haha..took a shower den supposed to go al ahmeen dere eat one..hk jj n bbw supposed to treat me cos dey say if i headglide on e water got free meal..so i headglide..n spin n play..den got free food..dope haha..

slept til like 10 lidat e nxt day..ate @ makan place den go c dem eat n walk ard n watch e station games..played abit o flip oso..my cheat gainer like cui lidat..den supposed to walk ard n c all e games one..but once we reach e shooting stars, jus stuck dere..reali damn fun sia..n dey super heng dat nvr rain..cos like almost every year e 2nd day sure rain one den wet weather nt as fun lol..aft dat go bathe n finally got my treat @ al azhar haha..bought strawberry milk frm shop n save n finished it in like 30-45min..go back sports hall watch their perf..played pullups..n suprisingly i still can do sia..like 9 haha..i tink it's all in my mind..cos normally i do 7 i sian alr..but i tink jj can do 9 den i oso do 9..like wth sia..mentally lazy haha..

e gls perf reali v nice..their dance i tink so far is e nicest lor..k la i'm watching dem nt as dancers, but as gls..so e std drop super alot haha..but dat's besides e point..i tink e chreography is nice..n e concept is diff frm e routine jus dance oni haha got story one..

disco nite was well..nt bad..except dat it had a premature end..could've dragged longer but haha nvm ba..dey played charades for awhile den like in e end brought dem go e flag painting area to tell ghost stories..went to put make up den wanted to go scare de..but haha..abit no feel @ 80 leh..walked once..den go 50 try e route haha..50 more fun to scare..lied under e exit light for awhile..nt bad la managed to scare 1 or 2..budden like tired n sian..den walk finish den in e end go back sleep haha..

last day go eat oni den go e lt watch dem..budden like v abrupt ending as compared to e prev years..no vid, no song, no string game..n nobody cried abt it haha..well i guess each batch haf their own way o running tings huh..

had like a 'debrief', if u can call it a debrief aft e freshies left..kinda epic haha..

well if u ask me wad i tink abt e camp, haha we got a super good lot o freshies dis year..hopefully dey'll be trained into good gls..planning alwasys screws up..tings nvr go acc to plan one..brought back lotsa memories oso..like sian..nw how many o my batch come back oni..compared to last year..i guess i do love gls..n foc..though tings didn't turn out e way i tot dey would..but still..when i said i'd wash my hands..i reali did..so i guess..jus leave tings as dey are lor..like i said..our (my batch) time is over..it's their foc nw..their committee, their society..no matter wad, haf to respect their decisions, like it or not..it's jus well..e feeling is diff lol..

hmm mayb it's jus me..being sensitive n depressed haha..wth..but damn..sometimes i wonder..where is the love..izit still dere..?? the "f" ting i alr gave it up when i was sgl..doubt it'll be back..

went studio cos jon last min say hougang nobody breaking..k la nt bad..got try to do back airchairs instead o side chairs..mus chiong man..improving too slowly lol..

ps..

e song dat got tagged wif last year's foc memories is 我还记得 by 梁静如
dis year is Nobody by Wonder Girls (thx to shit jess, for playing e mv like 7million times lol)

thoughts..

2009-04-07T01:07:00.002+08:00

damn e tpde concert i tink e modern items too dope alr..somehow when i hear e song one step @ a time i'll somehow like rem e item dat dey did..i tink reali too dope alr their modern dance haha..who noes man mayb i'll get touched n go learn modern dancing haha..den nxt time my freezes n powermoves all is point leg one hahaha wth..

abit miss foc sia..found myself humming e gl song..we were strangers..starting out on a journey..haha wth..took leave to go back n chill n help out abit..hope it'll be dope man..go gls..haha..all e shit u've gone thru is for dis..haha..enjoy man..it'll be over b4 u noe it lol..

n i realised dat all e shit n sweat i've put in to train my footwork last time seems to haf like jus turned to shit..my footwork sux nw..haiz..quite demoralised..y so sian one sia..train power oni den footwork cui liao..damn..i nd to step it up..cannot waste time alr lol..

TPDE concert is DOPE

2009-04-05T01:24:00.004+08:00

went for e tpde concert jus nw..one word to describe it

DOPE

lol e concept super nice la..e hip hop waas ok, nt bad..but e killer one was e bboying n e modern dance..walao..e modern dance is wad i always look fwd to watching @ tp la hahaha..all e items damn nice one..can't say which one is e dopest..cos all super dope..too dope alr hahaha..e bboy oso..last time c dem e windmill cui one..but nw like all can flare mills..den still got hazrul..liang oso guest performer hahha..too dope alr man..shit..props to tpde for putting up such a dope show haha..reali enjoyed it..looking fwd to e nxt one man..haha..which i tink will be in a year's time..damn..super long..haha..

damn..watching e tp bboys make me wanna work harder man..time to up my bboy alr haha..

grahhhh

2009-04-03T00:47:00.002+08:00

some God forsaken bastard is tapping on my internet..damn..i've a good mind to like screw dat bitch up..pwn his mom n screw his entire family..nb.. _|_

grah..getting fat alr..jus nw aft trying to play flip went toilet to like wash up..n i realised..i'm reali getting fat..damn..ns make me fat sia..i tink i gotta run during live runs alr..if nt..i tink by e time i ord..i'll be too fat to enter my hse door w/o opening both e gates..

n damn..tell my dad to put e password on e router..he's jus too damn lazy to move his fat ass..i guess dat's y my mom gets so pissed off sometimes..balls man..no wonder i'm lazy too.. _|_

last day o e week liao ahahaha...one week down, one week closer to ord..but e ting is..my moves aren't like getting betta..got lotsa shit dat's stopping me frm training..nw my shoulder ok alr, my head e scalp got prob wth..damn..guess bo bian gotta rest again..if nt get receeding hairline sure suck cock one..

sbdc semi finals

2009-03-30T00:09:00.004+08:00

went to watch sbdc jus nw haha..dope sia..congrats to red alert, bm n joyce n e boys for making it to e finals haha..red alert tdy like alot betta den last week de la haha..dope sia..den bm oso hahaha..e ending is nice..although watch so many times liao..still dope..den joyce n e boys haha..i tink all e judges e chair got shit liao..when dey dance finish i c e judges haha..one o dem was using his cap to cover his face..too dope alr man hahaha..ultimate sharpness lol..

congrats to sick too haha..tdy dey were like woots....!! damn hot hahahaha..if u noe wad i mean lol :P sfb didnt make it sadly..their choreo nice sia..new..n e hat trick is sick..e freeze oso hahaha..but damn..too bad oni got 4 places..well @ least nra made it haha..

watched a 7 to smoke first time in my life tdy..dope haha..one ski won..though e bakau ppl are dope too haha..e guy in e red berms n blue polo dope too can't rem his name lol..one day man..it'll be my turn to be up dere..smoking everyone..but haha..long way to go man..

happened to look thru my sec 4 year book..brings back lotsa memories..o bball..o scouting..damn i reali miss those times..setting up campfire for e sec 1 camp..damn..all my scout brothers..where u all @ nw man..n haha i found louis oso..or however u spell it haha..e freshie frm wasabi..same sec sch n same batch sia lol..dope..

but e sian ting is..tml gotta go back camp haha..nvm la @ least is nt sun nite book in lol..

groove in the west

2009-03-29T02:02:00.004+08:00

went to watch groove in e west tdy haha..i mus say..i'm v proud o all e nra teams..lol i tink everyone did v well..tink we got like 10 teams..7 o which made it thru to e semi finals..for those dat didn't get thru..i dunno wad to say..it's nt e first time dis kinda tings happen alr lol but well..can oni ll suck thumb..

but lol..congrats to e freshie grps..lol..i tink dey did v well for freshies lol..clean n neat..n for joyce n e boys..haha..nth needs to be said..sushi was dope too lol (as expected)..shihua dat grp like gonna be e nxt fbeatx or smth lol..too dope liaoo..feels damn good to watch dem dance lidat sia..off e stage, n jus watch..

elecoldxhot did their popping stuff again haha..damn nice la their effects haha..the roses were dere too lol v cute..saw la fuse again...phewwww...*wipes e sweat off* lol..damn hot..quite long nvr see dem liao haha..guess e prize money o 4 grand is quite attractive lol..got quite a few grps tdy lol..pink dollar was dere too lol..funny sia dey all lol..but dere were some i didn't like..shant say who..but u all shld noe who la hor..one grp in particular lol..screw dem lol..

saw e utg kids too haha..nt v neat..but v entertaining hahaha..sian dey didn't make it lol..

anyway..good luck to sbdc ppl tml..all e best haha..

go nra teams..!!

2009-03-28T00:14:00.002+08:00

damn..tdy actually is wan go studio break de..den dun wan take class..cos scared my knees..n for those ppl dat dun understand..if my knees are like pwned, n i can't dance, it doesn't mean i can't break..cos bboying uses a different set o muscles frm dance..n those dat are like used for both dance n breaking, well e muscles are used differently..so if i can't dance, it doesn't nessacarily mean i can't break..

but in e end..mus take class...cos o some dumb regulation say wad mus haf a certain no o ppl lol..it's nt like got 4 ppl oni ma..damn..i warm up nicely for breaking alr..den in e end mus join..haiz..but nvm la..for boss man..first time take c class haha..support abit..n cos o e class haha..i managed headglide to airchair..so k la nt dat bad haha..

tml's groove in e west le..again i'm watching my brothers compete..i gotta admit..i feel proud o dem..n happy haha..it's nice to watch dem dance man..all e best swag vibes n sushi haha..

n o cos..joyce n e boys..wth..i tink dey shld be like banned frm comps..too sick alr..it's demoralising to e rest o e contestants la haha..walao..crazy one lor lol..

n e freshies..well..generally nt bad haha..nice to watch dem dance oso..frm last time dey like blur blur de til nw haha..becca n orange n fd n all e other choreographers' done like amazing work wif dem la..n o cos..got ann oso..nice to c e freshies lidat sia haha..somehow..c dem dope i oso feel shiok haha..

n someone said i'm like fierce..m i like fierce..i got fierce meh..walao last time gls dey oso say i like those v dao type o ppl lol..wth..i'm nt sia i'm jus like..introverted..n quiet..mainly lazy la i sometimes can't be bothered to like well u noe..to do extra stuff hahaha..

but dis few days i tink my temper like bad sia..tink cos damn tired..too tired alr..dis whole week i've been feeling drained..dammn..shld go sleep soon..tml mus wake up early go watch groove..jiayou everyone haha..

ps : i'm back to mills haha my shoulder finally recovered..but i tink betta nt zhua first..if nt open again sure sian one..

go mills..!!
go airchair spins..!!
go crickets..!!
go turtles..!!
(n eventually..)
go jackhammers..!!
go darkhammers..!!

haha..bboy siao alr

family reflections

2009-03-26T01:16:00.002+08:00

saw dis article when i was cleaning e office tdy..it's abt wad a parent says to their kids..it reali kinda hit me hard..can't reali rem much o wad it said exactly..but one paragraph struck me real hard..it goes smth lyk dis..

forgive us if we make mistakes
we've always wanted only e best for u

brings back memories o my recent quarrel wif my mom..n it made me reali guilty..i want to treat my family betta..but it's jus so hard for me..n y am i always like impatient wif my parents..i rem a few lines dat goes like this..

if we dun get smth,pls be patient wif us
n rem e times when we were patient wif u

dun feel ashamed to be ard us
cos all we want is to be ard u

smth lidat..reali makes me guilty for nt spending more time wif my family..i've been like almost always nt @ hm, trying to avoid quarrels n stuff..but i noe my parents reali love me..yeah true dey haf their wierd ass tempers..n their nagging is irritating as hell..but dey still love me..deep down, i've always known..

dear God, pls help me to love my parents back..lemme show it out, instead o keeping it all bottled inside..

dey've always wanted the best for me..n i guess deep down, i wanna gif dem my best too..

worries..

2009-03-25T00:09:00.002+08:00

damn..jus nw during class..my knees felt like..reali cui..damn worried la..i was like plagued wif fear for like 10min den can't conc @ all man..i tot o like jus walking off n sitting @ e side to rest..but in e end didnt..

shit man..hope my knees'll be ok..to all u freshies n to be freshies..u all got nice, new n injury free bodies..take care o it man..dun screw it up..it's a gift frm God..if u screw up ur body..u can start to kiss dancing freely bye bye liao..

shit..y didn't i take care o my knees last time..tink no prob den jus zam oni..nw regret too late le..mus take preventive measures..n i tink partly..e severe lack o sleep plays a big part too lol..

anyway..good luck to groove n sbdc teams..fierce weekend coming up..do us proud..i noe u all will haha..go sushi..go swag vibes..go bm..n e rest too o cos haha..

bad clubber...

2009-03-18T23:49:00.003+08:00

damn..i suck @ clubbing..like seriously lol..i tried man..to club properly haha..but..i jus can't..i'm too i dunno..shy..?? hum ji..?? haha..but it's like..i seriously dunno how to take compliments too man..i blush damn easily lol..shit..dun scold me ppl..i'm reali trying to fig out how to ans back lol..i was tinking..k dude u gotta respond man..gotta act..but how..like wad to do..haha..den suddenly i couldn't feel my arms..n my neck felt super hot hahaha..i can oni express myself thru bboy..n bboying isn't e rite type o dance to like ans back haha..like fd said..imagine if some gal tried to dance up to u..but u push her away n uprock her hahahaha..too funny liao..

but yest was reali dope haha damn fun..brad super high..den jason drink til like gonna get alcohol poisoning lidat alr..shaun oso died..damn funny la hahha..lazy to blog down e stunts dat dey did but..it was dope haha..damn fun as compared to e prev time i went..mayb cos dis time super alot o drinks ba haha..n it's like a private event or smth @ gotham penthouse lol..jeramy jio me go club again on fri..i tink betta nt man..it's expensive..n i dun wan get addicted to clubbing..n if i go..i might get scolded by him again for nt responding to some chick lol..i got class anyway..trying to go like once a week lol..hope my thumb n shoulder recovers soon man

tdy tried to teach chin how to do mills..sry man if i taught u e wrong shit..i'm trying to fig it out too lol..n who can teach me crickets..??shit haha it's totally a whole new style o powermoves..damn nt used to it la hahah..

haiz..sometimes i wish my parents would jus like..be themselves man...i mean i noe dey love me n stuff but..damn i dunno how to put it..

y duncha live ur own life..n enjoy urself..instead o trying to make up to me..cos u dun nd to..u dun owe me anyting..in fact..i'm e one dat owes u..n i owe u too much..

watchmen

2009-03-17T00:19:00.004+08:00

reported sick tdy lol..but woke up abit late..den i was like trembling as i brushed my teeth sia haha i tot i was gonna get charged for awol..den mus go db haha..but heng is ok..but walao..e polyclinic reali wait super long sia..dere's oni one doctor for consultation..waited super damn long for it..n when go hm it's raining..even more sian haha..

finally caught e show watchmen tdy..it's dope man..it's nt an action packed movie..but e plot is intricate..gets u thinking..it's a comic dat does nt try to hide e harsh realities of life..dat's y i tink it's good haha..though dere's some like unreal stuff la..like e dr manhattan..too imba liao haha..

bought a tee too..went into black chamber..saw smth i liked..n grabbed it like almost intantenously..2nd time i do it liao..hope it's nt becoming a habit man haha..

went for class tdy..supposed to go studio break de..budden ann like call everyone to take class..freshies n all..i dunno y i decided to take class instead o break sia..mayb cos i wan rest my thumb n shoulder man..i tink my body seriously needs a breather..haha..but wow..dope sia..ann take haha..suprisingly i can catch e steps..towards e end abit blurry la but i tink generally is can catch..quite suprised haha..i tink wad ann said is rite..it's all in ur mind..if u gif up, u'll nvr make it..i wanted to be able to do it..i guess dat's y i agar agar can ba haha..

but e best ting is dat..IT'S FREE..!! hahah i didn't nd to pay..dunno y..but haha..shiok lol..

budden again..compared to bboying..i guess dis is relatively easier ba..e key word being relative haha..but e warmups were crazy..too sick alr..cramps in my arms, chest, abs, thighs..walao..siao one haha..

n haha..saw 2 damn nice jc gals on e bus..one cute, one is e pretty study type..n i tink dey dance..dope sia haha..but forgot how dey look like alr..damn..hope i recover soon man..den can conc on breaking again haha..

romp 4

2009-03-16T02:36:00.003+08:00

damn..yest was sbdc..n tdy was romp 4..damn proud o my bros man..basic motion n cool kids connection..watching dem on stage..feel so proud o dem..dey're dope man lol..somehow..watching dem clinch e title o e champs make me feel damn good haha..go ckc..dope shit..

haha but @ romp4..damn e amt o chicks were lyk woots..though..lotsa lians..n wanna be kids haha..somehow i look @ dem like loosers lidat..sry la haha i noe quite ass..but it's my honest opinion..it's my blog wad rite i'm free to say wad i wan hahaha..

i reali dun understand y gals will let some random guy grind dem sia..doesn't it feel like..dunno leh..like free lidat one..like ur ass is open to public sia..izit dat nice..?? hahaha...

anyway..i'm glad my thumb's alot betta alr..thx robert haha..ur magic treatment does wonders haha

sprained thumb

2009-03-14T02:24:00.005+08:00

damn..sprained my thumb again..cos forgot to change to full palm when doing freeze..retarded rite..i noe..it is..lol..kinda amused n disappointed @ myself for making such a stupid mistake..haiz..wad a dick man lol..feels like a disability nw..sux..take care ppl..dun injure urself..it's nt cool to be injured..

anyway..good luck to sbdc teams man..make us proud..i noe u all will..jus dun make ppl c alr den get heart attack can liao haha..

looked thru e d'coconut photos jus nw..i reali miss those times man..thx yide for falling sick again so i can go in ur place haha..i tink i'd kinda hate myself if i'd given it a miss..e photos reali bring back memories..shit..wonder when we can all meet up relax lidat again..hope foc dis year we'll be seeing each other ba..though it's impossible to play like we did alr..but still..it's ok to hope rite lol

on a nt so happy note, damn went pass ntu yest..quite sian..reali wanna study locally..but..too bad...grades can't cut it..haha but i've oni myself to blame man..damn..

esplanade

2009-03-13T00:27:00.002+08:00

tdy aft disposal went hm to chill n rest awhile den go find jon dey all @ smu to break..wow lotsa nice tings to see haha if u get wad i mean..go dere sit n chill awhile den start to break while jon dey all prac for their rf jam..

aft dey prac finish went esplanade..i was hoping dat won't haf alot o ppl cos i nt comfortable wif e shake hands ting wif strangers haha..budden go down walao c one whole big grp o ppl i scared la haha..budden walao..i walk pass dem..i see someone dat i've seen on youtube b4..wth ground scatter is here la walao..damn dope...

den aft awhile a crew frm vietnam came oso..walao..e was feeling like a poser dere man all e dope ass ppl haha..one thai guy can throw airflares like free one..airflare airlfare airflare onehanded airflare airflare 90s..2000...wth..n he ended smiling n lafing haha..walao..too dope alr..

got dis viet guy i like his style alot haha..n e viets..walao i didn't noe dere got bboys de..but aft tdy..damn..dey're oso damn sick haha..n friendly too lol..

n e super dope ting is..gonza c my airchair spins le he gimme thumbs up hahahahah damn happy sia lol WOOTS...!!managed to get 3 rounds i tink tdy..stable n in e form i wanted haha..n speaking o gonza..shit he's too dope liao wth i watch him rite i remain in a state o shock most o e time lol..

as i watched all e bboys dere break n stuff rite..somehow..i knew it alr..dis is where i wanna be..i belong to the world o bboying..it's where my heart is..i wanna be a bboy man..n i wanna be a dope one..

love bboy,
live bboy

ps..some viet gals are HOT

random tots

2009-03-09T23:23:00.003+08:00

i've been tinking quite abit recently..abt bboying..n dance..

like how bboying doesn't reali fit into e entire 'dance' scene huh..i mean..i dunno la i might be messed up but i feel the bboying scene has always been like nt part o e dance industry..dere's like the dance industry..den dere's bboying..like 2 seperate entities..y..??wad's it abt bboying dat makes it diff..??

izit e way we intepret e music..?? like cos we're upside down..or on all fours..or even when we're on our feet only, e stuff we do is like..simple, as compared to other styles o dance..like primitive lidat izit..n we kinda get our feet off e ground..like all flying ard n up in e air..while dancers keep their feet on e ground..true it might look cool n stuff but..lol dere's more to bboying den jus powermoves..

or izit e type o music..how many dancers nowadays noe how to appreciate funk..dere's rnb n stuff but i mean..i dunno how ppl can call funk music wierd..shit man funk is how it all started..isn't it..??

n isnt it wierd when..like when someone asks u if u're a dancer, dey usually ask if u dance minus bboying..cos like..if someone asks me if i'm a dancer, i'd say no, i'm a bboy..it's like nt e social norm if someone asks me "eh are u a dancer..??" den i reply "yeah i break"...seems wierd huh..

i dunno man i jus feel bboying is jus..like excluded..i mean nw bboys are like slowly entering e dance scene n making it big..check out super crew..check out quest crew..check out e 黑角 on e taiwan dance show..damn dey're all are dope shit can..lol..but somehow..i feel bboys are like..still on our own..get wad i mean..

i tink bboy storm once said..dat we're looked down upon by ballerinas..cos dere's no grading system..like ballet dere's grade 1 grade 2 etc..but in bboying..no such ting..but damn..y everytime dere's a hip hop comp..99% o e time dey'll put a silloutte o someone doing a freeze or smth bboy-ish..n it's nt even a bboy comp..n to make tings worse, bboying is nt one o e 'legal' categories dat ppl can compete in..if dat's e case, y put smth dat's so characteristic o bboying for e logo for e comp..??wth..

assuming we classify bboys n other dancers as seperate entities, i'd say dat it'd be easier for a bboy to pick up other styles o dance, as compared to some random dancer trying to pick up bboying..

budden again..izit cos bboys are like closed minded dat's y dey're like can't reali fit in..??i dunno man..but one ting i admit is dat e type o emotions bboying can convey is jus dat much..dance,as in dance minus bboying, can convey much more emotions..

lol damn random post i oso dunno y i'll suddenly tink o dis..but damn..bboys..we're jus different from other dancers..

anyway..had a talk wif jon jus nw..abt bboying..nra..stuff..n injuries..damn..my both knees are like reali wierd nw..n my lower back aches more often..ivan (att) said dat it's connected..i'm kinda afraid it might be quite serious man..i tink back abt vanesssa sharing wif us @ e agm..i can relate to how she feels..dat time i sprain my thumb oni den can't do footwork i alr feel like i'm crippled..being unable to dance..it's reali like a disability..

dear God, pls dun take dance away frm me..Amen...

getting fat =(

2009-03-01T23:00:00.002+08:00

damn i'm reali getting fat..fri n sat go eat steamboat..my tummy is out almost like e whole day alr..k frm nw on..i'm nt gonna eat till i full..i'm gonna start to eat til jus enuf den can le..

不用吃饱，吃得够就行了

haha i tink i shld get back to playing bball man..i suck @ it nw but damn..can jus play rite haha..get back my stamina..den use it for bboying..haha..

sian..i dun wanna get fat..

shakes head

2009-02-25T00:06:00.003+08:00

damn man i dunno wth's wrong wif my parents sometimes..i mean wth..if u didn't like me riding bike y didn't u tell me frm e start..it's been like a few months since i told u..u had like so much time to tell me..i noe i'm nt @ hm most o e time man but if u reali needed to talk to me i would've made some time..

but y tell me nw..?aft everyting's done alr..like so wad u wan me to do man..wth..n whoever said anyting abt blaming u..if i get knocked down on e road by some whack shit n die..i'm nt gonna blame u whoever said anyting abt blaming u..it's my own decision to learn bike wad..y would i blame u..

den again it's all abt dance rite..no matter wad..blame dance..i dance til backache y will blame u..?? u say it's an analogy but y choose dance..?? smth i can relate to mayb..?? balls man u noe how much i hate u shooting e whole 'dance' issue..it's been lidat eva since i started..anyting goes wrong..it always goes back to dance..u'll never understand how it feels like to dance..cos u've nvr tried..

damn...den in end u say jus forget it drop it..y u always run away when dere's a prob..den nxt time dis will surface again n it'll become an even more heated argument..damn..if u keep runing away, how will tings be solved..?? i hate to say it but izit an act o cowardiance..?? i can't respect dis attitude man..

i wanna noe, i wanna understand, cos i care..ur views are impt to me..dat's y i wanna find out..if nt i'd jus like say "yeah yeah fine i get it".. damn..y can't u understand..i'm so pek cek dat i almost cried in e showers man..i care..u all matter to me..damn..

haiz..mayb it's best dat we keep seeing each other to a minumum..den dere'd be no chance o conflict..

pissed off

2009-02-24T12:23:00.002+08:00

damn i hate it when ppl tell me to do smth, n their instructions arent' clear..den when is spent like damn long doing it alr..u tell me it's nt wad u wan..wth man den i gotta redo wad i did when u jus gave me some vague instruction..?

balls man wth u're wastin my freaggin time _|_

i knew rite frm e start dat we're nt o e same lvl..balls..thank God dis is e last freaggin proj..

chinese email lol

2009-02-23T00:59:00.005+08:00

lol kiap sent me dis whole junk o chinese email abt some love shit..which turns out to be quite meaningful haha..even though i spent super long trying to read it haha..dere's dis para which i tink dope man..

如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
> 爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
> 要道歉，也要道谢；
> 要认错，也要改错；
> 要体贴，也要体谅；
> 是接受，而不是忍受；
> 是宽容，而不是纵容；
> 是支持，而不是支配；
> 是慰问，而不是质问；
> 是倾诉，而不是控诉；
> 是难忘，而不是遗忘；
> 是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
> 是为对方默默祈求，
> 而不是向对方诸多要求；
> 可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
> 可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

super chinese rite haha i dun even understand wad i'm reading @ certain points o time haha..
but nvm la if it's in chinese looks more chim..den like got more 墨水 lol..

anyway finally went to register my class 2b liscence tdy..which leaves me more broke den eva man shit..i'm officially declaring my bankrupt status nw..save money to e max man..cannot anyhow spend liao lol..

anyway brought my guitar out n ard tdy cos wan pass to peggy..n i gotta admit haha though it's jus a 3/4 size guitar..feels like got e seh to carry a guitar ard man..i do miss playing e guitar..but i'm jus like too busy le..so many songs i wan learn..so little time..so many tings to do..shit man...i nd more time..!!

went jon's hse to play guitar hero yest..damn..e singing part was damn funny man..eye of the tiger.. RISIN UP..!! lol..n dammit by blink 182 oso..silent start sia hahaha..shit..too funny liao lol..

n oh..happy founder's day to all scouts..though it's abit late lol..
Always remember that a Scout is never taken by surprise; he knows exactly what to do when anything unexpected happens. - Lord Baden Powell

musical flashback

2009-02-20T00:58:00.004+08:00

damn..heard some old songs tdy..reali brought back memories..

like mayday's 超人 and jay's 浪漫手机..reminds me o like poly year 1 b4 i joined dance..how i was like..n thanda oso haha..dun anyhow tink man..we're jus friens nw lol..but haha..year one was fun..wif e gls n all..n my whack hair lol..

oso got aaron kwok's 是不是该安静的走开..courtesy o david haha..dat time i tink ppppp nt formed yet..den got e legendary vid o david again haha..wif me n shane as backup dancers lol wth..til nw i still tink david super funny la haha wth..

den got diddy's last nite..reminds me o e amk hub performance..haha..dat time ppppp was still small..n e perf where david did his legendary scratch head ting..n my pike almost crashed me off e stage haha..n shane had his problem wif e lians n e red "strawberry" condom on his head lol..damn..those were fun times..

which reminds me o whitely sec performance oso haha..when my bboy is even more cui den it is nw lol..do footwork til my hand bleed haha..but..e bridging e gap was dope..we were so sync dat when somehow bw stood in front o me i totally disappeared haha..damn..those were e old glory days..though e days nw still damn shiok haha..

but i sure miss those times..when we were all students..all we had to worry abt was studies..catching e last bus hm..dun get debarred..doing a nice nike freeze haha..

den e classes by yiu, lee daniel n bo..i mus say dat o these 3..i enjoyed bo's one e most..i dunno y but i jus do haha..yiu de oso damn dope but it's so long ago le so i tink nt a fair comparison ba..but lee daniel de jus too hard liao can't catch @ all haha..but damn..bo use e song oso damn dope lol..

it's over now

but damn..we all grow up too fast..

farewell dinner

2009-02-19T00:35:00.004+08:00

went to meet ppppp to eat sushi buffet tdy...cos eve's flying off back to aust liao..so fast la..i rem e last time she came back it was funka..so we didn't reali spend much time wif her..den we were like..e nxt time eve comes back we'll like spend more time wif her..but damn..we're all so busy nw..she came back..oni like met her like 2x..once was @ funka..den e 2nd time is tdy..damn..

i still rem when we first sent her off @ e airport man..damn sad la..i'll always rem dat scene man..walao..too emo le..but nw haha..she's flying off again..n we like can't send her..haha take care huh eve..been nice to hang out ard wif u..though nt much haha..

n as usual..i ate til i almost puked..same as last time we went sakae sushi @ cwp..n haha i tink ns reali make me stupid sia haha.. "eleven" and "six"...haha wth..but damn..reali nice to jus eat n chill once in awhile..though it's bad for me..financially n physically (my tummy has been sticking out for qutie awhile alr =[ lol )

ppppp has come a long way since when we first started out..yeah we grew bigger..but oso i tink i'm like more reliant on dem man..seriously thank God for ppppp..dey're reali fam to me..guys (n gals) if u're reading dis thx for being ppppp man..reali appreciate it..

damn..hope we get to haf a ppppp chalet soon..n keep alex away frm e drinks man..for all our sakes lol..

anyway..tdy got one day rest frm bboying..tml..chiong mills again...!!! haha..
n damn..i bet alot o my unglam pics/vids are gonna surface soon...hope i'm wrong lol..

mills...!! (again)

2009-02-16T23:55:00.002+08:00

woots haha my windmill got new understanding tdy..lol thx lex for sharing haha..dope man..though..my shoulder e abrasion opened up again..i seem to be paying for my mills wif blood huh haha..but who cares man..i noe wad i wan..n i'm gonna get it..

haha dis is random but i rem tylor gage sayin smth like..it's betta nt to want anyting @ all..cos if u dun get it or if it gets taken away frm u it doesnt hurt dat much...i tink it's true man..but..in dis case..i noe wad i wan..n i'm gonna get it..real soon..mills baby...!!!

n airchair spins too..shit those are e most beautiful moves eva..n it's gonna be MINE...!! haha..

been totally unmotivated to do NS recently..i noe someone will probably be reading dis post..n taking note o it..like someone monitoring all e traffic..but well..i guess i can say dis ba..i feel no drive to serve man..it's like everyday i'm living jus to go studio break oni..everyting else seems..jus a passing phase for me to get to e studio @ nite..dance..bboying.

i seem to be withdrawing frm like other stuff except dance..am i getting like addicted...??like loosing interest in almost everyting else man hhahah..k la i mean i still treasure my friens n stuff..but like mon to fri...like wth..i seem to be counting down e hours to book out..n trying desperately to make time pass faster..damn..

mills baby..free barrels by end o dis year @ least..

mills...!!!!

2009-02-10T00:37:00.004+08:00

woots tdy mills got continuous haha damn shiok..first time do liao lie dere giddy giddy n keep laughing..tink i going abit nuts lol..damn happy man haha..but aft doing a few times tired den can't break anymore liao for e rest o e day lol..

tdy go camp dat time i overslept sia..wake up dat time e bus pulling away frm al ameen dere..heng nxt stop i alight n cross over dat time got one 67 jus nice come lol..but damn..on 852 got one hwa chong guy sat beside me den when he sleep i can feel he like resting against me..n e sick part is dat i felt his hair on my face la walao _|_

i tried to like shake him off by like popping..but obviously i'm nt terence so it didn't reali work..so i tink i jus elbowed him n kicked his knee or smth lol..damn..scully i get charged cos o it haha..it's kinda like indecent behaviour rite..u can't like hug ur gf in no4....if it's a guy it'll be even worse haha..

woots dis song by tao zhe damn dope..i'm so gonna learn to play it on guitar la..though..dat's wad i've been saying for dunno how long liao..

普通朋友

等待我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱

我猜你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈

我愿意改变 what can i do
重新再来一遍 just give me change
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深
叫我怎么能放手

但你说爱
i only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在你心中只是 just a friend
不是情人

我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
so i 我不能只是be your friend

i just can't be your friend
o no 不能做普通朋友

tots..

2009-02-08T04:15:00.005+08:00

damn tdy jazz class e chanae (i dunno how to spell lol) make me super giddy sia..bloody hell..giddy til like 5min b4 e end o class den i stop being dizzy..reminds me o e first jazz class i eva took wif ann like when i was a freshie..like seriously man..e scene is like e same one..dammit..i reali can't do jazz for nuts man..i've got zero flexibility, my control sux..haha..in short, i can't dance haha..

took like a long nap aft lunch..cos reali too tired liao..k la got go lib buy bbl tea in e middle o my nap..like aft e crew meeting finish..den come back studio sleep again..but dope sia..sleep halfway tink o set den wake up try it out den sleep again haha..

had dinner @ xing's..haha but bought bbl tea again..shit sia i'm spending money like siao but nvm..v long nvr drink liao so tdy drink 2 cups nvm haha..like shiok sia..dun regret going to buy haha..anyway thx xing for e steamboat @ ur hse though haha abit crowded lol

went pass lsct tdy..kinda miss e life dere..i tink God gave me a few tings dat i love alot..namely dance n science..k i like playing e guitar too but nw too busy for dat..but yeah..i miss going to e lab n doing stuff sia..e smell..e entire process o e experiment..n attachment..oh God dat part was like heavenly..one o e best experiences in my entire poly life man..learnt super alot dere la..v inspired by my attachment superviser..i tink by nw shld be Dr Goh Choon Peng alr haha..or gcp for short lol..willing to share wad he noes..ok wif mistakes..relaxed..chill..damn..makes me wanna get my phD oso..though my grades nw suck..

thank God i went to lsct sia..it's kinda cos o dat den i went nra one..lol i dunno y i like life sciences so much man..it doesn't reali pay well..kinda like wad pascal said huh..gotta be like a samurai o science to do dis field..damn..too dope alr..i tink i sound like one o those science geeks rite haha but bo bian la..i can't help it man lol..i jus love it haha

to understand and determine cell to cell binding proteins,
and to induce cell to cell binding in a controlled environment

so many variables, so many unknowns, so many factors dat can affect the experiment..but i jus love to find out..cos it's for e betta good rite haha..

=D

why...??

2009-02-07T04:43:00.003+08:00

i realised i'm like quite hum ji one..
like very hum ji..
k la last time is reali hum ji to e max..
but nw nt so bad alr..but still quite hum..

lol y i so hum ji...??

damn tired...

2009-02-07T03:41:00.004+08:00

went for post production party tdy haha..e venue is super random la haha @ e pavillion..last time old sch recital dere..e place where ore did his dope battle lol..met shaomin to go dere..wanted to sleep on e way de but ended up talking lol..

den is like haha i can't make retro @ all man haha i tried but ended up dressing like how i always do..den i quite stone..cos slept 3 hrs oni..e programmes were funny la haha..ivan is a great host i tink lol can enter e entertainment industry haha..but overall it was nt bad la..can c dey put in alot o effort into planning props to e organisers lol..

den aft e ting we were like hanging ard outside taking photos n pwning our eyes wif e camera flashes..den dere's supposedly like dis random clubbing event aft us..den is like suck cock one sia..one o e event organisers wan chase us away...budden another one o dem trying to get some o us to buy tix..like wth..ur frien screwed ard wif us alr man n here u're trying to make some business..?? haha wrong move man lol..

but by e time we went cine i was alr half dead liao..@ first no appetite to eat one budden see zx e bk den hungry alr lol..budden eat oso like half here half dere one..until start to tok cock den abit o life come back haha..but dammit sia..on nr1 i overslept..heng e uncle like stop e bus b4 leaving yishun n i wake up..if nt i tink i'll wake up back @ town la haha den sure gg one lol..

lol saw thk on e bus tdy..still looks e same haha..reali respect dat guy man..most relaxed n chill lecturer ever..kinda inspirers me to wanna be a lecturer too lol..

n damn...y all e danzation vids is all my unglam shots one lol

dope song..

2009-02-03T01:05:00.005+08:00

damn i noe dis song is probably old..but i reali like e lyrics..

it's by machi..

石头变黄金

想想我有什么成就
爸妈到六十还不敢退休
曾经志同道合的朋友
问我还在撑要撑多久
唱片业愈走愈退后
大家都怀疑这头路吃饭够不够
有人因为穿着看不起我
看不到我未来她离开我
我没有闯祸但是我却没有得到糖果

送出demo像沉进水里没回音
他们说这不能卖钱没有人听
你的年纪是那些新人两倍
花公司的钱栽培根本是白浪费
emi说滚开环球说你头壳坏
被sony当屁华纳说你不会卖
他们看我又来就把铁门拉下来
被打击看扁我也不们停下来

别人当玩票性质
我做音乐不只做一辈子
我要的是machi 4 life
不是一张叫合约的纸
身上的刺青用来写我历史
写着命运要靠自已控制
未来用我的方式
我唱的是事实不是歌词
麦克风给我就别想叫我停止
大哥不用再动一根手指
我帮他赚的绝对够他再开好几家公司

只活一次不能白活拿命换一个结果
机会一次不能放过拿命拼一个王国

我知道你是谁有什么梦要追
往自己的天空飞
我知道什么是对有什么梦要追
没有时间能浪费

要我停下来不要绕舌
就像一个人妄想能挡住黄河
为了我的梦不怕痛
练到喉咙流血脚底流脓
如果有种一定不会穷
拼到好几家公司觉得还不够成功
永远要做抓不住的龙
以前算是一个笨蛋因为高中没念完
爸爸生了这个没用的儿子
麻将桌上让他很没面子
别人的孩子都是名校我这么不孝
害他一直放炮

现在爸爸一直自摸
另外三家要他儿子的签名照
以前吃便当现在吃鲍鱼翅汤
以前听校长念
现在我在八国国庆总统面前表演
我相信一条命就要一直拼
不会停的人有一天会赢
没有事情是天注定拼了你的命
石头也会变黄金

damn..it's dope reali respect wad dey say man...
chiong ahhhhh....!!!!!

screw zone alarm

2009-02-02T22:16:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD wth is wrong...

i installed dis firewall called zone alarm i used it b4..n it worked fine for me..but nw it's freaggin screwing up my internet..i can't access some sites, my com's lagging up like some retard's brain n it's pissin me off sia i seriously on e brink o tears alr..

GOD DAMMIT....!!!

cny's over..!!

2009-01-27T23:33:00.002+08:00

well technically it's nt cos cny got like 15 days..but well haha..in singapore..dere's oni 2 days as far as e govn is concerned..cos we oni got 2 days holiday haha..

kinda glad cos it means life's back to normal, w/o e draggy visiting n stuff..budden oso means no more ang paos haha..feel abit ps to take ang paos sometimes..cos like abit old liao haha..den all my 'baby' cousins like all growing up le..taking o lvls in like a year or 2..haiz..i'm ageing...haha..

had a good time wif my cousins..we're nt reali close but still haha..can get along la heng nt those see alr will sian dat type..hope i can adjust back to waking up @ 5.30 in e morning huh lol..n e life w/o music haha..

happy new year ppl..
God bless =D

happy cny..??

2009-01-26T12:02:00.003+08:00

haha yeah it's e cny alr..again..somehow i can't decide if i like cny onot..i mean sitting dere e whole day n waiting for ppl to come gif u ang paos haha..contradicting n stuff..it's kinda boring to sit dere e whole day doing nth..but i could reali use e extra cash..cos saf's nt paying me enuf haha..

got a whole bunch o cny msges yest..but didn't reali bother replying dem haha..sry ppl..i'm jus nt into dis cny season haha..didn't even buy new year clothes..k la is cos i no money n i didn't wanna ask frm my parents haha..

take care everyone..dun get bored to death..n if ur cny is like fun haha good for u...
many many ang filled wif even more money to all o us..!! haha..
God bless ya'll

ps : it jus occured to me dat e reason y i'm like so curious n ask so many questions n kinda like haf a smart mouth might be due to my pri sch buddies zichun n mingswin..haha..dey were like smart ass kids..wif an even smarter mouth n a smarter brain..so yeah zichun n swin if u're reading dis (like i wonder how) thx for setting e foundation rite for me haha..

inside e circle

2009-01-25T18:09:00.003+08:00

damn..jus watched e show "inside e circle"

it's like motivating..n inspirational..makes me wanna be a betta bboy, a betta dancer..i wanna share wad i noe wif ppl man..though haha..dere's nt alot dat i noe but haha ann said b4 dat when u share wif ppl u actually learn much more..

dere's a quote dat caught my attention..it goes smth like erm (i might haf rephrased it abit..)

hip hop nowadays is so flashy
everyone has platinum rings n chain n shit..
dat's nt hip hop man..how is dat hip hop..
hip hop is poor, hip hop is hard
it's acceptance, it's love..n ppl dun understand dat

i guess it's true huh..it ain't abt being rich n shit..i guess wad patrick frm all stars said to 8steps was rite..n i guess i've always believed in it..it's all abt sharing e love..who win, who loose, it doesn't matter man..

jazz class mannnn...!!

2009-01-25T01:40:00.003+08:00

took wq's jazz class tdy..had to drag myself outta bed jus to go haha..i was like checking my hp to c if e alarm went off alr budden dere was a msg..so when i opened it to read it i sorta cancelled e snooze... w/o realizing it la o cos haha..but well haha..i tink it's ok la..unexpected msg..started my day off nicely haha..

but when i was like waiting for e class to start..like watching e jazz 1 ppl..somehow..my balls kinda like went hm w/o me..felt like damn scared la haha..i was like so nervous dat i actually dig out my sweat pants to wear can...i dun normally wear dem..it's like been @ least 1/2 a year since i wore dem..i honestly n seriously felt scared la..had to like prepare myself mentally..my legs actually became jelly..i dunno y i'm in jazz 2..i've nvr done a jazz item in my life..i can't turn for nuts n my flexibility sux..y am i in jazz 2..?? i tink dere's a mistake izit haha..

n e warmup was enuf to kill alr man..it's like..as i was doing e warm up i was tinking to myself..eh bitch..y e hell are u putting urself thru dis man..i didn't haf an answer hahahaha..but reali too fierce alr..my thighs were like trembling alr la wth..too shiong liao..n e turn oso hahaha..i can't turn for nuts..e chanae dat time i still wack wq on e face sia damn ps hahaha..shit..sry wq lol i didn't mean it..i couldn't see anyting so my hand jus fly oni haha..

e choreo was nice la..seriously v nice..e song nice oso..but haha..i can't bring out e choreography..but dun laf @ me la hor i'm trying my best hahaha..speaking o which..e kick dat part i rem i keep lafing @ boss when he doing e kick haha..budden wq gave me e killer eyes den i straight away shaddup alr lol..but reali funny haha..n heng e kicks nvr kick behind..everytime i kick behind i feel like i'm gonna fly lidat de..too hard liao..

anyway..went hm for e internal reunion dinner..it was dope man e food..didn't reali tok much but e cod fish was dope..e egg was dope..everyting was dope..k mayb except e veg i didn't reali eat much o it haha..

anyway went out to meet ron n boss dey all to chill n stuff..went to coffee bean n played e one syllable game again haha..damn interesting la dis time lol..but when going hm i missed e last 171 frm shell..den had to take cab haha..damn i tink frm nw on i gotta play safe alr..no more risking on e last bus being late haha..too broke to play dat shit alr lol..

cny's coming..i dunno if i'm looking fwd to it..cos it'll be jus watching tv n waiting for ppl to come to collect ang paos...reali lifeless..e oni upside o it is dat it pays quite well..hope e economy crisis won't affect dis year's pay cheque haha..

shiong day

2009-01-24T01:30:00.003+08:00

damn..almost late tdy..over slept by like 45min la wth..den took bus heng got place to catch some sleep..den when reach kap dere cross e road actually wan hop into a cab alr but e uncle say cannot u turn to go up..den i sian den left e cab..heng saw vinot den got a lift up to camp haha..super heng

den on e way down hitched a ride on 2ic's car..wa dope sia haha was abit nervous @ first..but haha chris like up sia do his magic lol..went studio sleep for dunno how long den go buy bbl tea n learn't ronnie's choreo..sick shit man haha..

break awhile..n i realise dat i seriously can't break for nuts..i can't powermove, i can't do footwork, i can't freeze..wad can i do man..lol damn sian la..i tink o those koreans n all..ard my age or younger but so dope le..i wan cry sia..as in seriously felt like crying lol..

anyway..farid's class was sick..too dope alr..i mean..i can't catch la walao..crazy shit lol..but dope..nice..he makes it seem easy..but i noe..he always make diff tings look easy one haha

so..all in all..tdy i learnt dat i can't break, n i can't dance..n it won't do..i've gotta step it up man..damn..

dead man/boy walking

2009-01-23T00:25:00.003+08:00

felt totally lifeless tdy..i've no idea why..i woke up feeling like down n dead..mayb i'm tired or wad i dunno man..den still oversleep..heng nvr late to report to camp..bought ah lao's food cos didn't bring food frm hm..budden lunch i totally no appetite to eat la..

e herbal chicken i gave dennis n my veg i gave m.o..e rice n stuff i threw away..den e orange i oso gif chris to eat..so all in all, all i had for lunch was 2 small chunks o potato, one banana n 2 lychee pudding..like wth rite..

n it's nt helping dat my neck feels slightly strained..n i nvr wayang so much in my life b4 tdy's area cleaning sia..totally no motivation to do anyting @ all..all e way til go sch n stuff..when i step into e studio i like super dead dun feel like breaking la..all e way til aft dinner i still dead..

but when i finally started..i felt some life come back into me..breaking gives me life huh..i guess it lets my mind relax n unwind ba..take it off everyting except bboying..felt good though..but on e way hm..felt dead again lol..

damn..wad's wrong wif me man...

anyway...eve come back a few days le..how come nvr come studio..??

dope dope day =D

2009-01-20T23:49:00.003+08:00

woots i didn't fail any o my tests thank God sia haha..super heng..i tink all is border line pass but who cares man..nt like do well will get any award or smth haha..

n took terence's class tdy..shit man wth..i tink i too act smart liao..so long nvr dance..even longer nvr take class..den act smart to take terence's master class..siao one..but super dope la a class he tdy teach e popping basics n stuff..damn dope la haha...though i can't do it..den e choreo oso haha..too sick liao...i noe la my ctrl nt up to it lol..i tink rite mayb my class is supposed to be tml de dey on e blog put my name @ e wrong class haha..

budden again i mus admit..feels good to dance..like do smth diff frm bboying..i love bboying, yes i do..but taking classes well..it's fun..n i like it =D

happy bdae guang

2009-01-17T01:22:00.003+08:00

went to town to celebrate guang's bdae tdy..it's a belated bdae celebration la..den got e tq ppl dere den abit sian but nvm man..it's guang's bdae so he's e man lol..went to ding tai feng first den watch dem eat cos i dun reali wanna waste money on dat miserly amt o food..

aft dat bought subway den ate @ e fountain dere n talk wif dem awhile lol..nice to jus hang out n chill wif dem sia though it's like buah long long ard e fountain dere haha..aft dat went to esplanade to find back e tq ppl dunno for wad..den qing hui wasn't v excited abt it so she left first..in e end go dere we sit n watch some live band play some jazz songs den left like our gang plus a sze ern n dis new guy oni..

budden when i sit dere listening to dem play it kinda got me into e mood..started tinking abt some issues dat's been bugging me for sometime..n e place kinda brought back memories oso..like well..of e past haha..

n it's been reali long since i went out n chilled n listened to some non-dance music..even though i hear dem play jazz i was oso trying to picture myself breaking to it haha..but i reali like jazz n stuff..it soothes e mind n lets u unwind..brings out e guitar boy part o me haha..

anyway went back to citylink e tcc n aloy teat us coffe..stupid la qinghui shldn't haf left e dumb shit haha..n super heng perfect timing to catch e last 171..God's been reali nice to me recently..like everyday can jus nice catch e bus de n nvr miss it..thx God lol..for Ur magnificient grace upon my life..

anyway tml's funka heats..reminds me o last year..when i pwned my back n didn't train enuf for onBit..n screwed up on stage haha..til nw i'm like quite ashamed o myself for screwing up e first part la haha..but i c all e other ppl dat participate wif me dat time..reali proud o dem for where dey are nw..all so dope le..

left me sia..wad am i doing..??i gotta improve man..no time to waste...

RESEARCH SCIENTIST...!!!

2009-01-15T00:02:00.005+08:00

haha according to facebook n e online iq test tingy dat i took, assuming it's accurate, which i presume to be since i crossed reference both e scores..dey say i got an iq o above 140..141, to be exact lol.. =D =D =D

here's some info i found abt iq tingy..

Descriptive Classifications of Intelligence Quotients

IQ	Description	% of Population
130+	Very superior	2.2%
120-129	Superior	6.7%
110-119	High average	16.1%
90-109	Average	50%
80-89	Low average	16.1%
70-79	Borderline	6.7%
Below 70	Extremely low	2.2%

Apparently, the IQ gives a good indication of the occupational group that a person will end up in, though not of course the specific occupation. In their book, Know Your Child’s IQ, Glen Wilson and Diana Grylls outline occupations typical of various IQ levels:

140	Top Civil Servants; Professors and Research Scientists.
130	Physicians and Surgeons; Lawyers; Engineers (Civil and Mechanical)
120	School Teachers; Pharmacists; Accountants; Nurses; Stenographers; Managers.
110	Foremen; Clerks; Telephone Operators; Salesmen; Policemen; Electricians.
100+	Machine Operators; Shopkeepers; Butchers; Welders; Sheet Metal Workers.
100-	Warehousemen; Carpenters; Cooks and Bakers; Small Farmers; Truck and Van Drivers.
90	Laborers; Gardeners; Upholsterers; Farmhands; Miners; Factory Packers and Sorters.

yeah i hope it's accurate man..den i can be a RESEARCH SCIENTIST..!!! hahaha..but my grades nw quite cui..well nvm einstein was considered to be stupid when he was a student lol..

kk sry my own fantasies o my future..but hope it's true man...i reali like e life sciences..if possible i wanna explore cancer research, the cell cycle, and immunology...go get my phD @ biopolis man if it's possible..

n cont breaking til my body can't take it..den dance in some other way..

haha i hope dis dream comes true lol..

ps : i hope i dun look like some show-off n a braggart haha...

exploding cocks of ammo

2009-01-11T22:26:00.001+08:00

y e hell am i studying dis shit for..

freaggin pissin me off..i'm a life science student..nt some cock sucking ammunition technician..

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some random tagged post

2009-01-11T01:24:00.004+08:00

Here are the rules:
Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them to be tagged.

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10 Things You Might Not Know About Me

i'm actually a star wars fan..nt those hardcore ones, but quite a serious one lol
i actually like to do lyrical hip hop partner work..though i can't..
when i reach hm i'll stone in front o my laptop for a long while b4 i go bathe..even though i might reali stink
i like listening to chinese songs..fir mayday jay she etc..
i go to attend the chinese service @ church
i still hug e stuffed toy my dad gave me when i was a kid to sleep
i snore @ reali random times n volume
i'm nt reali indecisive..i jus tink alot..like of all e possibilities n all e options..
i like watching 武侠剧
i absolutely HATE chinese new year songs..

2009-01-10T03:56:00.002+08:00

i noe dis is kinda like..late news..but damn..i love dis song by fir man..like..simply love it..it's like..got me stuck to it la too dope alr man damn..

dis is a slightly older song, which i reali like too lol..

lol n check dis shit out it's damn funny lol..

bboy...!!

2009-01-09T00:08:00.002+08:00

yeah for some dope n unknown reason i've been like super on abt breaking dis few days...as in..seriously everyday i go camp e ting i'm looking fwd to is booking out n going studio n break lol..den tink got some improvement oso ba dat's y i like it even more lol

but e problem is..almost everyday i add one new injury to myself..first i crashed onto my hipbone..den aft dat i collapsed wrongly n my bruise got more hardcore..den aft dat strained my right wrist..den jus nw kinda strained my left neck ligament..sian max hope it recovers by tml lol..

chiong man..improve...!!!!

zzz whassupppp

2009-01-04T01:26:00.002+08:00

i seem like..disturbed or smth..damn wierd..went out wif ronnie jaei dey all tdy n somehow haha..i wasn't talking or laughing as much..i shld be happy to go out wif dem de i mean i've been looking fwd to going out n chilling wif dem again but somehow..

mayb it's cos i'm broke but it shldn't be e case..dere seems to be alot on my mind..mayb it's e test on monday dat's stressin me out..or mayb it's smth else..hmmm..hope i get back to normal soon huh lol..

reminiscing 2008

2009-01-01T08:01:00.003+08:00

jus came back frm erm..celebrating 2009..?? if it's counted celebrating haha..we were eating n didn't even noe countdown to 2009 come liao haha..met up wif jon david n lex @ bugis cos we no money eat steamboat..den in e end we 4 solo go ben n jon's hse cos dun feel like going cine..but in e end i too tired den go everywhere oso sleep haha..

anyway..here's some tings i miss frm 2008

DANZATION..!!!
yeah can't believe it's over alr..e whole process o it was..long i guess..but nw it's finally over..i miss hanging ard backstage waiting for my turn to go up on stage haha..den watching everyone run by n doing quickchange..

practices n all e laughing..like @ tortilla chips keep playing wif e ppl ard me haha...den in bboy..randomly getting scolded by jon for doing e right ting lol..but as dey say...all good tings come to an end huh..
e dinner wif ppppp b4 i enlisted into army
yeah dat dinner was dope..@ al ahmeen i tink if i'm nt wrong..somehow it was special to me..thx everyone who made it n cmi..i reali appreciate having my last supper wif u guys haha..n i guess as those who were dere noes..i was moved to tears haha..u ppl reali made my day
celebrating shane n jj's bdae
yeah dis means smth to me too..even though it's nt my bdae haha..e fact dat we can still come tgt right b4 danzation n do a bdae suprise for one o our own tells me dat we're still as bonded as b4..

n shane's bdae..k i admit i didn't help much but i mean..seeing shane's post dat everyone came down to make e special family feel..it's reali great when dere's a grp o ppl willing to do smth special jus to make one guy's day..n thx becky for ur hse btw haha..

thx guys..again..haha..u're reali my family dat God forgot to gimme..
fantazia
it's dis year rite..?? i mean haha so much has happened dat it doesn't feel like dis year haha..it's e first song n dance perf i eva did..n during fantazia i gained some v interesting tings..

like for one..i tot allegra was some scary ass shit..when i last min kena put into her feedback item i scared til i chua sai..is reali panic la..budden..i realised dat haha allegra isn't as scary as she is dope haha..sry allegra but u reali too cock ass funny liao lol

n i had a chance to do house under terence..k la though i wasn't v good @ it but i reali learned alot..thx for putting me in dere huh haha

n oso..clement's can't help but wait choreo..it's my first time doing erm..lyrical hip hop item..?? haha wif abit o partnerwork too haha..it's reali outta my comfort zone but again..v good learning experience
doing e church performance
yeah though it kinda clashed wif fantazia training schedule abit but well..i'm glad i did it..i always felt i'm like..nt giving to God n stuff..like..i'm a slacker n leech in e church la..when dey asked for ppl who were interested i was like tinking hmm mayb i'd like dance u noe but haha dere's no way dey'd nd ppl to dance so i nvr sign up..budden when hong li chuan dao n e wei zhuang approach me haha i kinda knew dat it's wad i gotta do so well..thank you Lord, dat i did it haha..
relief teaching
yeah as much as everyone (including myself) can't believe dat a bitch like me can do relief teaching haha..i did it..n it was DOPE...v good learning experience..brought me some good friens too haha..liane n nabilah..2 super funny ppl..n got gerald n xin da oso..den lemme try teaching w/o reali committing to it cos haha relief..n e pay is damn good la..n thru it i've realised dat sometimes ppl aren't stupid..dey choose to be...n e difference between a good sch n a random sch well..can reali affect ur future man..
1st time clubbing
haha yeah i've oni clubbed once..n wif all guys except daphne wif her bf..abit gay but wadeva man lol..hmm wad can i say..it was an expensive but interesting experience..i mean wth if gals wan cocks against their asses dat much..haha...n it's amazing wad wonders make up wif dim light can do..one not bad looking gal took a photo n when e camera flash came up wth she apparantly saved e world frm armaggedon wif her face lol..
e show @ zouk wif take a break
haha first show..scared like shit but well..damn fun hahaha..n i did some pretty funny stuff too lol..
graduation n dnd
yeah was kinda doubtful if wanna go onot but kinda good ting i went haha..took pics wif my lsct ppl...den went out in all formal shit n stuff haha..i guess my mom was right..it's a good closing for my poly life..though i dun wan it to end haha..

dnd was fun oso lol..though super little ppl but still..fun hahaha..i guess it was more o a 'lsct family gathering' for us ba haha..i'm glad i went..was abit doubtful if wanna go onot cos super ex but well haha..it was dope..
bmt
yeah though army makes u stupid, gives u shit pay n takes away ur freedom..i kinda miss my bmt alr..my bunk mates especially..k la except big s n small s..seriously my bunk is dope one can haha all e damn fun n random cock ppl inside..whassup whiskey platoon 2 section 1 haha..
attachment n fyp
i was kinda fearful o attachment @ first budden haha it turned out to be betta den i eva expected..i got a dope ass supervisor wif dope ass ppl in my lab haha..yide n bailey wth..slack shit maximus la haha..n i learnt super alot during attachment oso..wif gcp n all his little tricks haha..n biopolis is seriously a pwn-ass place to work in lol..

fyp was..i dunno..crazy..thx yide for covering my ass during funkamania n stuff..den chionging e final report @ his hse everyday n sleeping like a few hours..arguing abt e little shits n quarelling abt absolutely nth @ all..

den talking wif matthew mak n his erm..nagginess haha..n eddy ong oso..2 o e dopest lecturers in lsct haha..apart frm dr choy n thk la haha..
LSCT
believe it onot..i do miss lectures...dragging myself up in e morning n dragging myself to e lt oni to end up sleeping or talking inside instead o paying attention..den going for break n sometimes nt coming back haha..den e days where we'd like jus hang out @ emart doing nth n everyting haha..damn..how tings've changed..

den drinking wif joel @ yide during nicole's bdae haha..n e stunts we did..if u get wad i mean haha..shit man how come we haf so much shit dat we can do de haha..it's like every joel-weijie-yide encounter will haf some random ass shit stunts lol

foc was dope oso i mean..for us agls la haha..nw aagls liao..like super old haha..but damn..nxt foc if n when we go back..we won't haf our own exclusive room alr..it's like seriously..once u grad..alot o tings change alr..
SIM Grilled Fish w/ Butter Rice
all i can say is..DIE DIE MUS TRY..add rice somemore haha
n e day i got my first airchair spin haha..super shiok..but too bad i'm kinda stuck nw lol..

dat's abt it ba haha if reali wan recall n list all..reali too many alr haha..happy 2009 ppl..

God bless

danzation aftermath

2008-12-28T19:42:00.004+08:00

it's been like..one week..??woke up e day aft danzation feeling super empty.. i still miss danzation sia..all e backstage scenes..

watching ppl run n rush for quickchange..

e counting down to showtime..
watching frm sidestage..
running out to formation...
waiting during full runs
taking photos (even though i dun take much o dem)
and everything else..

seriously..too fast le..train n rush for it..i c everybody stressed n messed up cos o danzation..e vid team going crazy..peggy stressed like shit..e costume ppl travelling here n dere..all e trainings..everyting..it's all over..no wonder dey say all good tings come to an end..how true..

thx to all e choreographers dat put me in their item..haha act oni got jon n shimin n joyce la..sry shimin n joyce if i didn't do ur item up to ur expectations..i tried my best i tink lol..n heng i nvr messed up my formations huh jon lol..

my new unit's nt bad...8 to 5..k la 7.30 to 5.30 lidat..but still nt bad..on course to be an ammo tech..n i dunno if i'm allowed to say anymore haha..miss dance sia..as in like..miss going to e studio n break..

yuxin's place for christmas was damn dope..seriously her hse too big le haha..e food was great too..walao..buffet got sushi one haha..den e curry oso damn dope lol..n thx von spears for e dope dope jelly haha..e gift exchange oso damn dope haha..super funny..yen's present is erm..super funny..n relatively song..like present like owner huh haha..but sian cos mus leave early cos nxt day mus report back to camp e nxt day..

last nite was nite cycling..damn fun..thx chin for organising it..i was considering wan go onot de @ first..cos broke til almost can eat my own shit liao..but i'm glad i went..u did a great job man..thx ore for being first man n running up n down e whole stretch o ppl lol..

I MISS DANZATION...!!!

anyway..for jj n shane's bdae..it's nice to see ppppp come tgt n make time to celebrate one of our own's bdae..dat inspite o all e shit dat's going on n stuff..we still make time for each other..it's a nice feeling..

love ppppp

danzation's over.. =(

2008-12-21T03:54:00.003+08:00

danzation's over..kinda glad n sad it's over..

glad cos we can go back to training ourselves to improve n stuff

budden again..life seems so much quieter nw..no more daily pracs n meeting up wif all e dance ppl..
no more external ppl coming
no more hoardes o freshies
no more testing o lightings n stuff..

too stoned alr nw..shall elaborate tml..

nites everyone..great job for danzation =D

2 more days

2008-12-17T01:29:00.001+08:00

shit..2 more days..n we seem so damn unprepared..how...??shit man dis sux...

jiayou everyone..dun stress..we're gonna make it e dopest show o e year..!!

nra nra go go go..!!!

soon soon soon..

2008-12-15T00:45:00.003+08:00

4 more days to danzation..how prepared..?? well...personally..i'm more prepared den i was a few days ago..but i dun tink it's 100% haha..i doubt i've eva been 100% prepared..mayb 8steps ba haha..other den dat..dun haf ba haha..

but i mus say smth..e freshie item is DOPE..super dope..walao every year e freshie item getting nicer n nicer la hahah..it's neat e choreo got feel dey can bring it out..walao..den plus got ben do all e stunts haha..shit man..doesn't look like a freshie item can lol..

jiayou all e vid/costume/etc teams..haha i noe u all do lotsa shit for us haha thx thx..jiayou jiayou..!!

n ore is super dope la haha..seriously..i wish i could sit dere as an audience on e actual day n watch man..

but shit..i tink still got stuff i nd to work on man..jiayou everyone..!!!

1 year anniversary

2008-12-11T02:17:00.003+08:00

wow..congrats to me..it's e one year anniversary for my sprained thumb..n to celebrate dis wonderful event..i got me a present..another sprained thumb..e same thumb..

sux to be me huh lol..dis season like super sux la..ppl falling sick..n i'm like getting injuries right b4 danzation..shit man..talk abt bad timing..sprained toe, sprained thumb..tink my wrist recovering frm e strain liao..nw e most sian is my thumb lol...

take care ppl dun injure urself or fall sick...critical period...!!!

JIAYOU FOR DANZATION...!!!

9 more days..

2008-12-10T02:49:00.003+08:00

9 more days..n i feel so unprepared..

hope i won't screw up..tortilla..bboy..fuyo..shit man..

gotta train train train..hope i dun forget e tortilla formations..tink i gotta like go memorise e formations paper liao..like maciam exam lidat lol..

jiayou everyone..!!!

(it's amazing how friendly some ppl can be haha)

ps : i wanna eat sushi...!!! lots n lots o sushi..salmon unagi n e lot..soft shelled crab..shit man...SUSHI..!!!

pass out lo...!!!

2008-12-07T04:22:00.002+08:00

haha yeah i passed out alr..passed out frm tekong....!!! NO MORE BMT..!! lol..good ting is poc sia..nt pop..if nt mus wait til tues..den super suck cock one haha..do e damn gay tekong roar shit..it's like 2million times worse den e gls cheer can..like maciam sec sch lidat..

abit sad to leave whisky coy though..it's true man..time flies..is like yest is jus enlistment day oni..den i rem seeing jiawang den i was like ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh...!!! den he oso ehhhhhhhhhhhh...!! lol hope i get posted to a good unit ba..wif superiors like whiskey commanders lidat..super welfare de..

finally went for tortilla chips prac tdy..feels so much betta la..like super relieved..cos @ least got clean e stpes sia..but still got formation to learn..jialat haha..jiayou everyone danzation coming liao let's make it a success tgt..!!

danzation draws close..

2008-12-01T00:01:00.002+08:00

wow..e more i go to e rehearsals e more amazed i become..i mean..seriously everyting's coming tgt alr la..i mean we're nt dere yet but i noe we will be..come on everyone jiayou for danzation..!!!

n dis danzation is reali diff frm e prev one..i mean..k la mayb nw i'm slightly more educated in terms o dance den i noe wad to look out for..but i mean..i tink seriously it's nt jus e steps n stuff nw..emotions..showmanship..it's more den jus movements alr..shit man..i c everyone improving i'm v happy for everyone..lol..

n again it's back to bw n friens n all..seriously i can't believe we were all in 8steps n onBit tgt...i c how dey all grow haha..v happy for dem..den o cos dere's sophan..strict n precise as eva...n terence..too sick to be true alr lol..

but on e other hand... i'm dead worried abt e tortilla chips item..e formation changes..i tried doing it..i can't even like do 1/2 o e choreo confidently den i run outta it n sit @ e side alr la shit man..haiz..God help me wif dat item sia..n dere's fuyo oso..dat one i tink shldn't be dat bad ba i hope lol...n heng no more tanglin for me liao..if nt sure die one..

well..jiayou everyone...if God's willing...danzation will be e PWN-AGE production o e year haha..
(it's wad i learnt in church tdy..everyting depends on : IF GOD IS WILLING...)

countdown

2008-11-23T02:45:00.003+08:00

went studio tdy to like attend e full run..n i mus say...i'm v amazed n impressed...@ a number o tings

firstly, dunno y bw say tdy is onbit day..so wear e tee n e cap haha..well so i wore e tee didn't wear e cap cos my head dere abit pain..n like dun reali fit me nw i tink e full set haha..kk anyway..i c all e onbit members..how far dey progressed since onbit..i'm reali impressed..k la huat wasnt dere tdy haha stuck in ns band but well..he's doing great too i tink haha..but e rest..mia cash bw david chin..seriously..watching dem dance makes me happy..n don's doing his president sai kang haha..

den i c ronnie ore fd dey all..i'm super amazed la..like..wow..izit me or do dey seem like more dope den eva..ore's super entertaining la n ronnie n fd's jus amazing..sk n terence oso..n boss e krump haha..

den i watch e entire flow o danzation int items..shit man e front part almost cry la everytime i watch..reali too dope liao..i c e way jaei n jj dey all potray e emotions..n ore oso..walao..plus e song e lyrics..plus e fact dat my parents are like overseas...wa...reali sia..dun wan cry oso v hard lol..

n tortilla chips got super lotsa formation changes..which i've not learnt..i seriously nd to recap e tanglin item..n e fuyo showcase..i haven't learn alot o it..dun say i bboy is easier n shit..it's still alot to do man..jialat..

but jiayou everyone we can do it..we've always had..we always will

CHIONG ARH DANZATION..!!!

do n think..

2008-11-22T05:44:00.003+08:00

n oso haha..erm..thru field camp..i've learnt to appreciate many tings in life dat i used to take for granted..

clean n DRY underwear
clean clothes
my bed
a shower
music
my super messy table n a nice chair
clean floor
flushable toilet bowl
warm food
friens n family
e studio
being able to dance
n many more

out in e field dis tings are like..taken away frm u..n u're kinda forced to understand how impt dey are..so guys if u read dis..learn to appreciate e simple tings in life..cos dey make alot o diff..

n i tink i've reali been blessed dis 2 weeks man..i mean haha..God's grace has been wif me like in hardcore amounts..n i've realised dat i'm like actuallly super dependent on God..field camp made me realise dis..plus e spot check haha..to God be e glory o well...me nt getting charged/confined haha...

n i tink i'm still nt used to having no hair..jus nw in studio shldn't haf done a head slide..can feel e friction burning up my scalp sia..nw got one area o hard spot..hope i won't like get bald dere man sian...

ps...danzation is coming up reeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaalll soon...n i feel so unprepared..wad to do sia..jialat..God pls help me..

outta confinement....again....

2008-11-22T05:30:00.004+08:00

lotsa tings to say man..but quite tired nw..heck la if dun blog nw mus wait another week haha..by right..it's reveli nw..means..if i'm in bunk..dis is e time i'm supposed to be up alr haha...

but finally..aft 2 weeks i'm finally out haha..dis time in camp chiong all e shit work sia haha..live grenade..live range..field camp..well i'm glad it's all over..

grenade was fun..kinda scary @ first though when i put it in my grenade pouch i was wondering if e pin'll accidentally come off n blow me to bits..well..apparantly it didnt...n i successfully managed to throw a sfg87 lol..kinda cool though haha...

n i mus say..it's either i suck @ shooting..or i'm too slacked up alr..cos i had to shoot like...7 times to get marksmanship..3x in e day n 4x in e nite..but seriously i tink chamber 3 got problem de..everytime i go dere my scoring is messed up one lol..but well finally got marksmanship haha..e last time i tried for my nite shoot i forgot to take my rounds sia den i run back to e ammo point to take den run to e range..den when i prone n get ready to shoot walao my adrenaline all pumping den can aim alot betta alr haha..thank God sia for it i guess..blessing in disguise..n weiwen shot like many shots for me too..so my overall score for e nite shoot is 23/16 haha..

den got one day got sudden spot check..damn heng weiwen keep e items in his dueffel bag den damn heng maher nvr check his bag sia if nt sure find it de haha..heng dunno which seargent checked his items den left his bag alone haha..den escaped e shit...

field camp was erm..sian ahahha..e most sian part was sitting on e wet floor n get ur underwear wet..but heng first day those dat excused route march jus sit dere n wait..den wait til like dey finalised e campsite den we go..so we're spared frm e muddy shit area n had lunch @ company foyer haha..

den heng e last day e major lee den come kp us for setting up camp @ like jus outside e school compound haha..den bo bian mus shift in..k la e place we shifted to sux..but still can sleep la..den e rai nvr return 100% cos some lost..but oso damn heng dun nd go back find sia..

den when book out..dey suddenly wan do spot check i scared sia cos i bringing dat item outta camp cos i scared alr haha..den heng i go hide it like in my pants ahahaha..secret place..dangerous..but effective haha..n well i managed to get it outta tekong lol..

well...dat's all haha..nxt 2 weeks gonna haf lotsa coy admin i tink..lepak alr lidat haha =D

jie..for u

2008-11-09T03:06:00.002+08:00

lol jie since u're so upset haha dis is specially for u

thx jie..for giving me the 'grown up' point o view advice..haha jiayou in ur studies meet up when free yeah hahaha

outta confinement liaooo

2008-11-08T13:55:00.002+08:00

woots 2 weeks confinement over liao haha..quite happy ba lol..super slack sia haha...like chalet lidat..my section dope sia i tink e ppl dere all nt bad de..my pc n sec coms oso nice ppl lol..nt like e other platoons de..walao in ns is e first time where i heard dat we're nt allowed to run sia..mus walk..we run we tio gan haha..

shit man miss e outside life..kinda miss e studio..worried if i'll be able to like catch up man..shitttt lol...

got a nice view o e sea sia haha..n everytime i c e planes fly past..damn i'll like wanna fly overseas wif friens n stuff..but i'm stuck here like..for 2 years @ least..suck balls man..kk cyall soon haha..

2hrs left

2008-10-24T11:14:00.002+08:00

less den 2hrs b4 i enlist..how i feel..??

haha suprisingly..nth..

i'll miss my bed n my pillows n my blanket sia..

n thx guys for e hoody seriously..wore it to sleep last nite haha..den i tink abt wad ore said

" u'll nvr be cold, cos we got a hoody for u"

lol wa reali nt cold sia..in fact haha..tdy morning i wake up i was like wa so hot..cos my mom off e aircon n nvr on e fan lol..abit dulan de but aiya..i'm starting to learn to treasure e ppl ard me liao..

ronnie says i'll be out for deepavali..hope so ba haha..i tink in a way haha..abit pussy-fied nw..nt so hardcore like last time liao...but well..i believe i'll make it thru e shit one haha

cyall when i'm out, HAIRLESS...!!!
haha God bless ya'll

tots b4 ns

2008-10-24T01:11:00.002+08:00

jus nw had dinner wif ppppp n well..haha actually wan go johnson duck de but close liao so go al ahmeen..e customer service dere like..questionable la..esp when e first page dey put how impt a customer is..

anywayyyyy..when eating halfway..i suddenly look ard e table..n look @ e ppl eating wif me..den i suddenly jus got e feel dat..i dunno how to say la..but jus got e feel like wan cry lidat..cos v touched dat it's like..can jus haf a nice dinner wif all o dem b4 i go in..though nt all present la haha dat one reali too hard liao but still i appreciate everyone, whether u're dere onot..

but walao when dey take e hoody out i like jus bth alr sia..reali too touched alr..thx guys i reali dunno wad to say...

here's some ppl i wanna say thx to

thx mom n dad...for giving me life..though sometimes u all piss e shit outta me but w/o u all i'd be nth
thx jk..though i'd say u're possibly a suck cock brother but all e shit u throw to me let me learn endurance

thx ppppp, for being my closest family in nra

thx ronnie, for 8steps n for being a brother..showing me dat it's possible to be so sick
thx bw, for all e shit we went thru in 8steps n onbit
thx jiajun, for 8steps n for all e funnies..
thx ore, for 8steps n for being so grown up
thx lex, for 8steps n for encouraging me in a 'special' way haha
thx fd, for 8steps too, n for showing me wad flava is
thx david, for onbit, n for ur uncle humour lol
thx jon, for teaching me so much abt bboy
thx shane, for breaking wif me right when it all started
thx boss, for giving me those -_- face when i start scientisting hahaha
thx kenneth, though i jus noe u nt long but haha u're a nice guy to chill wif man

thx jaei, for ur bimbotic funniness n ur mahjong table haha
thx nic, for ur helmetish explosive laughter
thx peggy, for doing all e admin shit in nra, n for listening to my indecisiveness
thx xing, though damn long nvr c u liao thx for lending us ur hse last time haha
thx sonia, though damn long nvr c u oso haha but u sing super amazingly haha..
thx eve, though even longer time nvr c u but haha thx for e chinese new year memories lol =D
thx becky, for e rides back to macritche/amk lol..great to haf u wif us
thx vics, for ur hse for e steamboat haha dat was e shit man dope ass steamboat
thx shaomin, for being dere all e time =D (not in e way dat u all tink it is bitches lol)

thx ann, for everyting

thx ben, though u're in japan n probably wont c dis but yeah thx for being my brother since like wad..pri sch?? haha
thx teddy, for being incredibly strong when u weren't supposed to be haha..n thx for being my brother since damn long ago too haha
thx guang, for being dat mummy's boy haha..n e sissy humour dat u haf abt u lol
thx jackie, for having lunch wif us man haha hard to find someone dat can clique lol
thx ungracious, though seldom hang out wif u haha but ur hse event was quite dope lol
thx qinghui, for like letting me prac my diss-ing since few years back haha

thx dom, though freaggin dun reply sms/msn but haha u're still a good brother man
thx parti, for showing me dat indians are cool too (no offence man lol)
thx zx, though last time in sec sch i didn't reali like u but haha u're reali a brother too

thx yide, for covering my ass during fyp n e jackass stunts
thx joel, for e sunday study sessions n for e jackass stunts too haha
thx kai, for ur kp stories n e rides hm
thx kiap, for e nice gl training memories
thx jj, for ur good boy funny moments haha
thx wayne, for ur kimochi shits n random farts haha
thx huat, for joining nra wif me lol
thx ben ben lim, for being dat tofu skin boy ard lol
thx bbw, for being such a homophobe haha
thx jess, for bringing me into nra

shit man too many ppl liao if i say all i tink tml i sure kena charge for awol de..well i'm reali gonna miss all o u..dance hard nra ppl, n for e rest haha enjoy ur civillian life lol..

cyall n God bless

dope day

2008-10-22T03:28:00.003+08:00

met up wif yide n joel tdy lol..like finally aft 7million years hahaha..damn long nvr c dem liao..had astons again..lol but it was dope lol..den bought drinks n went sch to drink haha..went to like e highest point o np n chill dere..

but b4 going to e highest point in np i go find jaei dey all @ studio to celebrate nic's bdae haha..happy bdae helmet lol..e suprise i tink was hardcore haha dope shit man lol..den she solo reggae haha..i tink it's good sia everyone's slowly opening up n starting to freestyle lol..

anyway haha had asahi beer n it was like erm..nt bad haha..but i gotta admit when u're all sweaty n thirsty cold beer is the shiok lol..nuah dere til like 11 plus den did abit o jackass stuff to like relive e good old days haha den went to take bus @ sim..went to lsct toilet sia lol brings back all e memories o when i'll go dere alone n shit during morning lectures..

went wif nic to buy her dickies bag oso lol..like b4 meeting yide dey all la haha..actually supposed to meet baoxin for lunch de budden cos we too tired so cancel haha..but seriously i dunno wad's e deal wif dickies bag it's like so common man everybody's carrying it..nt my type o ting..n it's too damn small haha..i still prefer e one i haf nw..even though v little compartments lol

tdy's reali dope haha..dope til i like almost forgot i'm going ns on friday..

i can't believe it's all over man..poly..i guess so far it's e best 3 years o my life ba..n it's over..

n in 2 days..i'll be entering e nxt phase in my life..e sian phase i tink haha ns..can't believe it..time reali flies..

3 more days..

2008-10-21T01:02:00.003+08:00

shit man..3 more days...

i can't believe it..how come so fast man..lol..but dis few days keep eating good food haha...sat my cousin's wedding @ take e food was dope..den yest go my aunt's hse eat lobster..tdy go eat astons..siao la hahaha..too much good food is bad for e stomach sia..

n lol seriously..i'll miss e outside when i'm in tekong sia..i'll miss nra, miss ppppp, miss my lsct buddies, my church pals, sec sch bros..n my family..in fact i'll miss everyone..

shit man..i'm gonna treasure dis few days n make e most outta it lol..

n for some reason, seeing me botak seems to be on everybody's to-do list lol...

guitar boy is back..!!!!

2008-10-17T04:37:00.004+08:00

lol n i've decided..other den bboying..i tink i wanna cont playing guitar..i guess it's in my blood huh hahaha...sry my babies..too long nvr play wif u all liao haha i guess i'm gonna find back e old songs haha..

but damn super like mayday's 私奔到月球 nw haha..damn nice song lol..

GUITAR BOY IS BACK..!!!!! (i hope haha)

dope show..!!

2008-10-17T03:55:00.003+08:00

wow finally chiong finish 风云 alr haha damn dope show i last time sec sch dat time wan watch always no time to watch..nw finally can watch e whole tingy liao lol...shit man damn nice story haha..though e 'powers' abit too over haha..

but learnt smth thru it haha

得饶人处且饶人

live n let live..dat's smth i tink i shld try to adapt huh...

haha mayb nxt time i got cash i'll go get e entire series on dvd or smth huh haha

woots lol =D

2008-10-15T18:58:00.003+08:00

yest b4 go esplanade went town walk walk wif jon haha super nice sia lotsa tings to see..if u noe wad i mean haha..n shit man how come nw everywhere got sale..make me wanna buy lotsa shit sia..damn..n e hoody i wanna buy is still dere..but i guess since it's been dere for so long means it's like probably gonna be dere for awhile more rite haha..i tink nxt week if i got spare cash i'll go buy..if nt..well..aft my 1st 2 weeks if it's still dere den go get it ba haha..

n wow esplanade is a nice place..nw i'm starting to understand y lex always wanna go dere haha..e mood is totally diff frm studio sia..u'll wanna train de..

wad lex said is true..u c dem so siao..u oso wanna be siao like dem haha..i tink i shld go down more often..yest make one trip down oni haha got great improvement alr i tink lol..

but nw my left arm like cui..my forearm like can't use de haha..wan shampoo my hair oso diff sia..damn my left arm too weak alr nd to strengthen up man..hope i won't loose wad i gained yest lol

dis few days damn sian lol no studio den nw is ext items den not much training..damn sian la tdy nowhere to go stay @ hm n rot lol..

new specs

2008-10-11T02:07:00.001+08:00

lol i jus got my new specs..for ns de..n damn man i totally dun suit it la..mayb i shld've bought e bigger one..or a smaller sized frame..or smth..i dunno la haha..it's jus wierd..n my eyelashes are like gonna scratch e lense til hardcore again i tink..i hope not la but dat's wad happended to all my previous glasses..

sian e day draws nearer..exactly 14 days left..

self reflection

2008-10-09T14:21:00.002+08:00

wow i guess life reali is a learning journey huh..

i mean i knew dis long ago but i jwas jus reminded yest dat i shld like appreciate e ppl ard me..n i've gotta show it..i dunno y but ppl jus haf dis tendency to take those ppl dey're close to for granted..i dunno abt u guys but i tink i'm such a person..n i'm trying to change..

n oso..jus cos i dun like smth it doesn't mean it sux haha..it jus means i dunno how to appreciate it..

so guys if i've like offended u all in any way haha i apologise

lol dunno y i like suddenly so self-reflective..but oso good la shows i'm growing up huh hahahahaa

yeah man sat going fd's hse for lunch woots =D

pre ns syndrome

2008-10-07T04:13:00.005+08:00

when i checked e blog for like any upates on training..my eyes somehow drifted onto 24th o oct..where everyting's going on as per normal..trainings til late @ nite, studio fully used..ppl happily dancing n training..

except me..

i wonder how it'll be dat nite..in tekong..kinda emo-ish abt it nw dammit..sian..

i dun wanna go ns

i dun wanna loose my hair

i dun wanna be unable to dance

i dun wanna be seperated frm friens n family

but....no choice..every moment is precious nw..as dat fateful day draws nearer lol..
haha i guess it's no use calling anybody to save me huh..cos it's like..dis is an un-save-able situation..

=(

tanglin sec training

2008-10-07T03:50:00.003+08:00

wow tdy had like e first training wif e tanglin ppl haha..darren was teaching n shit man haha he's DOPE..his choreo feel sia damn nice haha hope i can potray e feel he wants..been long since i reali liked a dance choreo n wow to be able to perform dis lol..woots..

e tanglin ppl oso like quite nice haha dey dance not bad sia..doesn't look like dey're frm sec sch..if nvr say dey sec sch i oso dunno dey're oni sec sch de..den got some other random ppl frm sim n acs international dunno y got dem but well wadeva man lol..

n dere was oso erm..haha..if u all noe wad i'm talking abt den i'm sure u all would agree wif dis too

_|_ to him/her

=D

flashback

2008-10-03T04:51:00.002+08:00

shit man...i dunno y but watching american pie brings back memories

i looked thru e d'coconut photos again n it made me wonder..everyone is like..somehow gone 'our seperate ways' alr..i mean those in army are in army, those studying nw are studying, working de working alr..i mean..it's like e d'coconut trip was reali e last time dat we could like chill n hang out tgt la..thx yide big time for like falling sick so i wouldn't miss out haha..e cash spent dere was worth it..every dick-ass cent o it..

n yo my brothers dom parti n zx..i mean haha how long haf we known each other..we nd to take a picture @ least man..lol..

the ns monster draws near..

2008-10-03T01:14:00.001+08:00

shit man..tdy while breaking i was like high alr..cos like i got a new target to move to alr..i start to like bboy vero alot alr den i wanna start training his moves den i was like yeah got a more substantial target to train towards alr..den i realised dat i've not much time b4 e ns monster eats me up :'( shit man..sux..

it's like 2-3 more weeks..n i haven't prepared anyting yet..haven't made my glasses, haven't got my ns phone..nth done..shit..i dun wanna go ns :(

somebody save me..!!!

dope dope hari raya

2008-10-02T16:30:00.004+08:00

woots haha yest was dope..had steamboat wif erm..nra? is like some random grp ppl dat decided to go sentosa but due to unforseen circumstances, we decided not to go haha..shit man i dunno y those foreign workers dun wanna shower..den go ard singapore n like..i guess in a way dey're like public disturbances huh..seriously i haf nth against dem except their smell..

n e way dey like vie for seats..is like maciam as bad as those aunties la..when dey c an empty seat on e train dey all stare n got e "i gotta get dat seat no matter wad" look..it's like come on man it's jus a seat haf some social ettiquete can onot

haha but e steamboat was reali too dope liao..e best was e fried banana haha..totally pwn e malay goreng pisang haha..n e tapioca oso..shit man i'm missing it alr haha..n for some wierd ass reason..i'm not entirely full when we left e place haha..

went to airport to send ben off to japan..lol y everbody like going overseas nw super sian haha..bye ben cya in 6 months dun crash too many jap gals dere haha..had popeye's chicken again..i told u i wasn't full aft e steamboat..but aiya haha..tok cock wif guang teddy n jackie den went back alr..it's nice meeting up wif dem sometimes haha..though we're like in diff walks o life but seriously it's amazing dat we can chill tgt..

ps : happy hari raya to sophan fd n nabilah
or izit selemat hari raya haha..

sweet smell o rain

2008-10-01T01:32:00.002+08:00

wow haven't had a downpour for a damn long time..quite a nice feeling..n dunno y..on e way back hm frm e interchange, as i was cycling i was tinking dat it'd be nice to spend time wif my family..

dunno if it's cos o e rain or wad but i jus miss like spending time wif my family..although it'll probably end up wif some conflict but haha jus got e feel..

flashback

2008-09-27T13:24:00.003+08:00

lol somebody living upstaris is randomly playing e song

"nobody likes you, everybody hates you, u're gonna eat some worms..."

reminds me e o prev foc as an agl..kai n jialing were 'fighting' n singing dis song haha..i wonder how it'll be e nxt foc..can we all gather tgt again like we did..?? haha dunno y i feeling so sentimental nw..but damn i do miss those times..

go studio..?? sure ting

2008-09-27T01:24:00.001+08:00

yeah 2 rounds tdy lol damn shiok..first time 2 rounds..many more 2 rounds n 3 rounds n 4 rounds etc to go haha..seems like choosing to go studio tdy was e right choice huh lol..

i tink e prob wif my freestyle..or when i try to freestyle..is i'm too nervous haha..chill i nd to chill..free my mind.....improve man..time to improve

stuck

2008-09-25T01:28:00.003+08:00

damn haha jus nw random got bboy session in e studio..n i agree wif me dat i SUCK @ freestyling..i can't freestyle for nuts..howwwww...

my footwork is soooooo generic..dere's nth special abt it..nth nice, nth fresh..how do i break free frm my state o mind..?? how do i bring me to the nxt level..?? power..?? how do i up my style..??

damn man..y am i stuck....

sux to be sick

2008-09-24T16:09:00.003+08:00

yup i'm like sick..again..almost sick..it's like blocked nose n sore throat..sux man how to dance lidat..how to break..????

sux to be sick man...or to be half sick, for dat matter

wad a twist o the day

2008-09-24T03:08:00.004+08:00

lol..today is the day my ex-girlfriend introduces a girl to me..

i wonder..acc to yide haha..if tdy is e day i find out my ex-girlfriend's worst enemy haha...

but knowing thanda..shldn't be ba haha..shit man..dis is whack..i am whack..
dis is absolutely like wierd ass shit man hahaha..

_|_ _|_

2008-09-23T00:52:00.005+08:00

i tink e system is messed up..come on man dont' chances n grace count for nuts..?? don't u all look @ wad dey've contributed..??shldn't e youngsters be given a chance since it's their first time @ dis..?? come on man last time it was lidat..den when e results came u all asked dem back for a glory den kicked dem out again.. u noe wad.. i'm sorry i swore off vulgarities but i tink dis deserves one..

FUCK YOU

dun be so harsh..cos u nvr noe..when it might come back to u..

president's star charity youth talent show... _|_

2008-09-20T00:18:00.002+08:00

tdy went to watch ting ting perform for some president's star charity show @ rp..didn't reali feel like going cos wan go studio break but in e end went wif zx haha..k la it wasn't exactly a dance production it was more o like a variety show lol..got magic show n stuff de..i tink e best o e nite was e nus chinese dance de n magnum force haha..

ting ting's item wasn't as bad as she said it was lol..can't tell which one is her oso lol..but is ok la like those sec sch syf lidat de lor i tink haha..den got 2 15 year old gals called by2..supposedly e 'latest pop sensation in singapore' haha i tink dey cute sia..like a cyndi wannabe lidat..funny sia their dance was erm..interesting..n dey like maciam is their 演唱会 lidat..but k la gotta gif it to dem dat dey got abit o e taiwan celeb feel..or trying to bring out dat feel haha..

one ting i wan say is dat e staff dere SUX..e rp ushers were v nice..saw one gal dat ushered nra when we performed dere but i tink she dun recognise me haha..anywayyyy..e event staff sucked big time la..i wanted to go look for ting ting budden e lady tell me in a v guailan tone it's oni for invited guests..den she try act helpful say wan ask my cousin down for me den ask wad sch n name..still in e guailan tone..den i said i tink her name is dis dis dis..den she say "ur own cousin u dun even noe her name" walao i almost wanted to bitch slap her all e way back to her mom's soggy pussy la _|_

come on la walao dis is singapore leh..wad cock abt a service oriented industry..@ a GOVERNMENT charity event, the staff can actually exhibit such a behavior..FANTASTIC..wad a role model for the young people present..even a person lyk me dat's not educated in the service industry oso noe dat every customer deserves good service..irregardless of the place, how u feel or their status..damn..wad a DISGRACE..n dey still call it the PRESIDENT'S STAR CHARITY youth talent show.. _|_

makes me feel real charitable huh..

bye ken...

2008-09-17T00:15:00.003+08:00

damn..tdy went to airport send dj ken off to e uk..so fast sending another person off liao..last time eve..den daphne..followed by qinghui..nw ken..everybody seems to be going off..den yest kai n wayne enlist..y suddenly everybody seems to be growing up n going away lidat sia..haiz..sux to grow up haha..quite sad to see ken go sia..he's reali a v talented guy..v proud to haf a senior like him lol..too bad didn't haf chance to dance in his items b4 haha..

but den again..tdy it's nice to see a whole grp o ppl go send ken off..lol..hope he'll be back soon..2 years..by den i tink i ord alr haha..eve's coming back nxt feb i tink..hope when she come back we'll be more free to like spend time wif her..last time come back got funka everybody so busy wif it..nw hopefully will be different ba haha..we all so long nvr take a complete grp photo liao..

damn everybody like so busy nw..i guess it's hard to be like last time lidat everybody can chill n relax wif everybody ba..but well..treasure e good times ba..

fun sat

2008-09-14T03:00:00.002+08:00

went to watch nus dance blast e production tdy..n i was late hahaha..dere's 2 tings i mus say abt it..number 1..the lighting is by far e best lighting i've seen..comparable to rp's stage haha..n number 2, the show jus gets better n better la haha..i like the item by ntu mj n e dance blast alumni item haha..e one dat start wif bball de oso v nice haha..deepest impression is dis 3 ba haha..den dere was dis gal dat walao her popping was dope haha..super big la i tink..

aft dat went to find vic n kenneth to help prepare e steamboat haha..bought food @ thompson plaza..n dammit la when i boarded 52 frm clementi everyone was laughing @ me..everyone as in like..everyone frm p la..am i dat funny..lol..dun keep laughing @ me ppl..i am NOT a joke..haha..

anyway bought e food alr den went to prepare @ vic's hse..first time i prepare food sia everytime is always ppl prepare den i cook n eat de haha..n vic's dog is like cute la lol..but oso..it's a bigger version o yuki..in a sense dat it's a bigger dog trying to hump ur leg..n it takes like a considerably larger amount of effort to push e dog away haha..anyway e steamboat was dope had lots o fun lol..jon go play e old sch boyband songs den everybody got super high haha..

aft dat slack slack play psp den play twister n haha i'm proud to say..i'm e twister king o e night..!!! haha.. YEAH..!! lol k la budden aft dat left n went hm liao..abit sian cos go hm so early lol too bad dere no nr1 haha..

n oh shit tdy when going out i saw one whole bunch o my students..those lower sec boys la haha..den dey like hi hi cher n stuff den cos i was listening to breakbeats i kinda did e peace sign haha..i tink sure gg alr lidat lol..plus i wearing like bboy style lol..jialat alr lol..

i found out ting ting's alr sec 3 la haha..damn wierd can't believe so fast she's sec 3 liao..cos like in my memory she's always dat little gal dat quiet quiet nerdy goody two shoes de..nw sec 3 alr lol..time flies man..dis oso means..dat i'm getting old..no more teenager liao..no wonder dere's e song forever young

forever young..!! i wanna be..forever young..

bbq

2008-09-14T02:49:00.005+08:00

had a bbq on thurs wif some o e lsct aagls haha..n one agl..haha well i mus say dat by far dat's e BEST bbq i've eva been to..small group, but everyone was happy wif everyone..n aft like a few months o not meeting haha reali nice to c dem all again haha..so fast jj n huat pop liao..den kai n wayne going in on monday..den is me hahaha..everyone's loosing hair lol..

but dat aside..thurs was da bomb..glad it happened..

training..

2008-09-11T00:46:00.003+08:00

tdy in sch was v nice haha..can't say exactly why here, sch rules n stuff..but hmm let's jus say dat well..it's nice interacting wif e students haha..

n seriously..do i reali look like some korean guy..??

anyway...went for shimin n joyce's training tdy..n it's super different la..is like damn long nvr go for dance training liao..den is like totally different..is like..dunno leh seems like it's more abt having fun n stuff..not like last time reali train hard..i dunno if it's dat times are changing..or wad..well..let's jus c wad happens nxt time ba..

my.world.my.life.my.rules

dat gal in blue dress..again..

the end..??

family guy?

dope dope dope

suck it up, assholes..

dope fri n sat =D

damn..

_|_

love-hate msn..

dope dope dope..!!

hate dis shit

new kicks..!!

rants

random cumulative tots...

happy bdae mom

foc..

thoughts..

TPDE concert is DOPE

grahhhh

sbdc semi finals

groove in the west

go nra teams..!!

family reflections

worries..

bad clubber...

watchmen

romp 4

sprained thumb

esplanade

random tots

getting fat =(

*shakes head*

pissed off

chinese email lol

musical flashback

farewell dinner

mills...!! (again)

mills...!!!!

tots..

why...??

damn tired...

dope song..

screw zone alarm

cny's over..!!

happy cny..??

inside e circle

jazz class mannnn...!!

shiong day

dead man/boy walking

dope dope day =D

happy bdae guang

RESEARCH SCIENTIST...!!!

exploding cocks of ammo

some random tagged post

bboy...!!

zzz whassupppp

reminiscing 2008

danzation aftermath

danzation's over.. =(

2 more days

soon soon soon..

1 year anniversary

9 more days..

pass out lo...!!!

danzation draws close..

countdown

do n think..

outta confinement....again....

jie..for u

outta confinement liaooo

2hrs left

tots b4 ns

dope day

3 more days..

guitar boy is back..!!!!

dope show..!!

woots lol =D

new specs

self reflection

shakes head