damn..e gal in e blue dress again..
tdy is black tights wif white top..

saw her @ somerset bus stop but didnt recognise..all e way frm like 167 change 852 @ maritche..den slowly start to recognise..but like 1.5 years ago, almost e same ting happened..diff process..same ending..

damn sian..
but..jus as i'm determined to get my airchair spins n flares..
same grit, diff objective

immatured parents + hangover = fuck

guys..

if u cant accept my changes, den so be it..face it n grow up..nobody's gonna let u throw ur shit @ dem ur whole life n keep quiet abt it..if u tink e way i am nw is unacceptable..den unacceptable it is..

things used to be good..all close n fam n all..but if dis is e way tings've turned out to be..den fine..i cant be bothered to explain myself anyway..after all..i'll jus be "savin my ass" again huh..i used to tink u all were diff frm e club..turns out dat..dere's nt much diff huh..bboys reali belong to another world..










it reali used to mean much more den jus being a letter in e alphabet..

hmmm

i dunno if watching black hawk down n playing cod4 has made me realise how fragile life is..or mayb i'm jus tryin to save money..but somehow i find myself becoming slightly more family-oriented..

personality quizzes said dat i'd place family first but ahahah didnt reali seem to be e case last time..but tings seem to be abit diff nw..mayb cos i into korean stuff n dey're like quite listen to parents type de den i kena influence..or mayb i'm finally growing up hahahaha..

oh well..it's a good change anyhow..wonder how long it'll last..hope it's permanent haha