in my domain, i'm the boss..so if u dun lyk anything here, pack up ur shit n leave..



i miss

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i miss scouting..toked to eesiong on msn jus nw..den met parti n zx aft work..met up wif dem plus dom 2 days ago..shit man..i reali miss those days o scouting..


here's some photos on eesoing's blog..if u recognise it well i guess it brings back alot o sweet memories huh..

memories o events huh..




4 ppl who i still very much respect, even though i haven't seen dem for a v long time..


n last but not least, my family in sec sch..!!!




times change, people come n go..
but such memories will remain forever...


working tml...!!!

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haven't seen quite alot o e Ps lyk recently..w/o dance classes or fantazia everyone seems to be lyk busy wif other stuff..n wad peggy said on her blog is kinda true..so many o e Ps left sch alr..graduate de graduated alr, attachment one go attachment..den leave sch de leave sch..wow how many left in sch..?? ya i guess i kinda miss hanging out wif dem huh..n e sessions..i miss sessioning wif dem..although i'm not dat dope but still haha..dey're a bunch o ppl whom i can show wad i haf freely w/o being ps or anyting..


got a job @ a cc near my hse..e pay abit low but it's within walking distance..but if i always haf to work afternoon shift which stretches into e nite den i guess i'm gonna quit e job..cos if work til lyk 10 den oso abit late to go sch alr..nw dat i starting to get my engine revved up to train bboy..i dun wan cos o some part time job den kill e engine again..

dance comes first man..money's not gonna kill my passion for dance..mainly bboying la but i'm kinda into dance as a whole lol..


wad haf i become??

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dere seems to be lyk nothing much for me in life nw..i mean i'm not studying, dere's temporarily no dance classes nw, i'm jobless and cashless..seems lyk nth much excites me nw...farid dey all say i nd a gal but haha i'm not so sure abt dat..i'm telling myself to train bboying nw but haha training is oni can train for a limited time oni wad..wad do i do wif e rest o my time..?? i wanna do smth productive..mayb dat's y i'm gonna lyk try getting a job..

went studio tdy to break..told myself to stop being lazy..n to rev my engine again..den when i looked in e mirror, smth occured to me..haf i become lyk those ppl who look n dress e part, but can't dance the part..??i dun wanna be lyk dem..i wanna be good in dance..in bboying..i wanna haf fast n clean footwork..sharp freezes..n some good power..but y am i lazy to train..? i guess i'm kinda disappointed in myself ba i guess..

snap outta it man..u nd to climb outta dis urself..nobody can do it for u..


random tots..

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some ppl reali piss me off..ppl wif no sense o respect..e basic respect for e opp sex..manners man..i mean whassup..??? can't u c wad u're doing is wrong..??? still can say "so..??" til v smug..balls to ur fat ass n up ur lipid filled intestines man...suck cock n die..i totally dislike dis type o ppl..or rather..dis person..we're all pervs to a certain extent but dere's gotta be a limit man..n dat bitch is way cross e line alr..someone shld jus shove some hot charcoal up his ass n ignite his fats n blow him up or smth..damn..i'm feeling sorry for his parents man..if he eva try to do anyting funny ard me or stuff lidat he'll jus get it..seriously..wad's wif him..doesn't he noe he's alr lyk out-diao alr..damn man sux max balls to him.. _|_


gonna try to find a job ltr when i wake up..nd e cash man..plus e subsidies for fantazia dunno when dey're coming..if dey're even coming @ all..dead broke lyk asshair nw alr..n to top it all off e "white knights" made travelling so "affordable" dat it's burning a hole in my pocket..no wonder dey say u gotta be rich jus to live here..


fantazia has reali made me kinda lyk wake up..i was afraid dat i'd become proud aft 8steps n onBit..well i guess i didnt become proud..i tink i didnt..cos i was trying not to be..i was being careful..but wad i forgot to be careful of was being complacent..i guess i got complacent..n i became lazy..dat's y i'm in e state i am nw..well @ least i've woken up i hope..time to get e engines running again..













ps : yo bro ( u noe who u are ba i guess)
we got ur back u nd anyting let us noe..we'll sure do our best de..n ya i'll take ur words seriously..to treasure my family more..


FANTAZIA DAY 2

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cant believe fantazia's over alr..tdy 2nd day again i'm late for e call time lol..cos wake up late haha..but heng still ok..go buy food n eat den e full run start..k la e run still feel ok but jus dun haf e feel dat it's lyk a major production..feels diff frm fantazia..aft e run finish we all still can sit backstage n play e gangster line tingy..means whoever step pass e line we all will stare til make eye contact wif anyone den we'll all stand up n shout @ e person lol..budden aft dat change to e person step into e square den we all will stand up n ooooii..!! @ e same time lol..

kit kat scared til he faster run den sophan..we oi him den he tot we wan taupok him or smth so he faster squat down n cover his head haha..aft dat is nicole she scared til she do e multiple jumps wif height change sia lol..she bounce super fast la dunno how she do one..aft dat is may she kena scared til she scream i tink haha wasted i wasn't dere..last is donovan..ore take vid cam den aft dat he call don over..he run frm stage left e backstage door all e way down e ramp den we ooi him..he scared til he duck lyk got some bullet gonna hit his head lidat haha..

did e opening bboy tingy again den dis time ok la..abit betta den yest lol..den aft me is alex den he do his stuff..aft dat justin wan pop so ok lor we let him take our side o e stage..cos bboy n popping kinda diff maaaa..so we watch frm behind e curtains lol..aft dat slack n go out watch e perf til lyk interval den go backstage prepare for renfred..i got forget step for e ting ma ma de hua lol..e first chorus e starting i jitao blur la..stand in front somemore sia lol sux max haha..for xiao wei is not dat bad la lol betta den yest..can't help but wait is ok oso..but i dunno how to do e showmanship for both sia..damn..i oni noe how to do e happy happy funny funny tingy..cos 8steps n onbit is do lidat de..

showcase tdy not bad but allegra e mj part i c e gls dey all den i jitao lyk stun n miss a few steps haha..peggy oso miss steps wif me den we lyk oh shit @ each other lol..aft dat house was ok la..except e turn..again i cmi..but alex tell me aft e whole ting dat is not a piurette turn..is e hse bounce turn lol..chey..early noe i do e hop de den won't so jialat alr haha..becca one oso ok..den e locking one not bad oso haha..

tdy lyk forget step more den yest leh..is not say forget step actually..is lyk blur i tink..but still..counted as forget step i tink haha damn..took photos aft e whole ting ended..den e yingli go steal my cap la..make me mus chase her all ard e convention centre jus to try to take back my cap lol..went to studio to chill n session awhile to wait for boss to go hm take car lol..aft dat went xingwang @ cine to eat den tok tok awhile..v long nvr lidat go out liao..

xing drive us back hm thx xing..but hor she lyk hardcore sia haha..e corners turn quite fast..she's dope driver i tink lol..anyway..thx nikki n caryn for e flower lol..nw i got 2 sunflower @ hm in e pail..my mom put dere de..i guess it's to keep e flowers alive ba haha..

on e way back ronnie ask me if we all feel we got improve during dis period onot..for me..i dunno leh..lyk dun haf..true la i learnt frm quite a few ppl..but..i dunno how to gauge if i got improve onot..i enjoyed learning allegra's showcase n terence's house alot..

allegra de cos it's smth reali lyk..nice..n to be able to learn frm her is lyk..a privilege..i'm glad to be able to be in her showcase..hope i performed well enuf to meet the standard of "allegra's showcase" lol..den terence's house oso..i mean..damn..can learn house frm e leader o inbass/soul out crew..damn..i reali lyk house e feeling..quite similar to toprock..becca's showcase tingy was smth new to me..some parts bouncy but i tink i still can't reali bring out e choreo..den sophan de locking haha..i enjoyed it la o cos..i lyk locking ma haha..i tink i learned more abt locking in e process..more abt twirling n e types o locks..

actually i tink i'm reali fortunate in dis fantazia..backing item one is under clement..dope shit guy..den renfred de is learn frm ann..dis 2 got chance for me to learn abt partnerwork..smth which i've not much experience in..den mus haf all e feel n e mo qi oso..den allegra de..i mean..come on man..can learn frm e best female dancer for funka..wad an honour..den house oso..walao..best male dancer leh..den becca one..rough addicts..walao..learn frm e seniors one frm fbeats one frm ra one frm soul out crew..den locking can learn frm sophan..shit man..wow..i'm actually very very fortunate la..

nw dat it's over..i noe i'm gonna miss it..nw i'm gonna be v free..wif nth much to do..i'll haf to find a job to occupy my time..gotta find a day job..so nite time can go sch dance..if anyting @ all, dis fantazia kinda served as a wake up call to me..it made me realise how lazy i've become..i guess i've become complacent ba..mayb i didn't become proud..but i tink i've become complacent..dat's wad killed my progress..dat's wad killed my growth..i tink it's time to snap outta it..



stop being lazy..NOW
(applicable to dance only)


FANTAZIA DAY 1

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wow can't believe so fast fantazia day one over alr..reported late for e call time but lucky i tink ann nvr notice haha..full run started late den ok la got time to makeup n all..did e opening wif barracuda n break abit lol..too anyhow alr..e beat quite fast n nvr hear b4..lol not much for me to wow e audience haha..dere's no powermove option in my list o options lol..jon n shane oso got come down to break haha..i tink e audience sure love jon de haha..his powermoves are lyk DOPE can..e windmill n all haha..

slack n play psp for e entire first half o e show cos i no items..got ready lyk towards e end n change n stuff..stretch oso..den went thru e steps for renfred's xiao wei tingy..damn..still got mistake sia..i dunno if it's lyk slack or wad but..e choreo for renfred de i dunno how much energy n stuff to use sia..cos it's a backing item..den ann say e energy mus conserve dun dance til so tired..budden normally i'll lyk sweat quite abit..i dunno tdy is e aircon turn up or wad..

den can't help but wait oso got blur a few counts den cont lol..still ok la..but it's not good..it doesn't suck, but it's not good..not good enuf for me anyway..sux la..den e showcase items was kinda betta..allegra's showcase i miss e first few steps cos mus adjust formation den house was not as good as e rehearsals lol..my foot felt heavier..my double piurette oso lyk sux lidat haha..

becca's de was ok..locking was i tink e best ting i did tdy alr..but got one lock i nvr do e scoop la..so it's still not perfect..damn..nth well done tdy...tml cannot alr..mus get it all right..so fast la can't believe it fantazia's gonna be over tml..foc so fast over..den nw fantazia oso..shit man..time's passing too damn fast lol..

ann n ryan's item was lyk dope can..dope til i lau sai..damn la..2 o e singapore's top dancers ( in my opinion ) perform live sia..n i got to watch it..shit man..den ryan's flip oso haha..siao eh..dope til lao sia haha..

took bus back wif huat jess n beesim lol..i reach shell den jus nice got a 171 behind den i board..nvr wait for dem cos i tot dey left or smth cos nvr c dem ma..in e end dey inside shell statoin buying stuff so i got off @ nxt stop to wati for dem..stupid rite haha..but nvm la lol..

thx everyone for coming down tdy..n for e sunflower too haha..althogh i dun reali noe wad to do wif it..passed it to my mom to handle lol...parents going down tml..hope i'll put up a good show for dem haha..n i've more or less decided..i'm gonna find a job nxt week..gotta lyk maintain my cash flow la lol..

sux max man..nw e prices outside gone up lyk balls lidat..one packet o rice last time 9.90 nw cost 20bucks leh..

BALLS TO THOSE PPL DAT MAKE E PRICE RISE SO HIGH..SELFISH ASSHOLES..HOPE THEIR BALLS ROT WIF MAGGOTS..


countdown..!!

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abt 15hrs left to showtime..i seriously shld get some sleep..

hope everyone'll be ok..shit happens but come on everyone..we can do it..we'll make dis a success..jus lyk danzation..

ann's item wif ryan is DOPE shit..lol..wow reali takes my breath away lol..dey're lyk jus..dope..lol..e more i tink abt it e more i feel honoured to be trained under ann..

saw baoxin n lesner tdy @ interchange haha..long time nvr c dem liao haha..dey're lyk us..everyday training oso haha..seems lyk everybody's busy now a days huh haha..

take care everyone..pls dun injure urselves or fall sick..n singers pls take care o ur voice..

14hrs n 40mins left to start o fantazia..!!! JIAYOU..!!!


2 more days

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yeah..2 more days to fantazia..2 more days to showtime..n guess wad..??? i'm totally NOT satisfied wif my own performance..i mean..damn..i'm lyk..cannot 100% full out or smth i dunno..i dun feel lyk e shag feeling @ e end o everyting leh..n plus sometimes formation still messy..it's lyk..diff frm when 8steps compete lidat..dat one is reali full out..but aft dat..it's v hard to hit dat mark again..

all angles cleaned, accents caught, steps perfect, identical feel n showmanship, personal style but can still blend in wif e rest..shit..how come so diff to get it one sia..lol..but nvm..i'm still determined to do my best..

sian sia allegra's showcase e starting i always lyk can't full out cos mus check formations den will lyk e formations messy abit..den hse my double piurette sux..den i oso always miss one tap on e floor de..becca de tdy i starting i qiang pai la walao....den locking..i'm still not smooth leh..i nd to be sharper n more funky i tink..although it's not a v funky song..

den e showcase de for renfred's xiaowei e steps still not v clear..den ting ma ma de hua mus make it look relax..means it's harder oso lol..can't help but wait is ok la..but sometimes e 2nd par de-de wif jenyin still will wrong timing..siannnnn..gotta clear it up lyk tml latest..no time to waste liao..n still nd to get used to my new white shoes..

saw e trailer for planet-bboy lyk yest..one phrase caught my attention frm yest til nw..i can't rem which bboy said..



"u can't take a break (frm breaking), if not u'll loose all ur skills"



how true..i seriously need to stop being lazy n train man..lol..met jon n his frien ben @ convention tdy..damn..ben's handhops are lyk wow..stable lyk siao can..somemore is 1 hand de haha..jon oso tot me how to strenghten my neck muscles..i'm gonna train headstand more nw..gonna train up dat 'new' freeze n try to get e 'new' footwork dat alex accidently made up..i tink v fresh leh v nice haha..

somehow i can't wait for fantazia to be over, so we can all get back n dance e way we wanna dance, n train wad we wanna train..but again, i oso wish dat it won't be over..cos it's an experience dat's so unique..n once it's gone it's not coming back..mixed feelings huh..damn..i'm jus gonna treasure every moment o it..yeah including waiting e whole o e 1st half cos i no items haha..

jiayou everyone..!!!!
(~40hrs plus plus to fantazia show time)


3 more days..

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damn..i wanna watch planet bboy..y e hell isn't it showing in singapore..lol..i c e teasers alr n stuff on youtube walao..reali inspiring sia..makes me wanna train hard..watching all e best in e world..damn..i love bboying..true i'm not reali good @ it but i love it still anyway..

had another full run tdy..i tink it's rather terrible..last time danzation by dis time almost everyting was lyk sui sui alr..but nw dunno y it's lyk not so good..e xiao wei part still lyk can't reali full out properly yet..costumes not bought..e banner stuff not done yet..damn..formations still abit messy..ann oni say we're ok..n dat's not enuf..it's not good enuf to be ok..we've gotta be good..damn..

@ e showcase part i sit behind den i tink abt how it'll be like in 3 days..wif e convention centre full (probably) n u can c faces in e audience..den sit behind waiting for ur turn to do ur showcase items..den standing by behind e curtains waiting for ur backing item to start..knowing dat dere'll probbaly be @ least lyk 500 pairs o eyes looking @ u..i remember e nervousness dat i had..n it wasn't too long ago dat i performed on convention centre stage..

barracuda's e opening item nw..den alex say break to barracuda's beat..for opening..??shit man it's some stressful shit..opening item is lyk e most hardcore one..most prob will be relying on alex n his powermoves to bring up e mood ba..audiences dun reali appreciate footwork..shane too..work dat windmill man..damn i c planet bboy e trailer..if i'm half as good as dem i'm alr v happy liao sure can bring up e mood one haha..imagine if dere's lyk a born or physicx doing e opening item..wow..i'd love to be in e audience..haha..

all e best for fantazia everyone..jiayou..!!!!! let's make it a success..



ps : travelling w/o concession SUX MAX


convention full run

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tdy is e first convention full run..supposed to meet ann @ 9.30 de for e renfred prac budden i woke up @ 9 laaaa walao..gg..i was lyk 1hr plus plus late..walao heng ann nvr scold sia..nowadays her temper lyk super good la lol..i tink we seriously nd to haf a few self pracs for e xiao wei part o renfred de cos i reali reali dunno e steps..

full run was..as usual..long waiting time and even more waiting time haha..not so bad la got prac windmill abit..or rather try to windmill..den break abit n try new freeze..n almost broke my neck in e process haha..played wif alex's e rc aeroplane oso but kena kp den nvr play alr..dulan sia _|_ lol..kp lyk butt hair lidat..

suprisingly e formations for my 2 backing items went quite smoothly n quite fast so can faster clear e stage for other items lol..den e showcase de i tink i still not v sure o my formation for allegra's showcase lol..dat one stress sia..near e centre..damn lol..den right beside terence..got one is between terence n seng kiat sia..damn..mus be SUPER clean n sharp n accent mus gao gao la..if not will look even more sloppy lol..

had supper wif ronnie jiajun jaei nicole peggy n xing jus nw..damn la den nicole tell dem abt my blog post den dey say wad my locking got improve den my hse oso v light..will meh i dun tink so leh..i tink not enuf la..but damn..make me damn ps i tink i blush sia..felt my neck lyk hot hot lidat de haha..so ps..but aiya..i tink quite encouraging lol..thx everyone haha..

dere's dis certain item wif a v catchy line in fantazia..or a few lines..or jus a few words haha..but e point is dat it's kinda stuck in my head nw lol..i tink nxt time i wan order dessert i sure sing e song one hahaha..i can imagine e mv part o e song oso sia lol..i tink dat song can use for advertisement sia lol..e song was made for e dessert haha..

tink i shld sleep early for once lol..reali nd dat sleep haha..nites all..God bless


n...HAPPY BDAE MOM..!!! =D (yeah i guess i do love u ba haha)


un-lazification

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yeah i've been reali lazy in dance..aft 8steps i dunno y i slack til lyk balls w/o pubic hair lidat..slack to e max leh..i've decided alr..i'm not gonna be lazy anymore..@ least for dance first la..i tink mayb oni jus for dance haha..e rest too lazy to not be lazy but dance cannot man..nd to train train train train train..!!!!

anyway shaomin came back frm japan tdy lol..super long nvr c her liao lol..thank God she lyk got a safe flight back haha..

n ppl...no, we are NOT together..we're jus close friens..dat's all k haha..


reflection

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i look ard recently n i'm lyk amazed..all my friens haf improved so much..alex's flair's lyk higher nw..shane can grub alr..bw n ronnie are lyk getting more n more amazing day by day..jiajun's gonna turn til he drills a hole in e studio..boss oso doing other genres dat he dun usually do..farid n ore are oso crazy..ore's tricks n isolations are lyk outtta dis world n farid's showmanship n everyting's improving lyk mad..

jaei's contemp reali lyk going beyond e roof n even nicole's doing contemp alr..xing peggy dey all oso getting betta n betta..sonia so long nvr dance alr nw still lyk hardcore dope..vic oso crazy one..

everyone's improving..but wad abt me..??? still @ where i was..if not worse..i always say i wan bboy, i wan train dis wan train dat..but saying it is one ting..doing is another..how much haf i actually accomplished..?it's time to get outta my laziness..for dance @ least..plus concession's ending dis sunday..i'm gonna spend quite abit on travelling..so let's not waste dat precious cash huh..

mayb working will kick e laziness outta me..since it's gonna let me miss dancing when i'm working..nd e cash anyway..

time to train again man..no time to waste..


my other family

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some of the more impt ppl in my life



more memories to come






dis few days i keep tinking back o my life in poly..i rem dat time in some cgmp prac we had to lyk rodac our clothing n stuff..den cos yide started reading e protocol b4 me so he noe b4 me dat someone's clothes gonna tio e plate..den he damn ass lol he wait til i read halfway n digesting e info den he faster stamp my jeans wif e plate haha..in e end my jeans e plate yielded more colonies den e plate placed behind e fridge on e dusty floor la haha..

i tink life sux w/o bus concession..n v soon, my life's gonna suck..travelling's gonna be lyk BALLS TO U expensive can..walao..sux sia..can anyone gimme a solution..???

fantazia training is lyk getting more fierce..sunday got training frm 0930h o 2300h..hardcore rite lol..nxt week everyday got run...sat gonna shuttle to n fro between sch n sentosa cos i got training but i wan go e foc outing @ sentosa oso..bo bian lor..heng i still got my concession lol..

n recently lyk dis few days..i dunno y i lyk start gaying ard wif chin yewseng wilbert dey all during training..balls la haha wilbert will suddenly come to me n lyk whassup baby..lol..seems lyk some external event exposed us to dis erm..mutation hahaha...


damn man balls to e ppl who make travelling so expensive..expensive til pubic hair drop frm e ass la _|_


no dance day

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lol tdy is no dance day haha..woke up @ lyk 4 close to 5 lidat..is my first proper rest since aft foc sia haha..feels so shiok..went to meet e agls or rather, e new aagls for dinner haha..@ first abit sian cos eat alr jus sit dere watch dem play cards but aft awhil den tok abt foc stuff den got feel alr..

kinds miss e times when we were all so close..reali lyk one big family..e song 童话 reminds me o such a time la lol..dunno y haha..den dat time we still go yide's hse during cny haha..i mean i love wad i haf nw..wif all e dance n all but haha i still miss when i was a gl..guess all dis foc stuff makes me tink back abt last time sia..so fast it's been lyk 3 years alr..

i rem when i jus join foc n my first day dere..n my first day in sch..where all my gls came down so early jus to bring us to our lt..i still rem my first lecture was tgi..cell bio n all..i reali miss those days ma..den my first gl training..all e way to trial camp to foc..from being a freshie in carnage to having my own skoffin freshies..nw so fast graduate frm np alr..n watch as my own juniors take their own freshies..

damn sux when time passes so fast..i kinda dun wan leave all dis behind..if i haf e time n money..i'd take a diploma all over again..n be a freshie in lsct again..haha but dat'd be economically stupid..n dumb oso..cos i shld lyk get higher education alr..but still..dis 3 years in np is lyk..wow..i rem e last time we touched our fyp tings..when i left e lab alone..wif yide still inside..it felt lyk i left a part o me behind..i'm abit glad dat fyp's over..but wif e completion o fyp..comes e leaving o me frm np as a student..

well dere's another reason for me to do well in fantazia alr..for my freshies oso haha..hope dey can get e tix lol..tml got full run for 2nd half..hope i can rem all e formation sia..getting lesser n lesser time for self pracs alr..jiayou everyone for fantazia..!!


sunday training

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wow tdy training frm lyk day time to nite time..went for tomb sweeping in e morning den went to studio alr..missed church service cos o training lol..n i can't believe i met ong li hui on 52 la...k la is jus c her oni nvr go tok to her..slept e whole journey to sch cos too tired alr..den went sch alr but studio not open cos bw wake up late i tink haha..n he try to hail cab but e cab nvr come lol..

had terence's hse training awhile n set formation den aft dat got clement's can't help but wait.walao dat one lyk no energy full out cos by den too hungry alr..finally e item over den had subway for lunch/dinner den rest awhile..went to 16 for renfred's medly self prac n clean e steps haha..i guess sometimes when e choreo's easy we tend to slack n dat's not good lol..

went back 73 n slack awhile den went killeny to eat wif xing dey all..v long nvr go eat tgt alr lol..

read bw's blog n it got me tinking..how long has it been since i actually pushed myself n trained reali hard..????quite long if i'm not wrong..long until i can't rem when izit.i always say i wan chiong bboy but i train abit oni den stop train abit den rest..balls sia lidat how to improve..lidat where got call chiong..

ok aft fantazia reali..seriously..dun waste time alr..i nd to start learning my grub, my transitions n my king kick..n again clean up my footwork n sharpen my freezes..sounds simple huh..but actually it's lyk alot la..jus one o it can take me a few months alr..n i dun haf dat much time..thx to ns..sux max..damn..stop wasting time n get ur ass down to work..i tink i'm gonna nd a job oso..getting broke alr..any recommendations??




n i guess i still do miss foc lol..


weekend..

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wow i can't believe i waited lyk 35min for a damn 171..it's lyk damn long la..so much for estimated arrival time being 12-15min..last time i email smrt buses dey say is due to traffic conditions..i say balls la walao traffic can delay til 35min arh..n plus somemore dis one is frm interchange leh..35min interval? walao whassup wif dem sia save e earth campaign izit..lesser buses, lesser gaseous emissions..cock la..

but heng i reach sch ter's hse training havent start lol..go thru a few times den go sophan's locking alr..lol ter's hse oni got lyk 5 ppl plus go..damn la too many items n too little time alr..all e timings clash lol..

slept awhile in studio cos too damn tired frm camp den lyk nvr get enuf sleep oso haha..went for dinner den had allegra's showcase..k la @ least i got e steps n more confident o it alr..still will blur abit here n dere but generally ok..left lyk awhile more b4 fantazia...chiong man..

tml got e tomb sweeping tingy..i'm ok wif it la i mean traditions n all..but i'm not reali ok wif meeting @ 7.40 @ amk jus for breakfast..lyk wad...come on man..if u all wan eat go ahead..i'd rather sleep man damn..wad a waste o time lol..sux man haha..n i tink tml i go e temple i'm gonna lyk smoke my contact lenses to cockness..n dere's gonna be e dumb smoke smell on my clothes..tink i betta bring some extra shirts lol..


lsct foc 08/09

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i can't believe another foc is over..my 4th foc alr..one when i was a freshie, one when i was a gl, one as a sgl n one as an agl..carnage, skoffin siegfried..all wif great memories..prep camp i was still busy wif dance..going for pracs n all..den missed e graduation tingy for e gls..

foc started n went to pose as freshies..reminds me o when i was reali a freshie going for foc haha..got sent to e grp siegfried wif samuel n xiao wei as e welfare lol..starting abit low den i act blur...den in e end shit jess oso come to siegfried haha..den play ice breakers n all..quite abt e same activities as when i was a freshie n gl..reali brings back memories..aft dat dey went for telematch budden dey expose all those act freshies first haha..wa sia la @ first seigfried lyk hate me for bluffing dem sia den i lyk emo lidat haha..but aft awhile i tink more or less ok le lol..

telematch was quite fun haha..not as fun as being a freshie but still quite fun haha..cos i gl dat time is be welfare so nvr play..nw agl can throw all e butter n flour n stuff liao lol..help to clear up abit den went back..got ready for dance den came back for a&d lol..tie water bombs lyk siao n play water to e max haha..tie bombs halfway can jus randomly throw one @ yide or anybody else..den will randomly get shower o blessings frm e ppl wif pails haha..we fill lyk 5 or 6 table-benches wif water bombs la haha..aft e gls come we stop tying alr n start 'blessing' all e dry gls haha..in e end everyone wet den e final showdown start..dis year 2 o my water bombs hit someone's balls..again..haha..last year i miss cue den i full force throw one bomb @ one freshie e balls haha..poor him sia lol..den dis year is i miss cue hit hk n jordan's balls haha..

n jialing has a FAT ass..tested n proven when i throw one @ her ass e bomb jus bounce off w/o bursting haha..aft a&d went to shower n got debrief for e gls den go slp alr..2nd day wake up den eat alr hang ard awhile den went for allegra's showcase training haha..damn tiring la..plus i can't catch e steps..damn man no more time alr..fantazia drawing nearer n nearer..saw siegfried playing games n is lyk walao..stink max sia haha..but good job la dey're supposed to be lyk covered in soy sauce, egg n wadeva other leftover food haha..come back alr eat abit den go back for renfred's item tingy...came back to watch e gls item abit den e perf nite start liao..den when finally time for e hop nite walao i jus started dj-ing oni den e speakers blow alr lol..walao dat one reali is worse case senario sia..so in e end split up into groups to entertain while waiting for nitewalk lol..den play all those mind games dat's lyk wa haha..alot i dunno sia haha..but nvm nw i noe more alr..e heidi still dunno e black white tingy..n cos o dat i got lyk Haagen Dazs icecream n a drink alr lol

aft nitewalk went to draw e gls n freshie haha..i make some o dem til lyk rudolf lidat..den e nicholas oso @ first dun wan sleep but in e end sleep alr oso tio haha..some freshies lyk abit erm..not v ok wif getting drawed, n dey react in a rather strong manner if u get wad i mean hahaha..den in e end lyk 'fight' wif e big jess (e gl) wif markers n i win la..but aft i tired alr den i sit down den everyone start spotting my arms alr..make me look lyk some leopard lidat..lol..sux man haha..went back to nap awhile den went to e lt liao

e variety show not bad lol e welfares were lyk doing quite ok if i not wrong..not exactly dere e whole time but i go in dey seem pretty much ok..played e stringing up ting awhile but i missed e first part o it cos i went to shit haha..had e usual photo taking n stuff..showed e vid o their foc oso den aft dat e freshies were dismissed alr..den stay back to sign flag n all den sigfried oso got some lyk random card to let e gls sign..suprisingly e freshies oso call me n shit jess go sign sia haha..lyk wow..i got a 3rd foc grp lyk woots..reali honoured to be lyk a part o dem haha..

aft e freshies left alr showed e gls their vid n lyk when i was a gl e perf item..walao abit malu la haha..c i last time lyk how one lol..reali cmi sia haha..den when show their training vid i oso abit bth alr..cos reminded o when i was a gl..i c dem all their memories den e memories o when i was a gl all came back to me..dis kinda good tings oni happen once..n i'm glad to haf been a part o my foc..

laode n e michael announce dat dis foc is their last foc alr..i hear alr quite sian sia..lyk emo-ish sian..walao..i mean..haiz..i always looked up to laode as a leader n all..despite his fat tits n all haha..but nw dat it's their last foc wif us alr..quite sian..but i guess everyone has to move on in life ba..but i sure'll miss having dem ard..damn laode haha u bitch..8 years oni den wan zao alr..lyk balls to ur reima tits o defence haha..

aft dey announce e angel n mortal tingy haha i found out my angel is nicole sia haha..lyk bimbo-cole lol..thx for e watergun n marshmellows..i haven't eaten e marshmellows yet but i tink i'll eat it soon when i'm hungry..went studio to put bag den went kap to eat wif e agls den went back studio for supposedly sophan's training..but less den 10 ppl cos all got other items n seeing ann so training cancelled haha..went hm n yeah haha..gonna sleep soon..long training day ahead..


FULL OUT CHIONG FOR FANTAZIA MAN..






ps : i tot i lost my passion for gls alr..but aft dis 3 days i noe dat deep down..i still love foc..
i guess it's true..once a gl, always a gl
--lsct foc--


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