i'm so damn tired..overslept tdy..woke up @ 6.40..n somemore is cos my mom wake me up den i wake up one..damn man i'm reali looking fwd to sat..can sleep in as late as i want..lol..in e meantime..jus bear wif it lol..come on man..

tdy got full rehearsal @ convention
tml aft work mus chiong down to sch liao..means no afternoon nap..damn how am i gonna survive it..??

MIND OVER BODY
SEE ABOVE THE LINE

damn i jus got a piece o bad news..my cousin's getting married on 18 oct..dat's e sat right b4 i enter army..dat means..i might haf to go for e wedding dinner..damn i was hoping to spend it wif well..my other family..

my dad said smth abt blood being thicker den water but damn he doesnt noe dat e oni diff between blood and that 'water' is that we're bound by blood..n u 2 raised me..dat's abt all man..shit sian damn nw i'm wondering if i shld like even go for e dinner onot..not dat i'll haf e mood to..i'll probably be checking my phone for e time..den dying to go off..den when i c dem slowly serving e food i'm probably gonna get pissed off or smth..damn..

sux man sometimes i reali agree dat ignorance is bliss..wish i was ignorant o e wedding..damn hope it gets moved fwd one week or smth..den lidat all ok alr..











when do friends become family..?? it's hard to say, but when they do, be thankful, cos u noe u're one lucky piece o shit..

i'm damn lucky, cos i've all u Ps..n o cos..e GLs too..

wa tdy bought new earphones..cos e rubber piece o my old one drop out..n i dunno y i so stupid dun jus buy come random earphones n take e rubber but i go buy smth new when my old one still working perfectly fine..den in e end dun haf audio technica de den i stupid stupid go buy phillips de..den in e end e sound not as good as my old one..dammit sia super waste money..

den @ studio oso dun reali haf feel to break too tired alr lol..damn i needa regain my sleep til 100% den can train again lol..went to smu dere to watch e comp den walao dope haha..felix n dom e footwork super tight..victor n norbin oso dope..lol..boy n sunshine like hardcore oso..aiya..damn la too many to say liao haha..congrats to hazrul n gilbert for taking e win..lol..i tink gilbert e footwork oso damn dope haha..

shit man..wonder when my footwork'll be like dem..when will it be like born?haha damn man train train train..n i nd @ least one power move man haha..cos right nw, i haf ZERO power move lol..

n e sux is dat..how come when i've more money i'm still like getting broke haha..shitttt..somebody pls teach me how to ctrl my money..!!!

first there was e girl in e blue dress..dat was THE mistake..den dere was e gal in e blue pants..dat wasn't much o a deal, though it still mattered..den tdy, @ TPDE e dance concert, dere was e gal in e blue shirt..she was cute n had a reali sweet smile..lol damn will i eva learn...?? though i'm kinda tired to care nw but haha..damn..i wonder if i hum ji nvr ask her izit right onot lol..den bw dey all @ e bus stop keep teesiao super ps la..bet she tinks i'm some looser or smth haha..

tp's dance concert was nice..i like e 2nd half alot lol..hazrul's airflairs were like dope haha..saw e joee oso if i nvr rem wrongly haha..e 'pop n lock gal' frm tpde..too tired to rem much o it except dat it was dope..e guest performers oso v dope haha..rachel n all o dem..

saw lesner oso haha talked to him abit..super suprised dat he last time is nss de..same as huat haha..watched dark night aft tpde e "dreams" production..it's like damn long can e show haha..c til i tired..but e story was good la i tink..mayb jus too much action in it haha..n damn on e way back my earphones e rubber tingy came out..so nw left side can't use..mayb i shld like jus get a new set o earphones huh..but dat costs moneyyyy lol..dammit how siaaa...

wow lol dope yest had lunch @ chongpang like finally lol..went dere wif liane..or joy..wadeva haha..nw e meepok dun nd like 30min to come liao..though e aunty attitude still e same..e meepok was like still dope la haha..i still like it lol..but e ice kachang like sux alr dammit haha waste my money..brings back memories sia haha..

den dammit i wanna report out here haha..liane pinch my stomach n punch me laaa haha..k la it doesnt hurt but lol quite suprised dat she'll reali punch me haha..apparently she was oso suprised lol..haha wierd ass girl..or guy lol..but damn haha nw one less person to talk cock wif in e staff room liao

went studio yest..supposed to go gls de but by e time i reach sch kiap dey all @ al ahmeen liao so no point go all e way dere jus to eat..in e end nvr reali train much in e studio oso..not much progress dammit..haiz one day wasted..one less day to train alr haha..

ltr got bboy training..damn tired hope won't die during training hahahaha..







what's worse than a liar..???
a liar that doesn't apologise

wad happens when home becomes hotel, and ur guardian becomes a liar..??

hmm i guess i can make a tv show outta it huh lol..i hate liars..if given a 2nd chance n dey dun treasure it, well i guess it's too bad for dem..

n some ppl, even though they're not as young already, are still not aware that everyting comes with a price..

sad for dem i guess huh..
or shld it be..sad for me..??

wow i seem to be getting quite alot of the 'lady luck' dis few weeks haha..tdy alone got quite alot hahaha..frm last week let's see..hmm first dere was e gal in e blue dress..den dere was e gal in e blue hotpants..den came all e random colours haha..dere's e one on 151 tdy..den on 852 too lol..but haha..damn..all is see n nth else..quite wasted huh haha..wadeva mannnn lol..


anyway tdy break in studio quite shiok..can feel e improvement..although can feel e toll oso..my right bicep feels like..WEAK..i dunno y is like i can jus feel e weakness dere de..den my right knee oso abit wierd haha..tdy i most hardcore de..wear 3 guards @ 1 time lol..

hmm i wonder..shld i reali learn frm e gal-in-the-blue-dress lesson n make a 100% change..??

first dere was e gal in e blue dress..den dere was e gal in e blue shorts..haha blue seems to be a rather 'auspicious' colour for me in this matter huh haha..but i seem to be starting to like blue..i tink it all started wif my dat blue checkered shirt..den i saw e blue nike sb blazer..den nw i feel like buying blue dickies n cap haha..shit..gonna cost like 2 bombs..

n my revers airchair spin seems to be getting better..well..better isn't good enuf haha..but on e down side..i haf totally ZERO strength..played i-am-wack wif shane n alex tdy haha..awhile oni my battery totally flat alr haha..shit man..i'm a bboy wif zero strength, zero momentum, zero power..i can call myself bboy zero alr hahahaha..so wad does dat mean..?? i've gotta jolly well train harder man..time waits for no one..i dun tink e government'll be nice enuf to excuse me frm ns while i slowly train up all dat i'm missing lol..

n damn..i've been super tired recently..my body's not getting enuf rest..like seriously..

wow haha i randomed across e song here we go by dirtbag haha..brings back memories o danzation period..den got salt shaker by yinyang twins..i tink e song can oso be called balls shaker..cos haha..if u rem e choreo...hahaha...

den got e song supervisor by barry kunzel oso..den it's jus begun by jimmy castor bunch..haha those were like a few o e limited no o breakbeats i had @ dat time..when i say limited i reali mean limited..like..less den 10? hahaha..den last time we'll jus sit behind e studio n watch all e seniors wif amazement..n we'll tink..damn..will we eva be like dem..??

these songs remind me o last time..when dance was jus dance..pure n simple in itself..w/o worries abt technique, w/o worries abt improving..we jus wanted to dance..haha..but nw is diff..we still love it..but we pay alot o attention to technique, to expression, showmanship..i guess shaomin's rite..we've all come a long way..

haha i c bw n jiajun last time sit dere n look @ ronnie dey all n say 'waaaaaaaa' wif me de nw all become so dope liao haha..we've all reali come a long way..i guess @ danzation we were kids ba..but nw..entering our 'sec sch life' for dance..or shld it be poly..?? since we're all branching out into our individual areas o interest alr haha..

well i'm jus glad we're still dancing tgt man..not jus the Ps..e whole o nra..long live NRA..!!!

haha tdy nvr go out @ nite..actually plan to go gls de..den called kai ask who's going..den in e end oni wayne..den i oso not sure if he's like going..den i told kai to check alr den gimme a call but no call..haha..actually planned to use his call to wake me up frm my nap de..but i sleep til i wake up @ 6 my whole body was like aching den i was like "aiya screw dem all la i'm gonna sleep" den i go back sleep alr haha..k la shiok la @ least got like get back some rest frm e pass few days o exhuastion..

but i admit..i reali felt like going gls tdy..n oso go train my bboy de..well tml ba hahaha..tml got class..super long nvr take class liao haha..actually tues oso haf haha but sry tues is set aside for breaking de lol..

i watched e show abt wad plastic surgery on channel u or channel 8..den dere was dis short segment abt dis guy's dream to dance was literally crushed by his dad..den makes me tink n i reali appreciate how i am able to dance..i'm reali thankful dat despite my blood condition i'm able to dance..n dat i still can break..i'm reali v thankful for wad i haf right nw..

so ppl learn to appreciate wad u haf...n dun tink o wad u dun haf..true it can be used to motivate u to be better, but dun let it make u overlook wad u already haf..


lol y so philosophical lol..

i am DAMN tired lol..haven't been getting enuf sleep since last sat haha..den mon tues go sch n break..sleep like 5hrs oni den mus go work liao haha..but woots man quite shoik..reverse airchair spin e feel getting stronger n stronger alr haha..but rite nw, i feel like i'm gonna jus like die o tiredness haha..

ps : yest me n xing go town den got some random gal ask us do survery..den she say we look like some 17 year old foreign kids haha..den when she noe we're local n not 17..haha she like shock lol..do i reali look like overseas kid haha..

happy bdae to me, i'm officially 20, not a teen anymore haha..damn..i haf to say dat though i jus exited my teenage life..i miss being a teenager alr lol..so to all u teenagers out dere..treasure e time u haf, n use it wisely haha

thx Ps for e shoe..it's a totally new concept to me, as in e colours la haha n i guess i'll be experimenting wif e mixing n matching o clothing haha..thx everyone in 16 for e taupok too haha..almost died dere lol..

n somehow..i still can't forget e gal in e blue dress haha..

damn i regret wad i didn't do man..sometimes opporturnity oni knocks once..if u miss it u're probably not gonna get a 2nd shot..damn..i had like so many chances..haiz..damn..i knew i shld've gone for it..but i didn't..lol..super sian nw..dammit..so near..yet so far..

the girl in the blue dress

wa tdy slept 5hrs oni den wake up to go bboy training liao..super tired la..lucky still can break haha..den aft e official training had lunch den break somemore..i tink tdy quite fruitful sia..managed to do some new stuff

hong10 freeze got like hold like free once..den footwork to airchair got more understanding..airbaby to some funny air freeze oso betta liao..n e best ting is....i can reverse airchair spin 1/2 round haha..wif wristband la lol..k i noe it's no big deal but lemme high awhile la haha..

had dinner @ bugis den went to airport to send qinghui off..took some photos haha den watch her enter e gate..reminds me o when we sent eve off..anyway..kinda can't believe so fast she's gone liao..lol..no more calling fats n stuff on sunday for quite awhile..well i guess we're all gonna miss her ba..take care in aust yeah haha..dun grow fatter..God bless..

damn jus nw on e way back i saw a bapok..it sat beside me la oh God..when it came up e bus i looked @ it den it still try to smile smile @ me..den cos i sat @ e back..got e 5 seats de..den it sat like right in e middle..den take off jacket, spray perfume..spray mouthspray etc..walao..den i can feel it keep like looking @ my direction la..den it won't sit facing e front de leh...it'll like slightly tilt to my side..den i was msging someone wad den i told my frien abt e bapok..den i can like sense like somebody peeping lidat..dulan sia _|_ anyway den ltr i heard e voice i cfm is bapok liao..bloody trenny..freak o nature..den it said wad "bapok bapok orchard road got alot wad..." den like put down e phone alr..den still blast music frm e n95..i tot o using ore's mthd budden i oso abit scared lol..wait it try smth funny on me i tink i sure gg..

dammit sia e bapok..sit dere make me dulan..but i oso abit hum ji..scared it'll do some gay ass shit dammit..balls to those freaks..mutants..



yest go find robert..walao he damn dope..press press my neck..can tell dat i got hurt it b4..den press my foot can tell dat i like sweet stuff n my blood got problem..den press my back can tell dat i hurt it b4..den say my spine like abit twisted..den say my neck like easy injured cos my pillow too soft haha..he too damn dope liao..somemore v nice guy lol..tink i'll be going to him if any injuries arise ba haha..

went for e smu production jus nw..ann said their attitude is v good..wonder how can ann tell..but as always..ann, being ann, has her superpowers of knowing stuff dat's like impossible to find out..but i mus take my hat off to dem..seriously..a production wif like 30+ ppl..?? haha crazy man..props to dem great effort..i like e ending item haha v nice..den can c fredy's choreo oso haha..

opened a uob acc tdy haha..n sux la my signature like always not 100% e same den held up e counter..quite ps sia me in e end i change to smth simple lol..damn ps la but e staff v nice haha..had lunch wif zx den toked abt some shit..tink i might get a shirt n a polo tee frm esprit @ northpoint lol quite ok sia e design n price haha..

nd to control my spending..so many tings i wanna buy hahaha..shit man...how how how i nd to control man..CONTROL..!!!!

bye huat..bye ronnie..bye jj..bye parti..so fast dey going into ns liaoo..tink it'll be wierd to c dem w/o hair haha..least wierd de shld be ronnie but still lol..haf fun during bmt lol cyall in 2 weeks

met up wif dom parti n zx dey all on sunday aft church lol felt good to like finally meet up aft so long..went to amk hub cos dom working dere den easier to meet ma..had dinner @ e s-11 coffeeshop den talked abt wad's happening in our lives rite nw..den we found out some interesting tings abt dom dat i didn't noe b4 haha..

went to northpoint mac to chill den tok abit more cock..took bus back wif zx n parti..dunno y we let him psycho us to take 812 to e ai side wif him..but as e bus went pass dat stretch o road reali brings back all e memories sia..damn..those days were good..but time reali flies is like yest we were jus screaming n shouting like kids oni den nw parti alr going into ns liao..


haiz dammit..feeling sick nw haha..thx guang for passing it to me..shld've stayed @ hm tdy n rest..nw i'm like dying in e staff room..tink i'll be like down tml..hope not ba..but den again..if i can rest den shld be ok ba..hope i'll get well soon..

wow yest first time went clubbing..wif huat wayne kiap benbenlim n me..got daphne her bf n sharon oso la but mainly is like jus us 5 guys lor haha like gay outing lidat..met @ orchard den took a bus dere haha..is like e 2nd time i went zouk la..last time go is cos go watch code edge lol..anyway go in dat time e guy damn asshole..he ask me everyting sia..check my ic i oso expect de..budden he ask my ic number address n name..wth is like my ic can obviously lol trying to be funny sia i dulan i still ask him "any other questions..??" lol..

anyway went in liao den ok la huat dey all bought drinks @ zouk den aft awhile we went phuture..i tink phuture e music alot nicer la cos is like rnb de..zouk is like purely house beats..n is reali jus beats..quite sian de..den go phuture dere quite ok actually like not alot o ppl den dey wan drink first so ok lor go drink..drink liao den went e dance floor budden is like alr super crowded den i quite sian la seriously..

got a few times like got guys pushing behind den i abit sian cos like dey wan rub ass wif me lidat den i dulan i go purposely like go do jacking..but is wif added effort de la..so is like push dem off haha..den sometimes got gals behind me den i dunno if is cos crowded den no space dat's y got contact or wad..

e 2 most memorable gal incidents is like me wayne n kiap like form loose circle den suddenly got dis grp o gals like squeeze in i tot dey wan walk pass so let dem thru lor..budden dey stop in e middle o our circle den start shaking..den cos crowded ma den like..well..we were kinda close..i mean is e closest i've eva been to a stranger gal la i could like kiss n smell her hair dat close can walao..den dey shake n i was like erm..standing behind her so well..haha u get it la hor..den i dunno if i'm supposed to gif dem more space or i'm supposed to like reply their contact lol..

aft awhile wayne pull me away n we reform our circle..den again got one gal behind me i dunno whassup la i mean..nw is back to back..den i felt like quite alot o contact..like @ my ass dere den like wierd sia..i mean is ok la cos is gal not as bad as guy but again i'm like zzz..i dunno if is supposed to siam or wad sia..i was like tinking "hmm am i getting grinded..??i tink i'm getting grinded..oh shit wayne i tink i'm getting grinded..how..??" lol den aft awhile more i sian den i try smth funny haha..i go do ripple sia den i can feel like my ripple got contact wif her body de..all e way to e ass la walao can't believe i did it haha..den i can feel she shock..den ok la aft dat i got my space liao..but still not alot lol..

but quite sian la seriously i tink i look stupid dere..really no space to do anyting but shake..den can c some ppl trying to act cool n some ppl reali is go eat e gal tofu one..i saw one is like 2 gals facing each other n 2 guys behind dem n well..e hips were kinda connected haha..hardcore..but alot more guys den gals la so abit sian haha..left @ 3.30 lidat..went hm n sleep alr lol..all in all i tink is an ok experience la..quite an expensive but fun educational experience..hope i dun get addicted to it lol..


anyway saw an adidas hoody n a pair o nike blazer sb @ pacific plaza haha..damn..reali tempted but i tink i'll get e adidas hoody ba haha..hope will haf enuf cash soon man lol b4 all e sizes run out haha..

been a super long time since i blogged lol..y..?? i dunno..lazy ba haha..

wif my classes i tink i've found my favourite alr..needless to say..den dere's another 2 dat keep changing ranks..haiz y kids so hard to manage lol..like can't be nice to dem de..den met like a few new ppl..dere's pricelia n nabilah haha..we 3 are like e new 'teachers' in sch lol so we like always hang out tgt de..den reali is multi racial sia chinese malay indian haha..den met liane/joy oso..huat's sec sch frien lol..n o cos la some other teachers too haha..

jus nw went to eat sakura buffet wif e Ps..i mus say it feels damn good..i mean..although is not full force la..but how long we nvr go out lidat alr..n somemore it's on a friday nite..like..even more special..cos normally we'd haf classes n all..but tdy is special..cos is kinda like a farewell dinner for ronnie cos he going ns nxt week..den as i sat @ e table it reali felt like a family dinner la..like everybody so @ ease wif each other de..i treasure dis feeling alot sia..it's been super long since we had a meal lidat..

den went to lido to get movie tix..den we did ore's idea..we walk across e road suddenly slow mo haha..super ps la i super nervous haha..i tink i hum ji one but i still got do k haha..i nvr ps..watched wanted..i tink again like jumper n e matrix, it's a movie wif a v dope concept but weak storyline..it doesn't suck but it could've been so much betta..

huat say tml wan go club to like farewell for him lidat..dammit i nvr go clubbing b4..n i tink it's gonna be ex la dammit..siannn..but if dun go like v let him down lidat..haiz..hope my pay comes soon..

sunday gonna eat wif parti dom zx n tink mayb jianwei i not sure lol..been super long since we went out la..lol..i miss e good old days wif dem too

qinghui's flying to aust on 12th oso..dammit i can't believe it..childhood frien lidat den gonna fly off liao lol..although i everyweek oso make her life miserable by saying she fat etc etc but haha..everyone's growing up alr..


n anyway speaking o classes..i haven't had classes like for super long alr..wondering if i shld like get back to it..i'm not sure if my neck can take it haha..wed i do campus run n abit o pull up oni my neck feels wierd liao lol..

nw i'm beginning to truely understand y dey say it's good to remain as a kid lol