less den 2hrs b4 i enlist..how i feel..??

haha suprisingly..nth..



i'll miss my bed n my pillows n my blanket sia..



n thx guys for e hoody seriously..wore it to sleep last nite haha..den i tink abt wad ore said

" u'll nvr be cold, cos we got a hoody for u"

lol wa reali nt cold sia..in fact haha..tdy morning i wake up i was like wa so hot..cos my mom off e aircon n nvr on e fan lol..abit dulan de but aiya..i'm starting to learn to treasure e ppl ard me liao..




ronnie says i'll be out for deepavali..hope so ba haha..i tink in a way haha..abit pussy-fied nw..nt so hardcore like last time liao...but well..i believe i'll make it thru e shit one haha




cyall when i'm out, HAIRLESS...!!!
haha God bless ya'll

jus nw had dinner wif ppppp n well..haha actually wan go johnson duck de but close liao so go al ahmeen..e customer service dere like..questionable la..esp when e first page dey put how impt a customer is..


anywayyyyy..when eating halfway..i suddenly look ard e table..n look @ e ppl eating wif me..den i suddenly jus got e feel dat..i dunno how to say la..but jus got e feel like wan cry lidat..cos v touched dat it's like..can jus haf a nice dinner wif all o dem b4 i go in..though nt all present la haha dat one reali too hard liao but still i appreciate everyone, whether u're dere onot..



but walao when dey take e hoody out i like jus bth alr sia..reali too touched alr..thx guys i reali dunno wad to say...




here's some ppl i wanna say thx to



thx mom n dad...for giving me life..though sometimes u all piss e shit outta me but w/o u all i'd be nth
thx jk..though i'd say u're possibly a suck cock brother but all e shit u throw to me let me learn endurance


thx ppppp, for being my closest family in nra

thx ronnie, for 8steps n for being a brother..showing me dat it's possible to be so sick
thx bw, for all e shit we went thru in 8steps n onbit
thx jiajun, for 8steps n for all e funnies..
thx ore, for 8steps n for being so grown up
thx lex, for 8steps n for encouraging me in a 'special' way haha
thx fd, for 8steps too, n for showing me wad flava is
thx david, for onbit, n for ur uncle humour lol
thx jon, for teaching me so much abt bboy
thx shane, for breaking wif me right when it all started
thx boss, for giving me those -_- face when i start scientisting hahaha
thx kenneth, though i jus noe u nt long but haha u're a nice guy to chill wif man

thx jaei, for ur bimbotic funniness n ur mahjong table haha
thx nic, for ur helmetish explosive laughter
thx peggy, for doing all e admin shit in nra, n for listening to my indecisiveness
thx xing, though damn long nvr c u liao thx for lending us ur hse last time haha
thx sonia, though damn long nvr c u oso haha but u sing super amazingly haha..
thx eve, though even longer time nvr c u but haha thx for e chinese new year memories lol =D
thx becky, for e rides back to macritche/amk lol..great to haf u wif us
thx vics, for ur hse for e steamboat haha dat was e shit man dope ass steamboat
thx shaomin, for being dere all e time =D (not in e way dat u all tink it is bitches lol)

thx ann, for everyting



thx ben, though u're in japan n probably wont c dis but yeah thx for being my brother since like wad..pri sch?? haha
thx teddy, for being incredibly strong when u weren't supposed to be haha..n thx for being my brother since damn long ago too haha
thx guang, for being dat mummy's boy haha..n e sissy humour dat u haf abt u lol
thx jackie, for having lunch wif us man haha hard to find someone dat can clique lol
thx ungracious, though seldom hang out wif u haha but ur hse event was quite dope lol
thx qinghui, for like letting me prac my diss-ing since few years back haha



thx dom, though freaggin dun reply sms/msn but haha u're still a good brother man
thx parti, for showing me dat indians are cool too (no offence man lol)
thx zx, though last time in sec sch i didn't reali like u but haha u're reali a brother too



thx yide, for covering my ass during fyp n e jackass stunts
thx joel, for e sunday study sessions n for e jackass stunts too haha
thx kai, for ur kp stories n e rides hm
thx kiap, for e nice gl training memories
thx jj, for ur good boy funny moments haha
thx wayne, for ur kimochi shits n random farts haha
thx huat, for joining nra wif me lol
thx ben ben lim, for being dat tofu skin boy ard lol
thx bbw, for being such a homophobe haha
thx jess, for bringing me into nra




shit man too many ppl liao if i say all i tink tml i sure kena charge for awol de..well i'm reali gonna miss all o u..dance hard nra ppl, n for e rest haha enjoy ur civillian life lol..

cyall n God bless

met up wif yide n joel tdy lol..like finally aft 7million years hahaha..damn long nvr c dem liao..had astons again..lol but it was dope lol..den bought drinks n went sch to drink haha..went to like e highest point o np n chill dere..



but b4 going to e highest point in np i go find jaei dey all @ studio to celebrate nic's bdae haha..happy bdae helmet lol..e suprise i tink was hardcore haha dope shit man lol..den she solo reggae haha..i tink it's good sia everyone's slowly opening up n starting to freestyle lol..



anyway haha had asahi beer n it was like erm..nt bad haha..but i gotta admit when u're all sweaty n thirsty cold beer is the shiok lol..nuah dere til like 11 plus den did abit o jackass stuff to like relive e good old days haha den went to take bus @ sim..went to lsct toilet sia lol brings back all e memories o when i'll go dere alone n shit during morning lectures..


went wif nic to buy her dickies bag oso lol..like b4 meeting yide dey all la haha..actually supposed to meet baoxin for lunch de budden cos we too tired so cancel haha..but seriously i dunno wad's e deal wif dickies bag it's like so common man everybody's carrying it..nt my type o ting..n it's too damn small haha..i still prefer e one i haf nw..even though v little compartments lol


tdy's reali dope haha..dope til i like almost forgot i'm going ns on friday..


i can't believe it's all over man..poly..i guess so far it's e best 3 years o my life ba..n it's over..


n in 2 days..i'll be entering e nxt phase in my life..e sian phase i tink haha ns..can't believe it..time reali flies..

shit man..3 more days...



i can't believe it..how come so fast man..lol..but dis few days keep eating good food haha...sat my cousin's wedding @ take e food was dope..den yest go my aunt's hse eat lobster..tdy go eat astons..siao la hahaha..too much good food is bad for e stomach sia..


n lol seriously..i'll miss e outside when i'm in tekong sia..i'll miss nra, miss ppppp, miss my lsct buddies, my church pals, sec sch bros..n my family..in fact i'll miss everyone..



shit man..i'm gonna treasure dis few days n make e most outta it lol..


n for some reason, seeing me botak seems to be on everybody's to-do list lol...

lol n i've decided..other den bboying..i tink i wanna cont playing guitar..i guess it's in my blood huh hahaha...sry my babies..too long nvr play wif u all liao haha i guess i'm gonna find back e old songs haha..




but damn super like mayday's 私奔到月球 nw haha..damn nice song lol..


GUITAR BOY IS BACK..!!!!! (i hope haha)

wow finally chiong finish 风云 alr haha damn dope show i last time sec sch dat time wan watch always no time to watch..nw finally can watch e whole tingy liao lol...shit man damn nice story haha..though e 'powers' abit too over haha..


but learnt smth thru it haha



得饶人处且饶人



live n let live..dat's smth i tink i shld try to adapt huh...


haha mayb nxt time i got cash i'll go get e entire series on dvd or smth huh haha

yest b4 go esplanade went town walk walk wif jon haha super nice sia lotsa tings to see..if u noe wad i mean haha..n shit man how come nw everywhere got sale..make me wanna buy lotsa shit sia..damn..n e hoody i wanna buy is still dere..but i guess since it's been dere for so long means it's like probably gonna be dere for awhile more rite haha..i tink nxt week if i got spare cash i'll go buy..if nt..well..aft my 1st 2 weeks if it's still dere den go get it ba haha..




n wow esplanade is a nice place..nw i'm starting to understand y lex always wanna go dere haha..e mood is totally diff frm studio sia..u'll wanna train de..

wad lex said is true..u c dem so siao..u oso wanna be siao like dem haha..i tink i shld go down more often..yest make one trip down oni haha got great improvement alr i tink lol..

but nw my left arm like cui..my forearm like can't use de haha..wan shampoo my hair oso diff sia..damn my left arm too weak alr nd to strengthen up man..hope i won't loose wad i gained yest lol




dis few days damn sian lol no studio den nw is ext items den not much training..damn sian la tdy nowhere to go stay @ hm n rot lol..

lol i jus got my new specs..for ns de..n damn man i totally dun suit it la..mayb i shld've bought e bigger one..or a smaller sized frame..or smth..i dunno la haha..it's jus wierd..n my eyelashes are like gonna scratch e lense til hardcore again i tink..i hope not la but dat's wad happended to all my previous glasses..


sian e day draws nearer..exactly 14 days left..

wow i guess life reali is a learning journey huh..


i mean i knew dis long ago but i jwas jus reminded yest dat i shld like appreciate e ppl ard me..n i've gotta show it..i dunno y but ppl jus haf dis tendency to take those ppl dey're close to for granted..i dunno abt u guys but i tink i'm such a person..n i'm trying to change..

n oso..jus cos i dun like smth it doesn't mean it sux haha..it jus means i dunno how to appreciate it..


so guys if i've like offended u all in any way haha i apologise



lol dunno y i like suddenly so self-reflective..but oso good la shows i'm growing up huh hahahahaa




yeah man sat going fd's hse for lunch woots =D

when i checked e blog for like any upates on training..my eyes somehow drifted onto 24th o oct..where everyting's going on as per normal..trainings til late @ nite, studio fully used..ppl happily dancing n training..

except me..

i wonder how it'll be dat nite..in tekong..kinda emo-ish abt it nw dammit..sian..


i dun wanna go ns

i dun wanna loose my hair

i dun wanna be unable to dance

i dun wanna be seperated frm friens n family




but....no choice..every moment is precious nw..as dat fateful day draws nearer lol..
haha i guess it's no use calling anybody to save me huh..cos it's like..dis is an un-save-able situation..

=(

wow tdy had like e first training wif e tanglin ppl haha..darren was teaching n shit man haha he's DOPE..his choreo feel sia damn nice haha hope i can potray e feel he wants..been long since i reali liked a dance choreo n wow to be able to perform dis lol..woots..

e tanglin ppl oso like quite nice haha dey dance not bad sia..doesn't look like dey're frm sec sch..if nvr say dey sec sch i oso dunno dey're oni sec sch de..den got some other random ppl frm sim n acs international dunno y got dem but well wadeva man lol..

n dere was oso erm..haha..if u all noe wad i'm talking abt den i'm sure u all would agree wif dis too

_|_ to him/her

=D

shit man...i dunno y but watching american pie brings back memories

i looked thru e d'coconut photos again n it made me wonder..everyone is like..somehow gone 'our seperate ways' alr..i mean those in army are in army, those studying nw are studying, working de working alr..i mean..it's like e d'coconut trip was reali e last time dat we could like chill n hang out tgt la..thx yide big time for like falling sick so i wouldn't miss out haha..e cash spent dere was worth it..every dick-ass cent o it..



n yo my brothers dom parti n zx..i mean haha how long haf we known each other..we nd to take a picture @ least man..lol..

shit man..tdy while breaking i was like high alr..cos like i got a new target to move to alr..i start to like bboy vero alot alr den i wanna start training his moves den i was like yeah got a more substantial target to train towards alr..den i realised dat i've not much time b4 e ns monster eats me up :'( shit man..sux..


it's like 2-3 more weeks..n i haven't prepared anyting yet..haven't made my glasses, haven't got my ns phone..nth done..shit..i dun wanna go ns :(



somebody save me..!!!

woots haha yest was dope..had steamboat wif erm..nra? is like some random grp ppl dat decided to go sentosa but due to unforseen circumstances, we decided not to go haha..shit man i dunno y those foreign workers dun wanna shower..den go ard singapore n like..i guess in a way dey're like public disturbances huh..seriously i haf nth against dem except their smell..

n e way dey like vie for seats..is like maciam as bad as those aunties la..when dey c an empty seat on e train dey all stare n got e "i gotta get dat seat no matter wad" look..it's like come on man it's jus a seat haf some social ettiquete can onot

haha but e steamboat was reali too dope liao..e best was e fried banana haha..totally pwn e malay goreng pisang haha..n e tapioca oso..shit man i'm missing it alr haha..n for some wierd ass reason..i'm not entirely full when we left e place haha..



went to airport to send ben off to japan..lol y everbody like going overseas nw super sian haha..bye ben cya in 6 months dun crash too many jap gals dere haha..had popeye's chicken again..i told u i wasn't full aft e steamboat..but aiya haha..tok cock wif guang teddy n jackie den went back alr..it's nice meeting up wif dem sometimes haha..though we're like in diff walks o life but seriously it's amazing dat we can chill tgt..





ps : happy hari raya to sophan fd n nabilah
or izit selemat hari raya haha..

wow haven't had a downpour for a damn long time..quite a nice feeling..n dunno y..on e way back hm frm e interchange, as i was cycling i was tinking dat it'd be nice to spend time wif my family..

dunno if it's cos o e rain or wad but i jus miss like spending time wif my family..although it'll probably end up wif some conflict but haha jus got e feel..