damn..allegra's choreo reali damn hard..but damn nice..i'm super scared o it la..den e guys one part i super near e centre..damn sia..shit..scared to e max..i lyk haven't even learn finish e choreo la haha..but it's DAMN NICE..e feel super shiok haha..n somemore can be in same item as allegra sk n terence..i feel super honoured..

ter's hse oso..walao..can u imagine haha..shit man...wow..n den becca's item oso..walao eh....i can't believe how lucky i am la haha..n heng ann nvr gimme more items..i nw dis amt alr dying liao..dunno how ronnie bw dey all manage..farid n ore oso more hardcore..one attachment, e other one working..still mus learn so many choreo haha..dope shit laaa..

n o cos dere's e alumnis n seniors..how e hell dey come up wif so dope choreo de haha..respect man..i'm gonna do my best for fantazia..cannot let ann down, cannot let e seniors n alumnis down, cannot let e audience down, cannot let myself down..

n i saw sonia dance tdy..walao..she so long nvr dance alr but once she starts..shit man she's on fire haha..she's still damn dope..lyk WOW dope..amazingly dope sia haha..




ps : i bought my 8th cap tdy..it's e new era cap black wif e orange furry dice de..wanted to buy it for damn long alr..but cos ex so nvr buy..but tdy go walk walk world o sports @ ps den i saw e cap dere..50% off n it's e last o it's design alr..walk ard awhile den tink abt it den in e end ben n me managed to psycho me to buy haha..

n ben no balls sia..c pretty gal wan ask number dare not..we wan take for him he run away lol..bluffed him dat we gaf her his old number n played him for a sucker e whole afternoon haha..damn man i tink if is me i oso will hum ji one haha..

prep camp tml..go go go lsct gls..make it e best foc again..

chiong for fantazia mann.. go go go..!!!

i miss bboying sia..aft lyk a few days o abstaining frm e floor..it feels so good to jus get my legs up in e air haha..n doing footwork oso..everyting suddenly got feel la haha..but i'm not putting my head down yet..still v scared haha..tdy had allegra's showcase e training..walao..e steps damn hard la..but super nice haha..tml i tink i going early to learn feedback..super nice sia..n super hard haha..but i tink my stamina weak alr..aft allegra de go clement's showcase den no energy liao..haha..

but damn..be in allegra's showcase stress sia..got all e dope ppl..lyk baowen jiajun..den got e doper ppl..lyk sengkiat n terence..lol..dere all oso dope de..oni got i dis noob haha..mus hardcore jiayou for dat man lol..

it just feels so good to jus break man..i love bboying =D

lol jus nw i cooking noodles dat time i take out e seasoning b4 pouring e noodles into e pot den i rem e first time i cook noodles lyk super long ago..cos i forgot to take out e seasoning den in e end e whole packet o seasoning drop inside..i jus tink finish e thought oni den e 2nd packet o seasoning fell into e water lol..wad a coincidence sia..n perfect timing oso lol..but walao..2 packet o noodles..n e noodles felt reali waxy oso..i guess e wax on e noodles sure will pwn me someday de haha..

it was xing's bdae lyk on wed haha..we were all super busy wif prac so didn't reali do much...den i c her reach studio nobody care her i still ask ron if she'll emo den go hm..heng she nvr sia cos got suprise for her hahaha..i tink is lyk quite std ba..off studio lights, cake come in..on light, e person sit dere crying alr lol..lyk formula for a gal's bdae celebration haha..xing is nw officially 20..older den me haha..happy bdae xing lol

den yest e renfred's training she nvr go den e prac i partner ann..walao..damn scared la..lol..i cower in e aura of someone so dope haha..heng is simple steps so i nvr reali screw up much haha..but damn gotta prac e flip wif xing lol..scared i screw up n pwn both o us haha..

n on a random note, i wonder sometimes y ppl always put their msn status as busy..den i realise mine is lyk 99% o e time busy..so i tink mayb dey're lyk me..dey dun lyk e ding ding ding sound o msn haha..

tinking back i kinda miss e ppl dat were once in my life..lyk a few years back i was working @ ck dept store..wif charlene n margret, who both haf gone back malaysia alr..aunty jessie still dere..den david oso..tink he ord frm ns alr lol..damn long nvr c him liao..miss dat funny guy haha..n my brothers frm scouts..dom parti zx esp..we needa hang out soon yeah lol..wasted song n dance so little tix..would've liked to ask dem go..but my entire family's going (e first time sia..) so no more space frm my side ba i guess..

damn jiayou everyone for fantazia..it's drawing nearer..!!! n for foc too..lsct gls haha..make it best foc..again..!! lol..jiayou everyone..

yeah i pwned my neck.sprained it i tink..went to c e sinseh jus nw den he say it's more serious den usual..damn nw my head gotta tilt to e left to prevent pain..so to keep my head upright my body'll be tilted to e right..n i look lyk some spastic retard..damn..serves me right for doing dat freeze when my neck not fully recovered..hope won't haf to go x-ray..

God bless me wif a speedy recovery..

i can't believe it i injured my neck 2x in less den a week..last thurs learn grub hurt e left side o my neck..jus nw do baby freeze oni den come down my right side pain alr..den when i get off @ yishun int walao pain til i carry bag on one shoulder oso pain la..pain til i gotta hold my breath sia..damn..i hope n pray dat tml when i wake up e pain'll be gone..got training tml n wed..can't afford to get injured nw sia damn..


oh ya n i cut my hair tdy lol..it's kinda short nw..xing say when it's longer look nicer but well..it's short nw anyway lol n it grows super fast..i tink when i go army i'm gonna lyk cut my hair 2x a month or smth la lol..


damn i tink frm nw on, i'm strictly keeping my head off e floor til my neck fully recovers..oh God..e pain's killing me..

yeah..my body nw hardware n software both oso spoil..

neck muscle pain..due to my poor learning ability..so i hurt my neck while trying to learn grub..

n i'm down wif a cold due to lack o sleep..

sux to be me rite..can't dance full out for a few days..gotta recover man..

gtg sleep alr..sick boy nd more rest lol..nites all God bless...

happy easter friday..Jesus died for us tdy



ps : i squashed a housefly @ e bk @ changi airport jus nw..it was lyk upside down on e tray..i squashed e compound eye..one eye oni e other eye's still intact..i tried squashing e abdomen but dere's some little ball inside dat makes e abdomen slide off e endge o e cup so can't squash lol..but damn it's abit sick..but an interesting specimen for observation lol..

wow went esplanaide tdy to break..first time sia..alex n shane bring me de..but wasted feeling sick due to lack o sleep so can't reali break properly..but still..walao..seyliang n asrul e airtrack dope shit..super light la..nvr tot i could c ppl doing airtrack up so close lol..den i learn e grub frm victor..but somehow i did it wrongly cos my neck abit pain nw lol..i always seem to pull e muscle dere sia haha..damn..

learnt more stuff abt footwork frm him oso..he super friendly sia..c me ownself prac den come correct me haha..super nice guy..mayb i'll go dere more often wif shane dey all ba..reali can learn alot o stuff sia haha..

gtg sleep alr..feeling not v right n tml got long day..cut hair @ 9.30 den becca's showcase @ 12 n sophan's training @ 2.30..den evening got e church ting..how am i gonna last thru all o it man lol..pray dat i'll get well tml haha...nites all God bless..

wow i can't believe how lazy i am lol..i got a new game but i lazy put into my psp..

den i tink 2 weeks is too far away to plan stuff..

n i tink moving to off the radio or smth is too far away when e radio is 3steps away frm me..lol..

i can be lazy to eat chocs cos mus throw e wrapper n mus chew den eat alr mus drink water..

n i'm lazy to tok on e phone cos mus move mouth n project voice..dat's y i tink sms n msn easier lol..

n i lazy to eat those food dat'll dirty hands cos mus wash..den go toilet v troublesome..

but e ting is..i lyk e feeling o being lazy..it's nuah..n listening to jazz makes me nuah..n i lyk e feeling..but e ting is..i'm lazy to get jazz songs..n even when i get dem alr i'm lazy to change my playlist..how lazy can i get sia lol..


balls to me haha..

wow tp dance is kinda lyk an eye opener for me sia lol..sure a nice way to end off e day lol..morning went for gls den went sophan training den went church den rush to tp..almost late sia haha heng nvr late lol..but wow..i mus say i'm reali amazed..e hip hop part is ok la quite nice..e song choice n concept v interesting..i kinda lyk it..but wad reali amazed me was e modern dance part..walao i tink it's super nice la...suprisingly i dis kinda ppl oso can appreciate dis kinda ting lol..but reali i tink it's super nice..can tell e story de la..

den e one wif e gal wif crutches walao v touching sia..damn..dat's wad i mean telling a story wif ur body sia..n damn ryan is DOPE DOPE DOPE..maximum props to him la..he go out hold umbrella oso dope lol..too siao alr haha..den gin oso crazy de lol..although i dunno how to appreciate reggae but still haha..hardcore siaaa..den saw a few ppl frm epic crew lol..i oni noe e raazmy guy lol..his energy lyk nvr ending one sia

den got dis gal dat can pop n lock haha..n plus she's cute haha..walao dope la walao v rare can find gals dat can pop n lock haha..n got alot o other nice gals oso haha..n their costume i tink some oso v nice sia..got one e white blazer tingy de super nice hahaha..

budden c dem lidat wif their production makes me tink back o danzation n e upcoming song n dance tingy..n e nxt danzation, if dere is @ dunno when lol..hope i won't screw up sia lol..prac bboy is one ting but my items still mus do properly lol..but anyway haha i still reali enjoyed e tp production..esp e modern dance items..DOPE SHIT lol..

yeah i finally noe e place i went @ malaysia haha..it's called pulau letangan..nxt to redang island..met e agls @ golden mile @ 10 lidat..my dad sent me dere..picked huat up on e way..den hang ard for awhile den e bus finally come den boarded liao..i go up dat time abit suprised cos i dunno we sharing bus with other ppl..den dere were lyk dis few chix frm rp haha..dat aside, e bus quite comfy e chairs super nice den nuah oso..tok tok wif e agls abt trial camp awhile den go slp alr..my psp not 100% batt so mus conserve but heng can last til morning haha..dunno y i lyk to listen music on e bus..esp dis kind of long dist bus rides..i super lyk to listen to those chinese 抒情歌曲..i tink super got feel lol..

anyway reach alr den wait super long for e boat..happens dat e chix frm rp going to redang island..wif their guy friens haha..went to redang b4 wif my family n church friens..ok la dere not bad..e boat to letangan quite ok oso..got dis ang moh family wif their baby boy..n he's lyk super cute la haha..reach dere alr check in den chiong e swimming pool alr..den dere quite shiok can try all e flips dat normally dare not try de..do e arial front flip n corckscrew lol..i corkscrew can do 2 rounds sia..n suprisingly wif spotting somemore haha..

took photos @ e rock too..den sit dere watch e water splash onto e rocks n watch e horizon makes me lyk wonder how small man actually is..n when compared to nature man is lyk insignificant..but lyk wow God put us @ e top o e food chain lol..lyk so amazing..e ocean n everyting reflects God's glory n all.haha y i become lyk so religious sia..aiya wadeva la everytime i c dis kinda ting i'll lyk tink abt dis kinda tings de..

went snorkelling on e 2nd day aft chionging e pool den saw alot o nice fishes lol..saw some nice corals oso la n i saw sea urchins..wayne go take up e sea cucumber den it's lyk squirting water de la hahaha lyk sick sia lol..

1st nite we all lyk go crazy in one room n make alot o noise but 2nd nite we went e bar n drink la lol altoghther spent abt 600rm lol..den most o e drinks got pineapple taste one haha..i tink dere drink got feel sia lol den e whole bar oni got our ppl lol..

on e way back cos mus balance e boat so me n kiap sit @ e side dat's exposed to e waves n sea spray in e end go back mainland all wet alr la ahaha sux..den everyone else dry haha..but nvm la..it's gonna be quite long b4 i get dat much sea spray again lol..took e double deck bus back n it's lyk shiok core la..slept til gonna rot alr den dey show some mahjong movie n e kungfu dunk on e bus..n those super old mv oso show la haha..n we take e bus wif those tp ppl oso haha..

nw back in singapore alr i kinda miss e place..i mean i'm glad to be hm la but e plcae is lyk a quiet haven n a retreat..i tink e rest did me good la..dere i is practically eat sleep play in water n dat's abt it..far away frm all e stress n rush o singapore..although no dance dere but i tink once in awhile dis kinda rest is needed to let e body rejuvenate..nw i'm kinda lyk charged up to dance n stuff alr lol..

gotta learn terence's hse chroeo tml frm ronnie or someone lol..hope can catch up haha..nites all God bless

who'd haf tot dat last min i'd be going to msia wif e agls?? lol jus nw breaking den kai called me say yide sick so can't go haha..so yeah here i am going alr lol..but sian gonna miss terence's hse prac on wed..come back mus chiong alr..n e fyp final report too lol..kk gtg liao cya all ard..

God bless

yeah jus came back frm trial camp..reminds me o when i was a gl n sgl @ my own trial camp..so fast be agl alr..damn..getting old..didn't reali play much o e games la cos got training n got church oso..day one i c dem abit lyk nuah core den day 2 didn't c much but aft e special activity den i was quite impressed cos dey lyk suddenly up 700 levels lol..but damn i be bad guy sia scold dem..i use abt lyk 60% to scold dem but feel super bad hahaha..damn la i getting soft liao but reali lol c dem 2nd time oni den screw dem up abit bad sia haha..

den e splitting coms part oso remind me o when my agls play us i was super pissed haha..but ya la we didn't do as bad as dey did i tink lol..den tdy go church in e end slept lyk e whole sermon damn haha..feel abit bad..den found out qinghui going aust for 2 years in lyk july or smth la lol..damn everyone's lyk growing up n going away..damn..sux la lidat..a part o me wished i can remain lyk forever young @ a certain stage o my life..i mean year one was fun as gls, year 2 was fun wif e sgls n nra..year 3 is fun wif nra n wif abit lesser gls..but looking @ e current gls..n e current recruitment for foc..makes me tink back o those days in year one when i was a gl n wondering if i could make it to foc..

den i oso rem i make a promise to my freshies dat it'll be e best camp dat dey eva had..wonder if i fufilled my promise to dem..i personally feel i didn't reali keep it but dey say haf so haha..i dunno la..but alot o dem nw oso dunno go where alr seldom c dem ard..those dat came back jinhao n shameema i oso nvr reali c dem ard..got to noe a few gl names tdy..dere's a xiaowei jonathan morgan jiayu (the kiap) n a few others haha..i kinda suck @ remembering names la lol..damn i'm kinda looking fwd to foc..brings back memories man lol..

i oso did smth v stupid in camp..smth v stupid n v funny..n v cool..wif yide..n it's on vid hahaha...i tink once in awhile mus do smth lidat de haha..makes life interesting lol..

damn tml e agls going malaysia but i not going..feel abit sian sia..wonder when's e nxt time dere's gonna be a chance lidat if dere's even one..but nvm la..i haf my own training to do..nd to prac my bboy n e sophan's locking n clement's item oso lol..nvr dance for a few days liao..nd to brush up lol..


n laode is fat..he has man boobs..

yeah..e first dnd in my entire life haha..missed out my sec sch de..n i didn't get new clothes for it no money sia lol..so wear back wad i had la dickies wif shirt n e jacket..den wear my suede n e new era ken gave me lol..k la feels still alright i almost dun recognise huat @ all la hahha den go til dere is lyk everyone look so diff lol..but jj lyk maciam fyp formal presentation lidat..den benbenlim n wayne lyk maciam bodyguards o sharon lol..not bad la..e salmon was dope..e fish n chicken oso not bad..e tiramisu sux but e mango cheesecake not bad oso..den i tio some wad bess dressed tingy la lol..@ first e host say got wad justin timberlake person lookalike i tot is benlim sia cos he dress quite style den in e end is me lol..nvm la i tink i still betta den benlim cos e host say he look lyk edison hahaha..

den mus do some dance tingy walao @ first is some random song den k la dance abit..den lidat go 2nd round alr..den e rest o e ppl nvr move den in e end mus do slow song den mus lyk hug e gal n stuff de haha..heng i dance first sia lol..if not i mus lyk hug hug e gal..i dunno who's she la..siang ting frm hlm de..looks not bad la i tink but haha shy sia damn..den 2nd round again mus dance but wayne nw up weng sia haha still bite rose n stuff lol..damn la i dun lyk dis kinda ting so ps haha..

aft e dnd we go lower seletar dere chill n tok cock budden relax halfway got some army personnel come tell us dere tonight got army n police exercise..so we mus siam..i tink is not exercise la..i tink dey playing e hide n seek wif e ji guy..so in e end aft much tok here tok dere we go kai's hse e minipark dere sit sit tok tok lor..but b4 we left we saw dis pick up truck @ e lower seletar dere lyk e engine on for damn long..most prob is ppl playing piak piak

go e kai's hse dere tok tok abt gl stuff n all den is abit lyk last time but tings jus seem diff..den i oso abit sian cos not going wif dem to malaysia but haha too bad la i found out too late den no money..but nvm i tink i can still chiong my dance n bboy stuff while dey're gone haha..but i guess in a way i kinda miss e days when we were all tgt..all as one single lsct gls working hard for foc..lol..nw tings diff alr but haha bo bian la everyone gotta move on..

lol dere seems to be smth missing in my life..lyk someone's missing..or smth..i dunno lol..it' s not dance cos dance fits another hole but haha..yeah jus smth wierd lol




trial camp's tml..hope won't haf to scold anyone hahaha..so fast become agl liao lol..sux to get old haha..kk gtg alr nites all God bless

had a little chat wif ronnie n bw over supper jus nw..lyk abt random stuff den drifted to my bboying stuff..n i tink dey're right in a sense..i nvr reali train dance it's ok, cos i'm supposedly lyk more into bboying so i'll naturally train bboying rite..but how much am i actually training, rather den jus saying, am i actually doing it..?? or haf i jus become a so called bboy n jus riding on e name, not seeking self improvement n indulging in my current shit standard..??

den go hm tok abit wif my dad oso n i told him..i wanna dance nw so dat when i'm old i wont' look back n tell myself i've wasted my youth not dancing..as much as it's meant for him i realised those words were meant for myself too..wad am i doing sia..justice league-ing in e studio instead o training..my footwork not clean, windmill still lyk cock lidat n yeah i nvr reali prac much o my song n dance stuff..damn man dun get complacent..izit e 8steps tingy or e onbit tingy dat make me feel i'm good enuf dat i dun nd train...? i dun feel dat way but..deep down inside..who noes man..e way i'm not training suggests dat i tink i'm good enuf..i'm not good enuf..i noe i'm not good enuf but i'm not training..n dat's NOT GOOD..

time to up ur training bitch..u got no stamina, messy footwork n my freeze is lyk some pussy freeze lidat..shit man..time to get it going alr..wad am i waiting for man..NS is coming upon me, n i'm still taking my time n not training..balls to me..let's step it up..now..

damn man seriously haha..wad a day..woke up early to meet my year one classmates to go sentosa for class outing..den go dere is lyk walao..maciam couple outing lidat la..den left a few guys to gay ard hahaha..but quite nice meeting up wif dem la lol..den yineng is another one o e guys..observant guys..if u noe wad i mean hahahah..

left e 1f08 ppl @ abt 3 lidat den go bathe to go sch for clement's choreo tingy..walao i reach sch is lyk 4.30++ la damn how come take so long..waited lyk super long for 61 den i almost missed e bus cos e bus driver, which happens to be a lady..didn't reali c me..damn sia walao..i tot e bus gonna leave den i jitao spam middle finger..den in e end open door den i dunno wad e driver say to me den i fake a smile den go back..den she lyk suddenly hit e gas den i almsot fell la damn..den i found out dat dere's a chij kellock..smth lidat..lol wad sia nvr hear b4 one..met siaoting on e bus oso den shit sia i tink i sleep dat time i lean alot in her direction..hope didn't lyk sleep on her shoulder or smth..lidat sure v ps one haha..

den go sch watch e kaba n jaba e choreo den i'm lyk walao DOPE SHIT lol n yuri is lyk still so cute hahaha..clement's choreo v nice sia..but abit hard to catch e feel..e accent n all is lyk wa gao gao haha..i tink too much bboying for me recently..abit wierd to learn smth not bboy de..but i dun regret learning so much bboy haha..it's where my passion is..i mean..i generally lyk it more den lyrical hip hop la..although i lyk lyrical hip hop alot..but i tink i lyk bboying more hahaha..den aft dat go sophan's choreo haha..ok la not bad la..budden halfway thru e class i noticed smth dat make me v dulan..smth came into e studio..smth dat BITE my shoes..damn..i reali dun lyk ppl dat bite..kinda despise ppl lidat..i mean if take abit o dope choreo lidat is ok la..but outright lyk dat *ahem* is seriously shit balls to him..damn..wad an insult to my suede sia..

den ltr take bus go kap eat walao e 154 bus driver kp lyk wad sia..make me super dulan..i shouted bye bye to e uncle when we got off cos was lyk dulan to e max..damn..shld've shouted for him to wait for his complaint letter or smth to scare him haha..went kap n faster eat nugget meal den chiong bus stop go hm lol..e last 171 late tdy sia damn..lyk 20 min plus late..den @ e joel hse dere walao eh i c all e special ops e mobile command post dere make me abit lyk freaked sia lol lyk maciam anyting's gonna happpen lidat..damn sia e terrorist..balls to his face n in his brains..e best is put some explosive balls in his brains den jus trigger it so his brains get mashed den can't do any shit no more..damn man everyone jus live peacefully not good meh..y mus blow everyting up..u tink wad computer game arh..n ppl lyk dem make e malays look bad..shit man..dunno how many innocent malays get discriminated cos o dat..

den cos e last 171 was late haf to walk hm..den walking hm abit paranoid sia haha..cos o all e special ops tingy going on..dunno y yishun here dun haf hahaha but den walking back dat time dere was dis uncle lyk walking behind me den i jitao paranoid sia haha..den i turn e corner i lyk run abit to increase e dist between us hahaha..shit man lol..eh i'm not hum ji k i'm jus cautious hahaha..

hope can wake up in time tml to reach church @ 12..long day tml man.. nites all..God bless =D



n damn..tao zhe e tai ping sheng shi album reminds me o my sec sch days wif dom parti zx n e scouts man..damn..kinda miss dem n those days tgt..