lol i haven't blogged for lyk wad..1..2 weeks? haha..

last week was amk hub performance..first day reali screwed up jwm sia..my cap nvr wear properly den when drop i stun for lyk quite awhile la sian..den screwed up e whole item..den 2nd day it was still ok..but cos my cap lyk loose..den can't do e full force cos i scared my cap fly out..damn man..shit..but @ least e bboy item n 8steps was ok..den aft sat performance we went xing's hse to stay over den watch saw 3..i tink i'm lyk too used to lab alr..cos when i c dem sawing open e brain i'm looking @ it frm a clinical point o view..i'm lyk how come e brain e blood will pulse..izit cos o e heart beating den e blood will pulse lyk e sea e waves lidat..lol..wad sia..

den saw peifen @ e amk hub dere oso..she's lyk super cute max la haha..i love her readio programmes..last time she hosted e yin yue re ji is super nice la i super lyk to hear..den aft change host den dun haf much feel alr lol..

den went for my first c class on mon...it was lyk ok @ first..budden towards e end o e choero i lyk super lost la..it's easy to get e step..but super diff to catch e feel n accent la..all dis small details are wad makes e choreo dope..den on wed @ d class i c ann dance sia..is lyk she use 60-70% lidat..is super dope la haha...xf fredy all lyk pale in her shadow sia..i dat day c her dance 2x..i super contented alr..den plus ltr walking to bus stop den i c e moon is super bright..can c our shadow frm e moonlight la..it's so beautiful haha..it's dis kinda small tings in life dat counts man..

tues was mooncake fest..went to find dem @ peggy hse aft work den went for dinner den went cck park..watch alex n david n bw make rockets den keep lafing as their rockets either exploded or jus catch fire n burn w/o flying haha..den we made dis nice big p^5 wif e word eve @ e side..haha..specially for u sia eve..c although u're so far away but we always remember u de..come back soon k..can't wait for dec to c u again haha..

den yest went to watch lyk movie wif ppppp..watched e balls o fury..it's a movie wif dumb jokes but maggie q was lyk hot la haha..den while waiting watched dem play darts @ e2max..den when going off dat time bw told us dere's a grp o guys sitting near e lift dat was lyk staring @ his electric trouble shirt..den one o dem was wearing grey track pants haha..wad sia den ltr when i walk pass one guy lyk look @ me n smile n say hi..i was lyk stun la..den smile back..den i ask peggy if she noe dem onot haha..first time some guy lidat sia haha..den in e end dunno who say dey is fbodz de haha..but how dey noe me sia lol..

tdy went church den aft dat had lunch den suprisingly went for tq..was abit crap la dere wif caleb lyk doing dunno wad stunt lidat..den i guess he dunno dat e globalisation n desertification joke was on him hahaha..aft dat went to ps to walk walk wif guang n teddy den aft dat met dom n went town walk walk..search for his clothes abit den aft dat i go find my and1 cap haha..found one super nice one..it's got and1 mixtape by e side n the professor @ e back..n it's lyk oni 35bucks la haha..i'm gonna buy it when i get my pay..wif my psp too hahaha woots..

aft dat took bus back to yishun n eat..den we realise dat lyk walao wad sia..eva we since lyk hanging ard 'e hood' den it start to get crappier n crappier hahaha..we is lyk maciam cj lidat sia..nw dere's lyk no ballers ard..den all e gals are lyk lians..n dey all dress e same..lol..wad sia where's e good old days o bball n stuff..it's lyk so alien alr la..i love my life nw but i miss those days all e same lol..ai warriors having campfire soon..hope can get to go back..reali miss campfires..lol..had a good time catching up wif him though..dis kinda brother hard to find lol..hope our committee can get tgt lyk @ e campfire ba haha..haven't seen alot o dem for v long alr..

lol tdy i late for church..again..sian..budden i rem wad e pastor was preaching abt tdy..he said dat everlasting life is not a quantity..but it's a quality..it's lyk not abt how long u live..but it's abt how good ur life is..smth lidat lol..aft dat had lunch wif ben @ isle cafe..teddy n guang go east coast wif e tq ppl to cycle..den qinghui go hm eat cos subway @ ps no space..den e isle cafe aunty lyk dun care us lidat dunno y haha..den e fried rice super little la lol..

anyway aft dat went to suntec to meet 8steps for e dunno wad performance..it's some bikefest la lol..abit out diao sia..bike fest call 8steps..i tink if is e poison v grp to dance will get betta response frm e audience haha..budden ok la apart frm formation super screwed cos e stage is lyk small la..got all e drums n all lol..den ok la.. tink it's so so oni..not reali satisfied wif it..but i tink i kinda learned more abt showmanship..collected our goodie bags dat's supposedly worth 100bucks den went to find diggas..lol e t-shirt dey gif is lyk m size so i gif nicole dey all lor..but not bad i got a superman shirt free..n it's lyk xxl la hahaha..my biggest tee yet lol..it's lyk light brown..mud colour lidat hahaha..but super nice to wear lol..

aft dat took bus to bp to meet joe cos he driving us to msia to buy shoe haha..went dere walk ard..e all white de no size le..den i saw one dat's lyk quite nice..den i ask to try..dey say left e display de so ok lor try..jus nice can fit..budden dey can't find e other side o e shoe so bo bian go other shops haha..in e end bought e white one wif green stripe haha..wad's wif me sia..recently buy e apparal all lyk so bright de lol..

aft dat went wif joe to some studio to c e msia bboys session..walao eh..seriously..D O P E.. hahah..i saw ming yuan..he's lyk dope la..but he didn't reali powermove much..den got dis guy..called xiao gui...wa his handhop is lyk dope oso can lol..xing say he learn frm mingyuan de lol..den got another guy called jason..walao his unstab windmilll is lyk free de..actually..all his powermoves is lyk free de..flare to windmill to halos..wad sia haha..den his collapse super smooth one..his headdrill gonna crash alr den he collapse to windmill lol..dope or wad sia..den his flare so high is maciam lyk phoenix lidat can go 1990 de haha...shit man..powermovers are dope la haha..learned quite abit by watching dem oso..den joe teach me lyk some floor rock..lol actually super shy de..budden got dis ang moh n dis guy lyk maciam singapore ns de den dey v friendly n encouraging..lol..

aft dat went back to joe's hse cos he wan shit..he lyk chiong back la lol..cos he say v urgent..we wait in e car while he shit den aft dat go his hse nearby eat..aft dat den joe send us to causeway den we take bus back haha..wad sia..nw i noe can walk frm e msia checkpoint to e singapore de haha..walk wif friens time reali pass alot faster sia lol..thx xing n joe n bw for going wif me to msia tdy lol..thx diggas n boss for coming down to watch too..thx 8steps for performing tgt too..although our great leader sophan in army but well lol..it's still great dancing wif u guys haha..

wow..jus got news frm bw tdy..me n him going c frm nxt week..i'm not exactly elated..not dat i'm not happy la..but..i feel i'm not ready for c class yet..my isolations haf deproved..my turnings haf deproved..n my groove is not exactly v good..my synchronization is not up to std, i still catch steps v slowly..i actually tot o lyk aft suntec n all e performances are over i'll train up my basics again..too much o 'advanced' stuff recently..wif suntec n all..haven't had time to train my basics..n my bboy training has suffered tremendously la..

but well..since ann alr put me dere..i dun wan let her down..i guess i can't take my time to train back my basics le ba..mus cont to full speed ahead lol..nox sia haha..i'm gonna haf to pia n learn all i can frm ann nw..hopefully i can meet e std o c class ba..sia la..senior std sia..hope won't drown in their dopeness haha..

tdy went for e magnum tingy..supposed to help ba..but nvr reali do much hahaha..jus stood @ e back n learn e routine haha..felt lyk those minah e wacking sia..n aft tdy's tingy i mus admit..those minahs are reali smth..i dunno how dey can lyk wa chest isolation n wack til lidat..i try abit oni wa i peng til lyk tired..n dey can wack til their action so big..haha..but ann do is lyk woots..lol..forever so nice de haha..ann 万岁..!! haha..



oh ya n i kinda lyk super love my new shoe..puma suede..e optimum shoe for a bboy haha..mine's dis colour except i put dark blue thin laces hahaha..it's super nice to break in can hahaha..do footwork sounds extra light de haha..woots lol..den under some light it appears lyk a reddish orange..under sunlight is lyk red haha..i dunno wad colour izit but i still lyk it haha..woots..den aloysious stilll say look lyk frm ltd ed vault la hahaha..wa high..it's e brightest shoe i eva bought..kinda eye catching whenever i look down lol..but i guess i'll get used to it ba haha..can't use it for much performances though..lol..unless is freestyle shoe den can la haha..but normally is white de lol..so bo bian haha..

sian..i dunno wad's wrong wif me la..i jus checked my results..abit emo abt it..i was expecting to do not bad de..but well..it's not e first time it happened le..i was expecting to do well for proteo but in e end oni get c+..wad...super sian nw..wadeva la..last time acmb oso lidat..dis kinda disappointment 2nd time alr sia..makes me wonder y i shld study so hard for..mayb i shld jus forget abt scoring n doing well..disapointed to e max..seriously sia..dis news bring me to a new low..sian.. _|_

screw it..

lol aft suntec i straight away collapse sia..quite true to my predictions hahaha..took monday off to rest den went back on tues..ok la choon peng quite nice still ask me to rest well on monday..den started training for e amk hub performance alr..seriously abit lyk tired to pia cos aft attachment reali is wanna slp lidat..but no choice la..i reali lyk dancing..i dun wanna gif it up even during attachment..budden feels lyk i can't gif my all during dance leh..it's lyk..everytime oso tired..lyk 对不起 e other ppl in e team lidat..i'm performing for 8steps jwm n bboy..bboy i tink dat one not much prob..den 8steps is ok to train de..is e jwm dat's lyk abit problem..ann say she wan every performance to be lyk it's suntec dance lidat..n cos o attachment i dun haf time to train lyk suntec lidat..shit man..die..

den tdy during class i was lyk..i dunno if is i tired or wad..but i feel my fundamentals kinda suck alot suddenly..izit cos o suntec den always pia suntec choreo n nvr train basics or wad i dunno..but i jus feel dat my isolations n everyting lyk weaken alr..i can't control my body as good as i did b4..den tdy e choreo i lyk can't absorb la..dammit..i'm lyk super slow @ catching steps tdy..normally it's lyk not dat hard de..but tdy is lyk..super hard to get in sia..den recently i lyk always during class will haf dis part o e choreo dat i can't get de..last time i can focus on e accent n angles..nw i having trouble even catching e step..wad sia..jialat..wad's happening to me..


den oso my bboy is lyk..wa..jialat..my style totally is stagnant la..toprock is lyk no variation..den i agree wif farid dat my footwork quite boring..i haven't been watching videos for v long..i tink i needa tink abt wad dominic said abt e 9 points in a square tingy for toprock n watch vids to get inspiration..den for footwork..i oso needa watch vids haha..needa watch redfoot n aya to hopefully get feel lol..mayb can bite abit o wad dey do..but i'll personalise it to make it mine hahaha..woots..so it's not reali plagarism le ba..lol..

shit man..attachment is screwing up my dance life..but i learnt alot frm attachment oso..time flies wif imcb wh lab la..i tink e 15 weeks will be over b4 i noe it den when i'm back in sch i'll miss dem all lol..i tink choon peng tot me alot la..dominic oso..den working wif yide n bailey is lyk quite enjoyable haha..although sometimes yide pisses me off by leaving his stuff on my bench..but recently lyk dun haf alr cos we're lyk both busy wif our own stuff haha..

upcoming got a few performances sia..jiayou everyone..let's maintain e std o nra..!!! woots..n do it for ann..reali pray dat her back'll recover miraculously..dun wanna c her go..i feel nra is lyk ann's legacy..although we most prob won't stop dancing..but it won't be e same w/o ann..thx ann..for everyting u've taught me..

woots..can u believe it? 8steps made it to finals, which is alr lyk miraculous le..den plus we made it to top 3 la..we got 2nd place in e finals can lol..omG..thank God sia..seriously it's so unexpected..haha..fri aft work i rush down to suntec for e rehearsal den met e phillipines all stars den tok wif dis guy called patrick..den tok tok alr den aft dat run thru a few times den took e last 857 wif jess hm..den sat rite..took bus to suntec again den met up wif 8steps..we went into e holding area den aft dat went to eat @ e food court..aft dat go back n mark stage one more time..aft dat is lyk more n more ppl coming in le..tok to patrick again..den learned alot o stuff frm him la..i tink i understand abit more abt showmanship alr..he say it's lyk..dun dance for urself..dance for God, dance for ur team mates, dance for e audience..show love..it's not abt winning or loosing, it's abt enjoying..n if u enjoy, if ur whole team is united, e judges can c one..dat's wad's impt..dat's how we do it..

den he oso lyk show us e basics o krump..it's not easy la lol..everyting is lyk frm e chest de..lol..but nvm la i tink i'll still stick to bboying..but if e allstars come singapore n conduct workshop i won't mind going haha..den finally e finals started @ 7..when e mc say wad..singapore, let's count down den e countdown started we lyk abit nervous la haha..den e opening we went up, said hi to everyone den went back down..lol..e junior solo finished den it's time for e open solo..terence ken n alex were lyk dope la lol..den finally is time for e open grp le..poshbites went up first n dey were dope la haha..nxt is us..we were lyk..rem man..it's all abt showing love hahaha..8love..!! haha..while waiting to go out on stage, suprisingly i wasn't dat nervous..i guess wad patrick said to me kinda works ba..n yes..!! i completed my aim..i made eye contact wif e audience haha..damn happy lol..i lyk c all those mei mei down dere den i was lyk..come on man..showmanship lol..

den inbass n rough addicts were dope la..super dope haha..fbeats oso..it's lyk walao..dope to e max..alumnis are lyk dope shit man..lol..den finally when fbeats dance finish alr i go toilet shit haha..kek for super long alr sia..den dare not go shit cos i dun wan miss any o nra's performance..lol..oh ya e grp called da fuse i tink e concept change til quite nice..is lyk some circus contortionist la..quite nice concept lol..abit lyk e so u tink u can dance e newspaper dat one de haha..den aft dat i ate some o e food den we went up for e closing ceremony alr..it's lyk
we were expecting to get consolation la haha..den e junior solo e top 2 position gonna be announced dat time e 2 guys lyk cute la haha..playing wif each other hahahaha..budden for e open solo all o nra de nvr get top 3..abit sad..dunno y oso la..but well..

lol den when it's time for e open grp dat time..we were lyk waiting for our name to be announced for consolation la..we were lyk waiting..n waiting..den when all e 9 grps for consolation announce alr we were lyk..eh..?? wad abt us..?? lol..den we were lyk super high la..but e sad ting is dat..fbeats get consolation..wad sia..i tink dey shldn't get consolation la..dey're dope can..lol anyway den we were lyk expecting to get 3rd place..budden in.bass got 3rd..hmm..it's e 2nd suprise la..wad sia..but well anyway den we were lyk even more high liao..e top 2 places were lyk us n rough addicts la lol..but seriously @ dat point o time i was hoping to get 2nd..cos i dun wan go aust..it'll lyk distrupt my studies la lol..funny hor lol..n i guess e responsibility o representing singapore oso abit heavy for us ba..den heng sia we get 2nd..rough addicts get first haha..woots lol..top 3 places goes to nra haha..c wad dat tt gotta say sia..lol..

den when we heard e results we were lyk..my mind jus lyk brain dead lidat la..it's lyk..too good to be real..it's lyk so unreal la..jus being on dat stage..being able to share e stage wif inbass rough addicts n fbeats..den winning 2nd place in such a big dance comp..sophan i tink he happy til he cry la lol..wad sia seriously haha..den it's nice to see ann smile @ us oso..haha..i guess dat's one o e best rewards alr ba..

anyway thx lyk kai n wayne n all for coming down haha..den e nra freshies oso lol..kinda nice to haf supporters cheer for u lol..

anyway hope i won't get proud sia..first time join comp den get 2nd place..abit lyk cool sia..but seriously hope i dun get proud..lol..if not sure gg le..but still..suntec dance 2007 has been a super good exp for me la..i'll always rem when sophan first asked us if we wan join..den when dat tt do stunt dun let us use studio..den we go blk 40 dere train..dere got out 8steps e mark alr sia haha..den i rem e first heats how nervous we were..den watching e 2nd n 3rd heats..when announce e finalists during e 3rd heats..den how high we were..it's all been a great exp for me la..8steps all e way man..sophan ore ronnie farid alex bw jiajun..n plus me la hahaha..e original 8steps..i'll always treasure e moments we trained tgt sia..8steps all e way..!!!

budden nw super sian..cos aft dat went cine to eat wif ppppp cos mus take nite rider back anyway so might as well hang out wif dem awhile..budden dunno y suddenly my stomach feel super uncomfortable..den e beef bowl eat abit den can't finish le..aft dat went hm first..lol b4 i left ronnie dey all say my face is green de haha..cool sia lol..anyway on e way back kinda puked on e bus..lucky got plastic bag sia haha..reach hm den lyk went to slp..n puked a few more times lol..tdy wake up den feeling betta liao lol..but sian..can't go wif ppppp to sentosa..it'd have been nice to lyk chill wif all o dem..but sian la sick lol..tink tml can't go attachment oso..lol..msg gcp alr..den plus tdy nvr go church..wanted to go de la..go gif thx for e blessings sia..well nvm i'll go nxt week..

shit man tink i'm gonna rest soon again ba..hope by tml can fully recover..sux to be sick..

seriously..i tink i'm gonna collapse or smth aft suntec is over haha..i'm lyk..dead beat everyday..den lucky still can lyk get 6hrs o sleep..den aft work go sch train..not dat we dance much la..but..i'm lyk super no energy alr..k den plus e fact dat we're lyk not training as hard..plus i'm always @ attachment when dey're training..haiz..makes me wonder if i'm reali up to it onot sia..dammit..if oni attachment could've started lyk 2weeks ltr..shit man..kiat arh kiat..u're not talented..u're a slow learner..if u wan improve in dance u mus train harder man..come on..dun get complacent or nuah..lol..attachment not an excuse la..chiong arh...!!!! ns coming soon..treasure ur time outside man haha..k i'm tired..i'm toking to myself lol..

den i heard dere's a performance ard 27th sept or smth..den ann wants e whole 8steps item..i tink it's kinda cool la..except dat it's on lyk a weekday..n ann doesn't tink it's gonna be @ nite..which means..i'll either haf to ask choon peng to lemme go off early..or i dun do e ting..abit hoping to do e ting sia..cos..it's our first public performance..not counting e one @ yishun la haha..but well..attachment's impt too..plus sophan going ns oso..shit man..8steps gonna become 7steps..even if get replacement it's still not e original 8steps..but well..haha..aiya..i dunno la..

damn tired nw..gonna eat den chiong to slp alr..hope tml in class can get my mind to stay alert enuf to pick up e steps..got freshie coming tml to b class oso haha..so fast sia lol..so mus jiayou everyone lol..waddd..wad'm i saying lol..i'm not making sense to myself either..haha..nites everyone..God bless..

lol i noe out quite long le la but i jus watch tdy haha..thx kaijia for treating me e movie lol..quite nice sia e show i tink haha..i tot it'd be some super tragic love story but well.. hahaha e twist is interesting la..i tot gals c le sure cry lyk siao but i dun tink it's dat heartbreaking anyway lol..jay is well..still jay haha..e 2 other female leads are i tink cute n pretty hahaa...seriously sia..sky (alice tzeng) n rain (guey lun mei) lol..i tink e lead female is lyk..cute sia..n can convey e emotions..e showmanship lyk stronger den jay de hahaha..budden e sky pretty lyk siao sia..super pretty i tink haha..e face reminds me o silvia (simon's sister lol)..

anyway tdy late for church again cos yest go watch evan almighty aft e performance @ yishun mall..yishun mall was lyk near uncle long's hse la..damn near haha..den is reali neighbourhood la lol..den got some indian fusion grp, whose dance i dunno how to appreciate..den dere was dance ria, those malay grp o lyk 3 gals one guy..n e guy is e foxy frm stomp e floor,if u all rem lol..den got dis bboy crew called e wonderous project..dey break @ taman jurong cc dere de..dat time when still wif thanda i rem i go dere pick her up frm her yoga class dat time i got c dem lol..e performance was ok la..not dat fantastic i tink..sian..

anyway evan almighty not as funny as bruce almighty..budden more biblical msg inside..is maciam lyk a semi-sermon la haha..but quite funny lol..smth lyk wad..er..if u ask God for patience, do u tink He'll gif u patience, or e opportunity to be patient..?? i tink can apply sia..haha..

den nw subway got e wad..free upgrade tingy..lyk free meal haha..dope sia..tink dis few days i'm gonna chiong subway haha..cos e tingy ending on lyk 4th sept lol..den tml gonna get bw to buy shoe for me haha..my kappa one cui alr..den nd white shoes for suntec finals haha..

kk shit i shld go bathe n slp alr..if not will late tml de..n tml choon peng coming back alr..lol..back to e stress o e labs alr sia..but i tink won't be dat stress nw dat my supervisor back lol..hmm cyall ard..

jiayou for suntec finals..!!!
gogo in bass roughaddicts fbeats poshbites n 8steps haha..

seriously i've been lyk super tired la..attachment..den everyday ot..lyk tues to thurs ot..den thurs is e best..cos i 7.35 den leave proteos lol..den aft dat go sch to train for suntec..but i tink quite not productive..cos i'm lyk quite tired..so can't reali exert much energy..shit man..feel abit lyk dui bu qi 8steps cos everyone train til lyk wan die i go dere alr lyk dying den can't pia as much to catch up..den my supervisor go malaysia den gimme smth simple to do..run sds page n den transfer den western blot n visualise e proteins..i in e end 3 days oso can't complete..cos e sds page e gel always got problem..den plus i not familiar wif e lab..den e sds page run too long e proteins gone..wad sia..sian..

den tdy e krump..i tink not v good leh..i mean cos we nvr prac dat one alot..den rite..ann say our showmanship is lyk siannn dat type..we is lyk starting act lyk wa damn fierce..budden somehow e fierce dun come out in e dance..shit sia..how to live e choreo..? showmanship man..can somebody incubate e showman ship den transfect it into my genes so it can culture dere? shittt....how to train showmanship sia..dammit lol..

den plus rite..sia la..i v scared i becoming proud sia..lyk cos we get so many chances to perform..den even join comp n make it to finals..izit lyk abit too much for our ego to take onot..i last time dare not say anybody one sia..nw i can lyk comment wa y his steps lidat de..shit man..humility..i'm kinda starting to realise how impt it is..if u become proud, u'll stop improving..den high risk o deproving oso sia..dammit..i dun wanna be proud..i noe i shldn't be proud..but i guess sometimes e ego gets in e way la hor..shit..sian..

den ann oso say some o us lyk dunno izit using dance as a tool to be cool..makes me wonder..am i using dance as smth to make myself cool..?? bboying..it's cool yeah i admit..but do i reali haf a passion for it..?? or do i jus wanna make myself cooler..a dance dat's cooler den e rest..how much do i reali love bboy..how much do i reali love dance? i dun seem to be as enthu abt it recently..izit cos i'm tired frm attachment? or i'm jus making excuses..haiz..shit man..dis sux..