yest was e 2nd day o rp perf i tink we did betta den e 1st day haha e energy lvl was higher den e first day lol..although i almost forgot e 1st step for e bboy item haha..jon as usual was dope max..e rp dancers were reali friendly la haha v nice ppl wasted didn't get to noe e other ppl frm other schools..

tdy had studio wu training..k la i learnt e step but i tink i was quite tired..n we nd to start cleaning man i tink e show is lyk in a week plus abit oni..hardcore maximus..tml got wq training oso..jiayou man everyone we can do it de..

had a talk wif farid n jon on e way back..n i guess it's agreed dat i nd structure in training my bboy huh i'm lyk doing tings lyk aimlessly nw n it's not gonna lyk bring me far..n i tink farid's rite i'm kinda stuck @ dis phase for quite awhile alr..time to step it up man..aft studio wu i shld be more free alr..n wif e termination o e cc job i tink i'll haf more time..reali hope dere'll be school dat'll hire me as e relief teacher lol..

time to get my ass off my feet

yeah tdy was e rp momentum perf day 1..well i can say it feels so diff..not lyk fantazia..feels kinda unprepared..i oni got bboy item..n to be honest haha i've nvr felt prepared for bboy item..i mean not dat i'm unprepared la i've nvr been unprepared b4 too..i kinda dunno how to full out for bboy item sia..i dunno how to full out or how to mark..lol..but i tink we kinda performed under std tdy ba..damn..hope tml will be betta..

e rp hip hop dancers all v friendly sia..larry oso haha..wonder if he still rem me onot lol..but nice to make friens wif other sch ppl sia..but those ballet de lyk no contact wif dem..lol..although e sajc de dressing room rite nxt to ours but lyk nvr tok wif dem @ all de..i still v impressed by hwa chong's item haha..aiya all those ballet de super dope la too dope to describe properly alr lol..

rp e dressing room oso damn dope la..got tv to watch e stage one sia..n e mirror is got those light bulbs ard it de lor..haha..got e hardcore professional feel..shld get sdar to learn frm dem huh..n their stage n lighting is dope shit to e max super nice haha..kinda glad i haf a chance to do dis perf..n to be wif all e alumnis haha..wow i guess sometimes frien frien until i forget how dope dey all are haha..n jus to be in nra i alr feel v honoured..cos i can learn frm ann n all e other dope seniors..dis is one ting i'll always be thankful for

mus go sleep liao tml graduation mus wake up early n wear formal...troublesome lol..

wow had rehearsal @ rp again tdy..saw e other grps perform..damn their technique all damn strong..all e ballet ppl..i dunno y ppl can say do ballet is gay..cos it's balls to u hardcore not gay..it's damn tough can..den dey can lyk anyhow anyhow free free stand over their toes den turn..is lyk doing 1990 on ur fingertips la lol..den got dis sick guy he go over his toes den maciam wan do worm alr leh..den suddenly he jam onto his knees..still looking graceful..damn man it's too sick alr..den huachong e ting oso damn dope..no wonder dey got gold wif honours..shit man..dope shit to e max..

e crazy children oso damn dope..i dunno most o dem but i noe who david is..damn man he's super dope oso..i dunno wad izit abt him i tink is e groove or wad but damn lol..he makes it look relax n in his own style..

tml's showtime alr..so fast..n can anybody gif suggestions if i shld get a green cap?if i do, it'll be my 12th..

since mr shane chongpopo says that i cannot blog in proper language, i shall prove to him right here that i very much can blog using proper english..my language skills might not be perfect but i strongly believe i still have the standard.

i had a rehearsal at republic polytechnic today, and it was sure a pain getting there. i got myself all lost and in the end walked a big round only to end up back at republic poly. i entered the cultural centre and walked another big round around the building to finally return to where i first entered and the rehearsal was just a few steps away. when i entered the full run was just about to start. i must say republic poly's stage is amazing. the lighting is fantastic, and the effects they create are simply breath taking. i am truely awed by their theatre. it makes ngee ann's convention centre stage look bad. well i guess that's what you'd call a nice stage. it sure would be nice if the convention centre had a stage like that. the flooring was great. rubber flooring on parkae, excellent grip on the floor. however turns now are slightly harder but still, it really is a great stage.

tomorrow's rehearsal will also be at rp, and ann has said many other schools will be there. i am rather excited to watch other school's items, but i know that i would probably end up breaking n trying something new or trying to perfect some of my bboying moves. well, i hope i will not be as late as i am today. missed quite a few trains before i managed to board.

celebrated zixiang's birthday at jack's place. i must say it's rather nice to have such a big group of people celebrating someone's birthday. the dinner was great, and although it wasn't very filling the quality wasn't too bad. i still prefer ashton's though. i do miss their baked potatoes.

oh well. i guess i'll have to go back there someday with yide n gang. been a long time since we had our little night cycling expedition. but i have to go to sleep soon. i have to wake up early tomorrow for work. i told a few of the staff at the cc that this would be my last week and it's already making me miss the place. i really like the working environment there, but i guess i have to prioritize between dance and money-making. hopefully i would be able to get another job soon, if not well i guess i can just stay at home everyday until i enlist..


damn sux to blog in semi-proper eng haha..cant bring myself to type in lyk full proper sentences haha too mafan alr damn..well shane dere u go..i kinda prove it to u alr rite hahahahahaha


anyway jus wanna add dat

oreo cookies,
old chang kee curry puff and
my mom's food (some)
totally rock..i kinda got craving recently for oreo..dammit la haha bought oreo wif ronnie yest den nw lyk addicted alr haha..i go sleep alr nites all God bless

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quite tired sia..damn..lol..yest i tink i kinda overstretch my shoulder again haha..shit man lol..ltr going e conrad for some discussion tingy den get 40bucks haha..tink aft dat probably'll go hm sleep or smth quite tired..damn i nd sleep haha..

my phone is oso screwing up alr..getting a new one soon..but e prob is i dunno wad phone to get..any suggestions?

got e d'coconut pics frm daphne alr..reali miss those few days @ malaysia..i experienced wad's reali called carefree..is reali eat alr den sleep den wake up go swim n play water..eat den relax n sleep again..i noe will get fat la but reali is stress free sia..n thru e trip i somehow learnt to appreciate my family more..n o cos had a v good time wif e gls..or rather shld i say..nw is aagls alr..damn i miss those days when we were all working tgt towards foc lol..but damn..i miss d'coconut lol..

n my relief teacher application got provisional approval haha..sounds good huh hope i'll get employed haha..den i'll reali haf to find more formal looking clothes alr haha

wa e post fantazia party was shiok hahaha..i lyk e session part..sia la learnt quite abit sia..i find dat i'm not reali listening to e music..i dunno if is cos is non-funk music..or i dunno e music..or wad..but i'm not reali listening to it..i'm jus lyk reacting..damn..

n my freeze rite..can hold but i purposely choose not to...i wonder y...i can feel myself once i hit e freeze position i purposely pull back sia..lyk airfreeze..once my leg go e position..i purposely pull back to land alr..n e spoilt satelite oso..i can feel e balance..but i pull down..wad u doing bitch..?? y u pulling urself back??damn haha...i nd to hold those freezes man..i noe i can..but i dunno y i choose not to...

watching aloysious e footwork jus nw lemme learnt smth..hope i'll rem it when i haf my own training n self prac lol..tml got bboy training..jus found out hahaha..n again i cmi for wq's prac..it's @ 3...when i'm still working haha..gotta learn frm others alr..hope can catch e steps lol..

gtg sleep alr working ltr hahaha..n everyone, let's pray my relief teacher application will get approved n i can start work lyk when e sch holidays end..den i can support myself n dance too haha..God bless ya'll

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wow tdy lyk happy day huh haha..got my new lappy alr..den ltr got post fantazia party..tink gonna try apply relief teacher ltr hahaha...woots..

nxt week last week o work @ e cc liao..gotta find another job soon..damn lol..hope can get relief teaching..e pay's good den if can get a sch near my hse even better haha..wa if get cch yishun is dope max la i can jus walk dere haha..if i cycle dere i tink more time will be spent carrying e bicycle down instead o cycling lol..

well jus wait n c ba hahaha

lol i guess i'm gonna miss working @ e cc when i'm not working here anymore..it's kinda a nice job i mean it but haha..i noe i'm not complaining nw cos i'm working morning shift den @ nite can go out..but i noe cannot always lidat de..so i guess it's kinda good dat i'm going off oso ba...feel lyk trying to apply relief teacher..e pay lyk good leh haha..den e hours won't go til nite de oso..den sec sch i tink dun haf afternoon de lol..tink i'll submit my application nxt week oso ba den c how..

rp perf coming up soon..hope we're all up to it..dis week's been lyk abit hardcore for me lol..mon got bboy foundation..tues got class..wed got junchao's money..thurs got bboy n wq's training..friday technic class..sat go celebrate kiap's bdae aft work..sun working..i dance til lyk haha fierce sia aft e bboy foundation my whole upper body aching haha..jon says it's good training i guess it's true ba haha..junchao n wq's choreo is damn nice can lol..feel priviliged to learn frm dem..

den my bboy dis week oso got accomplishment haha..not much la but it's smth..woots finally can pump frm baby freeze to airchair..den my left hand baby oso getting betta..n yest i can agar agar head glide alr..or head slide..forgot which is correct but haha ya..quite happy lol..

n for dis few days..happy bdae vic (yest), alfred (nps) n shihua for tdy n kiap for tml haha..shit man..dis few weeks everyweek got @ least one birthday haha..everyone's getting older..damn my teenage life is slipping away jus lidat haha..n i got my enlistment letter alr..oct 24 haha..super long way to go..i'm gonna enjoy life lyk 2-4 weeks b4 i go in hahaa...

haven't been blogging much lately cos o my work..@ first it was ok but aft awhile i wonder if it's reali suitable for me..cos well..it's taking frm me more den wad i'm willing to give..working til @ nite wasn't in my plan @ first but i tot dat it might be jus mayb one or 2 days in a week..yeah i guess nw it is indeed 1 or 2 days a week but i still dun reali lyk it..

but i was wondering whether to quit or not..cos e hours are kinda lyk..not say long but not reali to my liking..plus it's abit affecting my dance such dat i go sch alr lyk 8 liao den can't do much..if work afternoon shift can't dance @ all..dat's e sux..den cos o work last week ko nite i mus stand outside n watch sia..lyk suck balls lidat..den tdy mr ong call me work sunday nxt week cos o e community day..i guess dat's e last straw alr..when i took dis job i told jacqie dat i sunday i can't work cos i wan go church..but when i told mr ong dat he strongly hinted dat it's kidna my job on e line..well i guess dat's it huh..i told him i'll do it alr..but cos i'm responsible for my work and it's requirements..but i guess dere's a limit to it ba..sunday is no work day..even if wan work mus after church den work..dis one make me skip church totally..

i guess i'll tell dem lyk mayb tml or smth..or monday..i guess being a receptionist's reali not for me..it's slack la i admit but well lol i dun wanna waste my life away lidat..it's an experience but well..it's jus an experience..

plus nw i'm working not to earn money but to pass time..i still wanna put dance as my main priority..i noe i'm not dat good a dancer or a bboy to say put dance first n all but still..dat's wad i wanna do wif my youth..so yeah i guess i've decided ba..watching e bboy vids on my psp tdy made me wan train hard..but wif work lidat..how to train..???let's c if e place buddy hoagies work out for me..if not mayb i try go bakerzin work if dey wan..if reali dun wan den go agency find again lor..

n yeah..i dance 2 years alr..wif no accomplishments..nth much to talk abt..i say wan concentrate on bboy but i always haf so many excuses de..dude..wake up man no more time to waste..i shld've stuck to my original purpose when i started working..let it not interfere wif my dance..

woots had a locking workshop yest by ian damn dope haha..learnt so much la..i didn't noe can clean to dat extent de locking haha..n my groove is totally sux la haha shit man...i guess i'll haf to prac locking abit more haha..hope got more locking workshops nxt time lol..shit how did ian get so dope de hahaha..n he damn funny oso la lol..n super friendly oso lol..shit man..respect e guy..hope my locking can be lyk 1/2 as dope as him i'll be quite happy alr..although i'd still cont to improve myself la haha..

nra auditions dis 3 days..sian tdy work afternoon shift so can't go..tml actually planned to go de budden nw kiap tell me tml benlim bdae shit sia damn..i wan go auditions to watch budden dun go benlim bdae lyk v ass lidat..but go his bdae den i oso abit broke lidat..haiz..but i noe no matter wad my choice i sure will regret n not regret...

i kinda realised smth..it's not dat my passion is in bboying..i guess i like dance as a whole n i like most styles of dance..but i guess it's jus dat i choose to express myself through bboying e most..hmm does dat make me more of a dancer den a bboy..?? but a bboy is also a dancer in a sense..right..?? lol aiya wadeva la..jus dance..so much to learn, so little time..i guess e phrase is true huh..

WHERE GOT TIME..???!!!!