i dunno wad's wrong wif my family la..i mean..i wish it's nice n happy..mayb i'm lyk taking dem for granted..i tink i am la..budden is lyk sometimes i reali cant stand dem la..den is lyk..reali sad n pissed when my mom said she tinks she's lyk dead in my heart..i mean wth pls tink abit..i explained how i feel abt going hm n stuff lidat..aiya i noe she's stressed abt stuff den nd to be middlewoman between me my bro n my dad..n she always eat e humble pie de..i appreciate my mom alot..reali..but i dun show it n i noe it's useless to jus say but crap la i jus dun haf e habit o expressing myself..i ususally keep wadeva shit to myself la..

but i reali appreciate wad my parents did n do n are gonna do for me..i mean dun get e wrong impression dat i hate my family frm my previous post la..i mean i reali appreciate dem..but..crap la sometimes we're jus on super diff wavelengths..my meaning o hard up on cash is lyk not very well off..i tink my mom took it in a diff way n said smth i will nvr say..

well..wadeva..mayb i'll lyk go hm for dinner one o dis days..wth..but i dun tink it's gonna turn out good anyway..mayb make my mom happy awhile..