seriously i've been lyk super tired la..attachment..den everyday ot..lyk tues to thurs ot..den thurs is e best..cos i 7.35 den leave proteos lol..den aft dat go sch to train for suntec..but i tink quite not productive..cos i'm lyk quite tired..so can't reali exert much energy..shit man..feel abit lyk dui bu qi 8steps cos everyone train til lyk wan die i go dere alr lyk dying den can't pia as much to catch up..den my supervisor go malaysia den gimme smth simple to do..run sds page n den transfer den western blot n visualise e proteins..i in e end 3 days oso can't complete..cos e sds page e gel always got problem..den plus i not familiar wif e lab..den e sds page run too long e proteins gone..wad sia..sian..

den tdy e krump..i tink not v good leh..i mean cos we nvr prac dat one alot..den rite..ann say our showmanship is lyk siannn dat type..we is lyk starting act lyk wa damn fierce..budden somehow e fierce dun come out in e dance..shit sia..how to live e choreo..? showmanship man..can somebody incubate e showman ship den transfect it into my genes so it can culture dere? shittt....how to train showmanship sia..dammit lol..

den plus rite..sia la..i v scared i becoming proud sia..lyk cos we get so many chances to perform..den even join comp n make it to finals..izit lyk abit too much for our ego to take onot..i last time dare not say anybody one sia..nw i can lyk comment wa y his steps lidat de..shit man..humility..i'm kinda starting to realise how impt it is..if u become proud, u'll stop improving..den high risk o deproving oso sia..dammit..i dun wanna be proud..i noe i shldn't be proud..but i guess sometimes e ego gets in e way la hor..shit..sian..

den ann oso say some o us lyk dunno izit using dance as a tool to be cool..makes me wonder..am i using dance as smth to make myself cool..?? bboying..it's cool yeah i admit..but do i reali haf a passion for it..?? or do i jus wanna make myself cooler..a dance dat's cooler den e rest..how much do i reali love bboy..how much do i reali love dance? i dun seem to be as enthu abt it recently..izit cos i'm tired frm attachment? or i'm jus making excuses..haiz..shit man..dis sux..