lol somebody living upstaris is randomly playing e song

"nobody likes you, everybody hates you, u're gonna eat some worms..."

reminds me e o prev foc as an agl..kai n jialing were 'fighting' n singing dis song haha..i wonder how it'll be e nxt foc..can we all gather tgt again like we did..?? haha dunno y i feeling so sentimental nw..but damn i do miss those times..

yeah 2 rounds tdy lol damn shiok..first time 2 rounds..many more 2 rounds n 3 rounds n 4 rounds etc to go haha..seems like choosing to go studio tdy was e right choice huh lol..

i tink e prob wif my freestyle..or when i try to freestyle..is i'm too nervous haha..chill i nd to chill..free my mind.....improve man..time to improve

damn haha jus nw random got bboy session in e studio..n i agree wif me dat i SUCK @ freestyling..i can't freestyle for nuts..howwwww...

my footwork is soooooo generic..dere's nth special abt it..nth nice, nth fresh..how do i break free frm my state o mind..?? how do i bring me to the nxt level..?? power..?? how do i up my style..??




damn man..y am i stuck....

yup i'm like sick..again..almost sick..it's like blocked nose n sore throat..sux man how to dance lidat..how to break..????


sux to be sick man...or to be half sick, for dat matter

lol..today is the day my ex-girlfriend introduces a girl to me..

i wonder..acc to yide haha..if tdy is e day i find out my ex-girlfriend's worst enemy haha...





but knowing thanda..shldn't be ba haha..shit man..dis is whack..i am whack..
dis is absolutely like wierd ass shit man hahaha..

i tink e system is messed up..come on man dont' chances n grace count for nuts..?? don't u all look @ wad dey've contributed..??shldn't e youngsters be given a chance since it's their first time @ dis..?? come on man last time it was lidat..den when e results came u all asked dem back for a glory den kicked dem out again.. u noe wad.. i'm sorry i swore off vulgarities but i tink dis deserves one..

tdy went to watch ting ting perform for some president's star charity show @ rp..didn't reali feel like going cos wan go studio break but in e end went wif zx haha..k la it wasn't exactly a dance production it was more o like a variety show lol..got magic show n stuff de..i tink e best o e nite was e nus chinese dance de n magnum force haha..

ting ting's item wasn't as bad as she said it was lol..can't tell which one is her oso lol..but is ok la like those sec sch syf lidat de lor i tink haha..den got 2 15 year old gals called by2..supposedly e 'latest pop sensation in singapore' haha i tink dey cute sia..like a cyndi wannabe lidat..funny sia their dance was erm..interesting..n dey like maciam is their 演唱会 lidat..but k la gotta gif it to dem dat dey got abit o e taiwan celeb feel..or trying to bring out dat feel haha..

one ting i wan say is dat e staff dere SUX..e rp ushers were v nice..saw one gal dat ushered nra when we performed dere but i tink she dun recognise me haha..anywayyyy..e event staff sucked big time la..i wanted to go look for ting ting budden e lady tell me in a v guailan tone it's oni for invited guests..den she try act helpful say wan ask my cousin down for me den ask wad sch n name..still in e guailan tone..den i said i tink her name is dis dis dis..den she say "ur own cousin u dun even noe her name" walao i almost wanted to bitch slap her all e way back to her mom's soggy pussy la _|_

come on la walao dis is singapore leh..wad cock abt a service oriented industry..@ a GOVERNMENT charity event, the staff can actually exhibit such a behavior..FANTASTIC..wad a role model for the young people present..even a person lyk me dat's not educated in the service industry oso noe dat every customer deserves good service..irregardless of the place, how u feel or their status..damn..wad a DISGRACE..n dey still call it the PRESIDENT'S STAR CHARITY youth talent show.. _|_

makes me feel real charitable huh..

damn..tdy went to airport send dj ken off to e uk..so fast sending another person off liao..last time eve..den daphne..followed by qinghui..nw ken..everybody seems to be going off..den yest kai n wayne enlist..y suddenly everybody seems to be growing up n going away lidat sia..haiz..sux to grow up haha..quite sad to see ken go sia..he's reali a v talented guy..v proud to haf a senior like him lol..too bad didn't haf chance to dance in his items b4 haha..

but den again..tdy it's nice to see a whole grp o ppl go send ken off..lol..hope he'll be back soon..2 years..by den i tink i ord alr haha..eve's coming back nxt feb i tink..hope when she come back we'll be more free to like spend time wif her..last time come back got funka everybody so busy wif it..nw hopefully will be different ba haha..we all so long nvr take a complete grp photo liao..


damn everybody like so busy nw..i guess it's hard to be like last time lidat everybody can chill n relax wif everybody ba..but well..treasure e good times ba..

went to watch nus dance blast e production tdy..n i was late hahaha..dere's 2 tings i mus say abt it..number 1..the lighting is by far e best lighting i've seen..comparable to rp's stage haha..n number 2, the show jus gets better n better la haha..i like the item by ntu mj n e dance blast alumni item haha..e one dat start wif bball de oso v nice haha..deepest impression is dis 3 ba haha..den dere was dis gal dat walao her popping was dope haha..super big la i tink..

aft dat went to find vic n kenneth to help prepare e steamboat haha..bought food @ thompson plaza..n dammit la when i boarded 52 frm clementi everyone was laughing @ me..everyone as in like..everyone frm p la..am i dat funny..lol..dun keep laughing @ me ppl..i am NOT a joke..haha..

anyway bought e food alr den went to prepare @ vic's hse..first time i prepare food sia everytime is always ppl prepare den i cook n eat de haha..n vic's dog is like cute la lol..but oso..it's a bigger version o yuki..in a sense dat it's a bigger dog trying to hump ur leg..n it takes like a considerably larger amount of effort to push e dog away haha..anyway e steamboat was dope had lots o fun lol..jon go play e old sch boyband songs den everybody got super high haha..

aft dat slack slack play psp den play twister n haha i'm proud to say..i'm e twister king o e night..!!! haha.. YEAH..!! lol k la budden aft dat left n went hm liao..abit sian cos go hm so early lol too bad dere no nr1 haha..

n oh shit tdy when going out i saw one whole bunch o my students..those lower sec boys la haha..den dey like hi hi cher n stuff den cos i was listening to breakbeats i kinda did e peace sign haha..i tink sure gg alr lidat lol..plus i wearing like bboy style lol..jialat alr lol..


i found out ting ting's alr sec 3 la haha..damn wierd can't believe so fast she's sec 3 liao..cos like in my memory she's always dat little gal dat quiet quiet nerdy goody two shoes de..nw sec 3 alr lol..time flies man..dis oso means..dat i'm getting old..no more teenager liao..no wonder dere's e song forever young



forever young..!! i wanna be..forever young..

had a bbq on thurs wif some o e lsct aagls haha..n one agl..haha well i mus say dat by far dat's e BEST bbq i've eva been to..small group, but everyone was happy wif everyone..n aft like a few months o not meeting haha reali nice to c dem all again haha..so fast jj n huat pop liao..den kai n wayne going in on monday..den is me hahaha..everyone's loosing hair lol..

but dat aside..thurs was da bomb..glad it happened..

tdy in sch was v nice haha..can't say exactly why here, sch rules n stuff..but hmm let's jus say dat well..it's nice interacting wif e students haha..

n seriously..do i reali look like some korean guy..??

anyway...went for shimin n joyce's training tdy..n it's super different la..is like damn long nvr go for dance training liao..den is like totally different..is like..dunno leh seems like it's more abt having fun n stuff..not like last time reali train hard..i dunno if it's dat times are changing..or wad..well..let's jus c wad happens nxt time ba..

damn..i'm hm frm work nw..n tdy is a good hair day my hair wax til nice..n it's like quite rare i can do dis de so i dun feel like washing it off..but i wan nap sia..haha..bo bian hope can recreate e effect again ba lol..last time wax hair i dope de..but super long nvr prac nw forget how to do it liao..lol..feels like last time huh..when wax hair den dun let ppl touch de..tdy in e bus one o e students behind me like kena my hair den i abit dulan haha..

well i mus say dat teaching does haf its nice moments..lol..though e bad moments reali SUCK haha

i can feel my footwork i tink e feel gonna up one lvl i tink..but still not enuf haha..alex is right..my footwork is too generic..anybody oso can do de..i gotta tink man wad's gonna make me stand out frm all e other bboys out dere..?? damn..it's gonna be hard..

alex tried teaching me swipe again..n as always..i can't swipe for nuts..i can't windmill, i can't flair, i cant nth..i can't power..dammit..my left hand reali sux..dun say conditioned..it's worse den normal de la haha..well i'm gonna improve..can't stay lidat forever haha..

ronnie auditioned for mdc..n seems like dey wan him..wonder if i can do it onot..my technique n flexibility not as good as ronnie..n i cant sing, i can't act, i can't reali host..well hope for e best in ns ba haha..

watched suntec finals on sat..brings back memories sia haha..elecoldxhot (i dun reali noe how to spell it) won first haha congrats to dem..their formation changes were reali dope..e visual effect was owning haha..n congrats to kelvin goh too..i must admit i tink i like dis year's solo champ betta den last year de..kelvin goh is reali an entertainer..he reali put up a show..n a jolly balls-to-you entertaining show..respect man..good luck @ battlegrounds to everyone haha..

i abit worried abt joyce n shimin choreo..i always miss prac due to coming late frm church n going overseas..dammit la i'm begginning to feel e stress..bboy is ok i mean..haha it shldn't be dat bad wad..but joyce n shimin de..walao dope sia..hope it won't be too dope for me haha..

but i mus say dat their choreo make me enjoy dancing again..dance as in dance, not bboying..lol..but damn ken's item damn nice..well nvm ba it's nice to jus sit n watch too haha..well gtg liao..tml still working haha..as a geog relief..n i gotta find some books or smth to entertain myself in class haha super boring..

yeap i'm back frm bali..5 days cut short..here's wad happened

left hm @ 2 on sat..dammit could've gone to c e showcase but nvm haha..checked in den went to eat @ staff canteen..n ppl pls take note..DON'T EAT THE WESTERN FOOD DERE..IT SUX..k anyway..flight was ok..slept thru alot o it..e food wasn't dat bad..i like e prawn lol..i dun eat prawn de but somehow dat prawn was quite nice haha..cos my mom woke me up den i blur blur say i wan eat e prawn de haha..

anyway when i reached i was like wad sian..cos i tot e hotel was some run down place..den in e end e hotel mus walk some back alley to reach de..so i was quite bad mood @ first..but when i saw e hotel..well it looked more like a resort den a hotel lol..den my mood got better haha..when i reach e room i was like wa dope..but when i on e tv den i dulan again..cos no channels wif eng programmes haha..but in e end we found den i happy again haha..den aft i shit i found out e toilet can't flush den i super dulan..n i tot my psp can't charge oso..so even more dulan..but we call room service den all ok..den i happy again haha...like roller coaster ride o emotions huh..


2nd day went for some water sports..like..parasailing, jet ski, banana boat n fly fish..well it's ok la haha..e para sailing was e best haha..is reali like flying de..but damn..e harness nvr put properly den in e air my balls were kinda..uncomfortable haha..but damn shiok..aft dat go back hotel sleep den evening go eat dinner..e kfc dere no potato n no coleslaw de..wierd ass..den walk walk ard..saw a mooks hoody similiar to e adidas de dat i wanted but i not sure if it's too small so nvm lol..


3rd day went for rafting..took like a 1hr journey dere..going up e hill dat time reali feel like initial d sia..except dat we're travelling @ 10% o e speed..oni den i realise dat to drift lidat ur balls mus be like hanging out frm ur underwear la..cos is damn hardcore scary..den e uncle oso hardcore de..he drive down dis slope dat looks like it's meant for walking de..

anyway..saw quite some jap ppl dere haha..got one lady walao..she go rafting wif full make up n stuff la haha..super amazing..den got dis jap mom wif her 2 daughters n young son haha..n dis grp o jap guys oso..their hair like dope sia lol..i keep checking out their hair haha..for reference..hope dey won't mistake it dat i'm gay lol..nw here i gotta say dat RAFTING IS THE SHIT.. it's almost as good as dancing haha..damn shiok lol..

had lunch @ some hut e locals call a restaurant haha..but nvm la shld've expected it lol..den e jap gals wif their mom de..like funny sia..stare stare whisper whisper..dunno wad dey talking abt haha..anyway went back n watch some tv den went out again..had dinner @ some other shopping centre..den abit bored den got some friction wif my parents again haha..went back to e hotel n had a swim den in e end exhausted myself more den i wanted..

4th day had a tour ard e island..but i was like..still exhausted dat i fell sick alr haha..dammit sia sux max..slept like almost e whole journey den wake up @ e stops oni..e plantation was dope..i drink e ginger tea oni my nose cleared liao..n dere were dis 2 damn cute kittens haha..super small my mom almost stepped on dem haha..lunch was @ dis restaurant..a real restaurant..wif aircon n stuff..e buffet was shoik haha..too bad i was sick..took some whiskey to "detox" haha..helped abit..had a&w for dinner..not bad sia haha..too bad my tastebuds were dampened by e stupid cold haha..went back to try out e mooks hoody but it was too small haha..

last day jus slept til like 10 plus den packed up n went for lunch..waited super long @ e airport den finally..back in singapore haha..but when i exited i saw ian david n ben frm o sch lol..dey say dey're waiting for hilty n bosch..wa imagine if i met dem woots haha..damn..but abit dun feel like paying 25bucks jus to watch dem..expensive man..

finally..can dance alr tml..in bali listen to music..wan dance cannot..sux man..miss e floor haha..but wow..i mus say e ppl in bali are like talented..their drawing is dope ass de haha..pwns..but i'm glad i'm in singapore nw...lol..miss my bed..