wa tdy went like rp watch e first 1/2 o e momentum prac..i c nra again is do opening lol..n e mc again say smth dat make all e performers ball shrink ahahah...brings back memories o last year man haha..

e grp dat won syf gold wif honours..walao..dey reali deserve dat title man..e effects v nice..e chore super matches e song choice haha..den e indian dance oso dope..e guy like maciam do e indian beat box n play e indian percussion haha...v dope..

but i tink e dopest haha..is nus dance ensemble..dopest man hahaha..i'm sure shane'll agree..overall..nice concept..costume nice..entertaining..haha..n e gals look nice too hahaha..one gal i tink super dope..small small size one den e hair put like those stuff dat aunties use to curl their hair..but walao..her turning is like siao one sia..e spotting is like too dope alr..den plus those extra shit in her hair..i tink it'll like probably unsettle my balance la if i put..if i had hair to put, dat is haha..den she dance got like char one..dopeeeee..it's one o those like ballet technique styled performances dat i super like hahaha..NUS DANCE ENSEMBLE FTW..!! (dun count nra la haha)

n woots....crickets are coming soon..!! lol damn shiok sia haha..mus up bboy up til siao..n damn..yest went clubbing haha..damn shiok..but..aft e ting ended..feel like empty n not much point..but tdy break alr..still feeling shiok..n feel dat life is getting betta hahaha..
crickets to jackhammers..!!
float-to-float to darkhammers..!!!
airchair spins..!!
flares..!!
mills to freeze..!!

damn..too many stuff to do man...hope my arm recovers soon..n my thumb too..den can break properly again hahaha..but sian tml mus go back camp haha..well..@ least it's "eat wif ur family" day tml..can fall out early haha..tml break again..!! n mus up my moves more haha..

damn..i totally hate wad my dad n mom put in my genes..

stubbornness, can't take criticism, too proud to loose, won't reali say sry..
cannot see beyond now..the "my way is the right way" attitude..although i swore nt to use 'f' alr..but..

FUCK

wth..i hate these traits..seriously..damn..if genetic breeding is possible, i'd erase all e genes dat code for these cock-shit attributes..

sure..e intellect n stuff is good..but dat's abt it..

ppl..pls tell me my flaws..so i won't end up lyk my dad or mom..

i dun wanna be as stubborn as a mule..

zzz..talk abt trust issues man..

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haiz..

correct me ppl..so i'll be a betta person..n hopefully..a betta bboy too..

bought new kicks tdy hahaha...heng went out wif zx man..walked abt town abit den went to e puma shop @ taka..


DERE'S 50% OFF...!! n i bought a pair o suedes haha..dope sia damn happy abt it..lol hesitated for quite awhile b4 i bought it lol..but haha will probably haf to scrimp n save for e rest o e month ba..saw a nice tee @ left foot cine too..but cannot spend too much in a day..if nt e whole month reali dun nd eat liao hahaha..but i guess i'll be going back to grab dat tee..n take a look @ smth else if u noe wad i mean haha..glen u feel me..?? lol

anyway saw dis trailer abt a jap dance movie coming out in may..a phrase caught my attention..

"technique is jus a tool"

yeah i agree man..although technique is impt, but it's jus a tool to use in dance..some ppl focus too much on technique n neglect other stuff man..which i tink isn't good..budden again hahaha..how do u dance w/o technique..?? u'll jus be another dick on e street shaking n looking like a cock..

haha i oso dunno wad's e zhong dian (focus) o wad i'm trying to say..lol..


ps : mayb i shld wear like normal fit clothes more often..effects are nt bad huh haha

saw big alex's class yest..his black n gold choreo damn dope hahaha..one ting he said i tink super dope..he said class is for u to prac performing..treat every class as a performance..so u'll make mistakes here, n nt when u're performing haha..

den during vic's chalet he said dat dance is nt abt hitting e beats, it's abt feeling e music..dope sia hahaha..i guess dat's e culture frm e states..like totally diff frm singapore man haha..

den i c terence dance i rem wad he said to c class dat time..i wasn't taking la but i was listening to e end o class debrief..he said dat in class it's nt abt learning e choreo..it's abt understanding ur body..if u get e choreo but u jus copy blindly is like no use..cos aft a few weeks u forget e choreo alr..but if u understand ur body, den u'll rem it..i tink it's a dope mindset..

i tink it's true sia..i'd rather learn how my body moves den to jus zhua choreo..for wad u learn someone else's choreo..if u wan copy so much go be a parrot la haha..but if u understand how ur body moves, den u can make ur own choreo..den it'll be doper..

i tink knowledge is reali impt..i'd rather get one good flare first, den to get like 3 or 4 nt so nice flares..i'm nt trying to shoot anyone dun misunderstand haha..i'm jus saying..i tink i wan try fully understand how my body works..den i can do tings nicely haha..tink i'm too lazy alr..trying to find e most relaxed ways to do tings sia..



so many tings to learn, so many tings to perfect, but so little time..
shit man sux to be in e army..
budden again, thank God i'm 8-5..

well..count ur blessings i guess..

damn haven't blogged in a long while..

wad've i been up to..??

well basically i've been like..breaking..somehow i decided dat i'm nt gonna care so much abt wad others tink n stuff alr n i'm jus gonna be myself n break..improve..get my moves into my footwork..

i tink i've kinda adopted a "can't be bothered" and "not interested" attitude towards alot o tings..like..sometimes i c ppl trying to bboy..like footwork n stuff..i noe wad dey're doing wrong, n how dey can change to improve, but i jus can't be bothered to tell dem..i mean..last time i care too much abt being nice, n helping ppl..in e end i didn't help myself..

i realised dat ppl can help u, friens can encourage u, family can be dere for u..but @ e end o e day..it's all u..like in a battle, ppl can cheer for u, can back u up..but how dope u are, how u land ur freezes n end ur sets, it's all u...nobody can help u wif dat..so i've decided..it's gonna be abt me nw..til mayb i'm satisfied wif my rate o improvement den mayb i'll look ard..


i c all my fam getting dope..c ronnie, bw, zx, fd, jj..shane e darkhammers coming alr..malex crazy improvement one..n jon dun nd say la..everyone's improving man...except me..i can't lag behind..4 years is nt alot o time man lol...


but haha i tink eva since i adopted dis mindset, i've become like quite asshole..like bastard lidat..someone once told me dat i shld behave like a bboy..well..i wonder if dis is called behaving like a bboy, but frankly lol..i dun care haha..i'm gonna be me..n i tink @ dis point o time, dat's wad's impt..i'll do wad i like, n i'll like wad i do...


but still haha..family's impt..blood family or not..i tink i've been like neglecting my family abit..trying to talk to my mom more often nw..n hahaha..to my brothers n sisters frm another mother, sry if i've been an asshole haha..