damn haven't blogged in a long while..

wad've i been up to..??

well basically i've been like..breaking..somehow i decided dat i'm nt gonna care so much abt wad others tink n stuff alr n i'm jus gonna be myself n break..improve..get my moves into my footwork..

i tink i've kinda adopted a "can't be bothered" and "not interested" attitude towards alot o tings..like..sometimes i c ppl trying to bboy..like footwork n stuff..i noe wad dey're doing wrong, n how dey can change to improve, but i jus can't be bothered to tell dem..i mean..last time i care too much abt being nice, n helping ppl..in e end i didn't help myself..

i realised dat ppl can help u, friens can encourage u, family can be dere for u..but @ e end o e day..it's all u..like in a battle, ppl can cheer for u, can back u up..but how dope u are, how u land ur freezes n end ur sets, it's all u...nobody can help u wif dat..so i've decided..it's gonna be abt me nw..til mayb i'm satisfied wif my rate o improvement den mayb i'll look ard..


i c all my fam getting dope..c ronnie, bw, zx, fd, jj..shane e darkhammers coming alr..malex crazy improvement one..n jon dun nd say la..everyone's improving man...except me..i can't lag behind..4 years is nt alot o time man lol...


but haha i tink eva since i adopted dis mindset, i've become like quite asshole..like bastard lidat..someone once told me dat i shld behave like a bboy..well..i wonder if dis is called behaving like a bboy, but frankly lol..i dun care haha..i'm gonna be me..n i tink @ dis point o time, dat's wad's impt..i'll do wad i like, n i'll like wad i do...


but still haha..family's impt..blood family or not..i tink i've been like neglecting my family abit..trying to talk to my mom more often nw..n hahaha..to my brothers n sisters frm another mother, sry if i've been an asshole haha..