yeah..2 more days to fantazia..2 more days to showtime..n guess wad..??? i'm totally NOT satisfied wif my own performance..i mean..damn..i'm lyk..cannot 100% full out or smth i dunno..i dun feel lyk e shag feeling @ e end o everyting leh..n plus sometimes formation still messy..it's lyk..diff frm when 8steps compete lidat..dat one is reali full out..but aft dat..it's v hard to hit dat mark again..

all angles cleaned, accents caught, steps perfect, identical feel n showmanship, personal style but can still blend in wif e rest..shit..how come so diff to get it one sia..lol..but nvm..i'm still determined to do my best..

sian sia allegra's showcase e starting i always lyk can't full out cos mus check formations den will lyk e formations messy abit..den hse my double piurette sux..den i oso always miss one tap on e floor de..becca de tdy i starting i qiang pai la walao....den locking..i'm still not smooth leh..i nd to be sharper n more funky i tink..although it's not a v funky song..

den e showcase de for renfred's xiaowei e steps still not v clear..den ting ma ma de hua mus make it look relax..means it's harder oso lol..can't help but wait is ok la..but sometimes e 2nd par de-de wif jenyin still will wrong timing..siannnnn..gotta clear it up lyk tml latest..no time to waste liao..n still nd to get used to my new white shoes..

saw e trailer for planet-bboy lyk yest..one phrase caught my attention frm yest til nw..i can't rem which bboy said..



"u can't take a break (frm breaking), if not u'll loose all ur skills"



how true..i seriously need to stop being lazy n train man..lol..met jon n his frien ben @ convention tdy..damn..ben's handhops are lyk wow..stable lyk siao can..somemore is 1 hand de haha..jon oso tot me how to strenghten my neck muscles..i'm gonna train headstand more nw..gonna train up dat 'new' freeze n try to get e 'new' footwork dat alex accidently made up..i tink v fresh leh v nice haha..

somehow i can't wait for fantazia to be over, so we can all get back n dance e way we wanna dance, n train wad we wanna train..but again, i oso wish dat it won't be over..cos it's an experience dat's so unique..n once it's gone it's not coming back..mixed feelings huh..damn..i'm jus gonna treasure every moment o it..yeah including waiting e whole o e 1st half cos i no items haha..

jiayou everyone..!!!!
(~40hrs plus plus to fantazia show time)