shit man..i'm quite messed nw..my parents dun understand me..my bro tinks he's comparable to me..n plus i'm kinda filled wif impt events to tink abt..
shit man..my parents seriously dun understand y i'm dancing n all la..i'm dancing cos it's my way o expression..bboying is a way of expression..it's freedom o expression..but dey dun see dat..to dem, bboying or breaking, as dey noe it, is smth dangerous and stupid dat young ppl lyk to get themselves into..n hip hop music to dem, or to my dad @ least, is considered noise..street is gangster..i mean come on man..policemen wear blue nw wif long pants..zzz..shit man..y i come home so late? cos i wanna dance, i wanna bboy, and i can't do any o dat @ hm..if i even do a handstand, i'll get super disapproving looks which makes me super sian..my dad said..breaking = break bones..so dun go waste money, i dun haf money to let u waste n go hospital..smth lidat..my life @ hm since young has been smth lyk e streets, tough rules n all..i mean..check it out..30mins o cartoon a day, 30mins o com game a week?? wad sia....
den plus my dat younger brother..or wadeva u can call our relationship la..i jus told him not to speak to me for lyk e rest o his life..but i noe it's probably smth stupid i said on e spur o e moment or smth la hor..but seriously..wad e hell sia..he's bloody hell comparing himself wif me..kao eh..he's lyk 2 years younger n he's complaining y he's not getting e same stuff dat i'm getting, plus sometimes complaining y he doesn't get more..no shit man when i was his age coming back @ 10 was considered late for me alr..but for him...he's back @ e same time/later den me?wad sia...n dunno wth he's doing outside..shit man if he wanna bite me, @ least bite my dope shit can..dun bite my undopeness..i mean..shit la i c him is lyk..always crash n wack one..den not clean sia him..jus keeps biting all e way..n bite oso bite wrongly..wadddddd..
seriously la hor i tink my family is quite jialat..dammit..i mean ok la i noe my mom's trying n all..budden..lol it's jus not reali working..shit man if it was lyk a bf/gf case i'd haf broken up long ago la..but too bad is a family ting so too bad lol no breaking up haha..
den nw i'm lyk..faced wif a big question regarding dance.lol..dat's all i can say for nw la hor..but..it's reali big..lyk as big as a city big..n i need to tink abt it carefully..plus my fyp..wad sia..seriously..lyk dunno where we going..will we even be able to produce a product??or are we taking it too lightly..wth..screw it all man..i jus wanna bboy..live my bboy life..enjoy my freedom o expression..
peace all..
God bless
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